The boredness

On Monday night I a watched supacell (movie) from night still 3: 30 midnight on my phone wishing I was one of those guys, when i said those guys am not talking about the power they had in the movie am talking about the actors most of them are black, wishing I was at the position they re at least maybe someone in my family will be proud of me, it was the film that kept me wake and i forget I need to wake up early so I will do everything sharp and try my luck with my boss again it was than I started thinking again what can I do to make some changes as in just some little changes at least am not a lazy guy when it comes to work when ever I start a work I will make sure I finished before stop and am not the kind of guy that choose work that this is what I can do this is what I can't do anything that comes my way I must do it even if I don't have any idea I will make I do it and if not for my siblings that doesn't believe I me that am good at what I do about my school, I have know furniture making working very well but they don't believe me when I told them if not for them why will I go back to my boss again I just want to pleased them most especially my sister, she as always being there for but now I believed she as forgive up she didn't call me even if there are having children meeting ( we re family of seven, my mom give birth to twins taye, kehinde, idowu ,ayomide my little sister and me )none of them will call me to join the chat calls even there was a time my little sister try to bring it up that why don't they ask me to join, I have always a alone than I remember the first work I learned which is from my sister

it was my sister shop tayeolu ejere Ara isokun she was a make up artist, it happened when I was still in school during some holidays when I visited home she called me and talk to me that this life sometimes you can't rely on just education you have to learn some hand work and I listing I started following her to shop but you know she is my sister anything small thing is a slap small mistake like this you don chop slap or knock on your head, like there was this day when she was teaching me eyebra or eyebar and you know with the fear that she is watching me not just watched full concentration on me my hand was shaking, it might have being straight from the beginning but when it get to the middle or 3√4 it will go wrong and with every mistake knock and I did it for almost four hours with out getting it that how I later left her side and than I still have some believe in myself than my schooling was it fine going on.

The second job I try to learn is hair dresser that was immediately after my issue with my dad when I have to leave home and moved to my brother side with my mom and my brother wife is a hair dresser so because of that I tried try learn it so I won't be sitting down just for nothing duo I fucked up but I tried , I spent like almost a year going there and I tried I know how to do some sty though I fucked up a little because before going to shop I will have smoked drink I was drinking then before I stopped and fex with only smoke so when I get to the shop I will just sleep but not always and you know she is my brother wife she can't talk but I still making sure I know what am doing and I always her her well to buy things for her or take her daughter to. supermarket that if I had money but later when me and my dad resolve our issues so I went home back and you know my house everyday is trouble if my dad and mom didn't fight my dad will have some crush with me and if not that my mom will nag on my head so I loss focus again and stop going to shop I even leave home that I want to go and hustle that is when I know that this life is not easy as it seems to be or easy as it was told I had to go back home broke but with more determination to be serious with my life if you have not suffer before you can't you mean I was focused that am ready to do anything bow to anything just to feel alive, this life nothing interest me again everything I do now is I do it because I had to I don't know maybe it was the boredness or alone that I have always feel.

it was that that was I my mind before I dose off it was my mom's voice that wake me up and than it was already past 8 fucked I said me that want to wake up early so I was so angry at my mom because I have told her already to wake me up so I went to farm and do my daily routine before I could finish it was to 11am me that want to go and beg my boss that I want to go later it better for me not to go but I didn't tell my mom so I just go to bro Jide house (Gendo) we chatted, smoke and carry weight in is side it was around 3pm when is children arrive from school he cooked rice because we have smoked and we re hungry so his children around so he use the opportunity to feed everyone I was there I am till 5pm so I left there and went to skilbanj shop to charge my phone and go home when I get home my mom asked me what did your boss say I replied because I left home late they have went to site before I reached shop so it was shop I am so tomorrow I will go and see him I pray he listen.

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