The moment I realize I could do it

it was July 12 2024 I was coming from Gendo place (Dad glory) where I use to smoke one of my area brothers and I went to skilbanj shop where I plug my phone so I could read my comics story as I used to read it very day then a notification pop up that you could be a writer well this I not the first time it showed up but this very moment something came up like a desire for something and trigger me you can do it and I click it and started write and as I was write alot of idea started coming to my mind then I said to myself why don't I let people know my story since I have being think of give up ending very things maybe be alot of people will be people, people like siblings and dad it was only my mother that as being a should from the beginning to the end she is the only one that has always being there for me one of the reason I have not kill myself yet and I also fear hell after all the suffer I have suffer I this life that make me to kill myself and I will still get to go to hell for kill myself and that one of the reason I don't do what my mate are doing yahoo ( they deceive urself na money ritual) though I try but it a story of another day it is not the story for today I said to myself.

As was writing I think am I writing for people to read or am just talking to myself claiming writing but one thing I believe it that I can do it to because I have always wanted to do something make an impact to this world wanted my story to be heard to wanted to show those that have give up on me that nothing is impossible for God one of the reason that kept me going still today small boy with big thinks then I slim to myself as I think of this (a small with big bigger thinking's) because at this moment I was angry with one of my friends Abe he is a Bic man so In the afternoon I ask him to get me loud since he has a motorcycle 🏍️ it will be easy for him to get it since the one they are selling in my area is not good and on my way here he saw me himself and stop me telling me to wait for him at that time the time is 8:40 and now it 9:31 and my mom will very angry now even as at 8:40 am late already and now it 9:31 tell me why I will not get angry

see my mom is now calling am in soup already but because of the thing I send him I can't go home yet and I have called him his number is not reachable what should I do I ask myself, as I was thinking of that he called me again I stand up to go and meet him fuck this guy he is a were (madman in my language) he's on the Bic carrying passengers fuck doesn't he know am late I ask myself then I think let me continue writing but I should at least stand up from where I stand in front of skilbanj shop and move to the main road I saw a small phone on the floor I picked it up immediately and off it as Omo ogbon I will decision what to do with it later but right now nothing can disturb my writing and I put it i my pocket I don't know if this night blessings or what should I say and my friend arrive and I was telling him what he did can you believe he can't even apologize instead started arguing with me and the funniest part is that he didn't even get what I send him now I have to go and get it myself now at oloke at 9:53 I swear this guy is were, on our way there I decide to go through all the things I have been writing so he went ahead to get it since we re almost there and he comes back he said I will give him part of my smoke I said no ( thinking to myself if I give you I most be a big fool) I check the time it was 10:00 dot I started walking faster I felt him behind than later he came sitting on a Bic probably one of is colleagues from Bic man he pick me up and when we get to his place he drop and think I will get off the Bic to with him then I said to the Bic man please can you drop me at oke - ode (my house junction) please and he said yes when I get there I jump off and started running to my house on getting home and gate was locked what will I do now I think should I jump the fence or knock the gate it already 10:17 but if I jump now how will I get soup to eat the food my mom has prepared already for me as I was thinking I shake the gates a little then I decide to jump the fence I had a sound it was my mom opening the door of their flats because we are using a separated flats that's why I was thinking how will I get the soup to eat because she will have already put my food in my own flat as I have known immediately she opened the door she started complaining why do you come home so late I have slept already I wake up I slept again I wake up all because of you why are you so late why are you so stubborn I have talked to you beg you not come late again you did not hear next time you come late I will not open the door for you I don't even know what to say to her I went straight inside and go and pick my food up to give her the plate so she can give me my soup Omo it is efo riro that why I loved her, her soup is the best and now it's time for me to eat and I can't eat without watching a movie or Reading so I think I will have to stop here today and continue the main reason I wanted to write tomorrow.

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