All my fault.

...(Saul, is I btw...

...Y/n is you)...

...*You and Saul are ex partners and still live together, and Saul brings his new girlfriend over for the night whilst your gaming on the tv and you’re winning when Saul unplugs the tv*...

..."Right, move it megan it’s mine, and Lucy’s turn on the tv now." I say...

..."You have tour own TV in you room, just go there asshole" You say annoueyed that he let you lose your game. And how dare he bring some bitch into your home, we might not be dating anymore, but we're still roommates he still has to ask permission to bring someone into the house, it was one of the first rules we made when we agreed to stay roommates....

...*I chuckle a little at you getting all worked up whilst my girlfriend hugs onto my arm standing besides me and I pat her head*...

...“Yeah we do but me and Lucy want to watch a film together and we want to use the bigger tv, besides your not even using it for anything important your just gaming and I doubt you’ll get another win anyway”...

..."I don't care what you guys want, Saul. I bought this TV, you and 'Lucy' can go watch a film in your room. And if you even cared to notice I beat both of our records before you turned the FUCKING TV off. " i say pissed. I should've just moved out when he broke up with me, but nooo I just had to listen to Sky. Why mist you do this to me. I never understood why Sky liked being around me, but then one night, he told me. He saw me as his mother figure. He loved knowing I'd always be there for him. I wished I hadn't listened to him and left. ...

...“Well guess what I do care! I want to watch a film with my girlfriend in the living room so get your ass off the couch”...

...*My girlfriend laughs silently at your reaction seeing how much it’s bothering you and this only encourages me to keep pissing you off as much as I can*...

...“And who cares if you beat a dumb score you ain’t gonna impress your ex by playing video games all the time!”...

..."THAT IS FUCKING IT. SCREW THIS. IM FUCKING DONE. IVE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU AND YOU BITCH OF A GIRLFRIEND. IM NOT TAKING THIS FUCKING MENTAL ABUSE FROM YOUR BITCH ANYMORE. IM DONE WITH TRYIBG TO STAY FIRENDS FOR THE SAKE OF SKY. IM LEAVING. IM NOT STAYING HERE ANYMORE. I LOVE SKY BUT IM NOT TAKING THIS ANYMORE." You scream at Saul and his bitchas I leave out of the front door slamming the door behind me. ...

...I'm sorry, Sky, but I'm not staying here just for you anymore. I love you, but I'm not going to let myself fall in that rabbit hole again....

...I can't believe he'd date such a bitch. ...

...I hope Sky won't have a problem if I sleep at his place tonight. I know he's probably not even there. He's at Bloom's....

..."THAT IS FUCKING IT. SCREW THIS. IM FUCKING DONE. IVE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU AND YOU BITCH OF A GIRLFRIEND. IM NOT TAKING THIS FUCKING MENTAL ABUSE FROM YOUR BITCH ANYMORE. IM DONE WITH TRYIBG TO STAY FIRENDS FOR THE SAKE OF SKY. IM LEAVING. IM NOT STAYING HERE ANYMORE. I LOVE SKY BUT IM NOT TAKING THIS ANYMORE." You scream at Saul and his bitchas I leave out of the front door slamming the door behind me. ...

...I'm sorry, Sky, but I'm not staying here just for you anymore. I love you, but I'm not going to let myself fall in that rabbit hole again....

...I can't believe he'd date such a bitch. ...

...I hope Sky won't have a problem if I sleep at his place tonight. I know he's probably not even there. He's at Bloom's....

...“Wha- hold on! You can’t just storm out!”...

...*I go to follow you out but Lucy grabs my arm and pulls me back in*...

...“Let her go, don’t you think you’ve annoyed her enough now?”...

...“No! I wanna tell her she can’t just leave like that!”...

...*She grabs my face with both hands and makes me look at her*...

...“If I were her I would’ve left ages ago, she was only putting up with you for Sky, just like she said.”...

..."What.." I say."What are you talking about ?" I add...

...“I’m talking about you, obviously! You’ve been so horrible and cruel to her, and she stays in the same house as you because she loves Sky too much to not see him again”...

...“Babe what’re you talking about? I haven’t been that bad!”...

...*She sighs* “She’s been putting up with you being mean to her all this time because she didn’t want to see Sky sad, that’s why she stayed. ...

...I don't even know why I'm dating you right now. I'm done. if you can't even notice that she's feeling that, someone you've known for years, I don't even know how you'll treat me, and I don't even know you for that long."...

...*I grab her arm as she tried to storm out too*...

...“Babe wait! I’m sorry I didn’t realise!”...

...“Stop, don't you get it Saul? I don’t want to date someone who can’t realise the people around them are in suffering! She was staying around you all this time because of Sky and you didn’t even care how she felt?! You’re selfish! I'm done! I'm done hurting her with you just because you enjoy it! We're done. ”...

...“Wait Lucy! Don’t go!”...

...*My hands slip and she leaves quickly, slamming the door making me gasp*...

...”God Damnit!!”...

...*I sit down on the couch and rest my head in my hands*...

...*I sit there for a moment before I get up, grab my keys and leave the house in search of you. I don’t even know where you are but I’m hoping you went to Sky’s house*...

...How could I do this to you. To Lucy. I should have never broken up with you. ...

...*I knock on the door of Sky’s house hoping you were inside but no one answered, I knocked again only louder*...

...“Y/n? Y/n it’s me, please open the door!”...

...To my suprise Riven answered the door. "What do you want, Saul." He says with irritation, the boy that used to look at me with respect was now looking at me as if he doesn't seven know me....

...*My eyes flicker to Riven as he answers the door before looking back at him with a pleading look on my face*...

...“Is Y/n here? Please tell me she’s here”...

..."Why should I? So that you can make her cry again? So that Sky and I have to watch the woman that we both see as our mother try to hide her sobs from us trying not to let us see how hurt she is?" Riven half screams half says to me....

...*Tears well up in my eyes as I flinch at his words, knowing they were all too true*...

...“Please, I need to talk to her”...

...*I start to get a knot in my chest just thinking about how badly I’ve treated you*...

...“Please Riven… please…”...

..."Let him in Riven. It's fine. Just let him get it over and done with." You say from Sky's room, Sky and Riven are the only people you know that would never hurt you. they're your boys, not by blood but by heart. You knew neither Sky nor Riven were going to leave you alone with Saul, so you just walk over to the couch with Sky following you, waiting for Riven to let Saul in. ...

...*I take a deep breath as a few tears fall but I quickly wipe them away and enter the house once Riven steps aside, I go into the living room where you three sit on the couch*...

...*I look at you with a sorrowful expression on my face, clearly a wreck of myself*...

...“Can I speak to you? Alone?”...

..."No!" Both Sky and Riven answer for you. "No, they'll be staying. So say what you want and get it over with." You say trying to seem strong....

...*I nod in understanding knowing fully well Sky and Riven would never leave your side but it just saddens me to hear you speak to me so coldly, I sit down on a lone armchair, looking down at my shaking hands*...

...“I’m..I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry for everything I’ve done to you over the past few weeks..months..however long it’s been..”...

...*I looked up at you*...

...“Everything Lucy said was..true..”...

..."So you're only here for Y/n because Lucy left you? What the actual fuck if wrong with you, Fath-Saul?" Sky screams at me, while he screams this you stay still not saying anything....

...I fucked up so bad. Sky's not calling me Father or Dad anymore. ...

...*I flinch at Sky’s words not being able to look at him*...

...“No! That’s not why I’m here! Lucy leaving me just finally opened my eyes to how awful I’ve been to you-”...

...*My eyes flick to you before looking back down at my feet*...

...“And how much I really miss you..”...

...“I ..didn’t realise how much pain i was.. causing you.. I was being so selfish. I didn’t put your feelings into consideration i was too wrapped up in my own happiness of being with Lucy..but now she’s gone too..and it’s all my fault..”...

...*tears started to roll down my face again*...

...“I miss you so, so much Y/n.. I’ve been such a fool..”...

..."That seems like a you problem. You don't deserve her, Saul. She deserves someone who won't hurt her or treat her like shit. ESPECIALLY after they break up with her just because they were scared of how she'd react to them preposeing to her. You're a piece of shit." Riven screams the first part as Sky adds the last part. ...

...“I KNOW!”...

...*I break down into a sob not being able to say anything else, knowing both of them are right*...

...“You think I don’t know that! I know I’ve been an absolute prick to her after breaking up with her! I know I messed up big time when I didn’t propose to her! But do you think I ever wanted things to turn out like this?!”...

..."You wanted to propose?" You ask quietly, finally looking up. Your eyes were bloodshot red. You were surprised at how I thought that you would say no....

...*I look at you after hearing your soft voice*...

...“I..yeah.. I wanted to propose…”...

...*My eyes flicker to Sky and Riven, seeing them relax a little now hearing you speak, I could feel a little of my hope returning*...

...“That’s why I was so afraid to ask you out for that picnic… I.. was going to ask you there, but I panicked and broke up with you instead… I was so scared you’d say no..”...

..."Why couldn't you just say something? To anyone? To Sky? To Riven? Instead, you broke up with me and did not even try to clear it up. Then start dating Lucy. And now you're expecting me to believe what you're saying to me is true?" You say coldly, though anyone could hear the saddles in your voice. ...

...*Tears began falling again as I looked at your cold eyes*...

...“Because I was so scared and I was so stupid! And i know I made the stupidest and biggest mistake on my life by breaking up with you and dating Lucy! I thought I could just live my life but I wasn’t happy. No matter how much i tried to ignore my feelings, I felt miserable because I lost you!”...

...*I look at you again*...

...“Please, please believe me. I’m telling the truth..”...

...“I really do miss you. So, so much.. I miss the way you’d look at me when I made bad jokes. I miss seeing your pretty face on the couch every morning when I left my room, I miss our late night cuddles and watching our favourite movies together.. I miss every single thing about you.....I miss playing games with you and seeing your adorable pout when you lose.”...

...*Each word is strained as I hold back more tears, trying my best to hold it together in front of you and the boys*...

..."I'm not going to answer you now whether I forgive you or not, I'll tell you tomorrow. Goodbye." You say, standing up and walking to Sky's room. ...

...*My heart sinks as you walk off and go into Sky’s room. Part of me felt heartbroken but I knew I deserved it. I’ve treated her like crap. I deserved not to get a answer right away*...

...*I nod slowly*...

...“O-okay…”...

...*I look over at Sky and Riven, seeing the cold look on their faces made me shiver*...

...“Do you…. Do you think she might forgive me?”...

..."I hope not. You don't deserve her forgiveness." Riven says, annoyed as he walks into his boyfriend, Sky's room trying to calm you down. He loved you as his mother just as Sky did. ...

...As Sky watched his boyfriend walk off, he turned his head to Saul. "No matter how much I love you, I'll always choose her over you. She is my mother blood or not. I hope she doesn't forgive you, just so that I don't have to see her cry anymore, but sadly, it's not my choice." Sky says to me as he leads me outside and closes the door in my face....

...*Riven’s words were like an arrow to my chest and made my heart ache even more, and Sky’s made me feel even more hopeless*...

...*I took a deep breath, holding back my tears before standing up and slowly walking back home, feeling defeated and empty*...

...*By the time I got home, it was completely dark out as I sat down on my couch, staring at the wall in front of me*...

...*All I could think about was you. I wondered what you were doing, whether you were crying or trying to comfort Sky and Riven*...

...*I sat there for a while, slowly drowning in my sorrows. I hated myself so much for being so stupid. For giving into my fears of you saying no instead of proposing to you like I wanted to for so long..*...

...*I rested my elbows onto my knees and placed my head in my hands*...

...“What have I done….I’ve lost her haven’t I? And I deserved it… I’ve treated her like absolute crap…”...

...*I let out a shaky sigh, feeling a pang of guilt in my chest as tears fell down onto my jeans*...

...When i woke up, the sun was burning my eyes as i sat upright on the couch, I didn't even notice I fell asleep....

...*I groan as I sit up on the couch, trying to ease the strain in my neck from sleeping like that. I run a hand through my messy hair, realising what time it was, I looked at the time on my phone, seeing it was just past 10 am. The memories of last night flood my memory, making me feel like I’ve been dropped into an ice bath*...

...*I rubbed my eyes, trying to relieve the tiredness from only getting a few hours of sleep as I sat there, thinking about you. I wondered if you had slept okay and if you’ve decided yet if you’ve forgiven me or not. There was only one way to find out*...

...*With that, I reluctantly stood up from the couch, feeling heavy. I walked into the kitchen and grabbed a drink of water from the tap to try and wake myself up a little*...

...“Time to face the day I guess….”...

...*I mutter to myself as I head out of the front door*...

...*As I walked through the familiar path to Sky’s house, I felt my stomach start to twist into knots. With each step I took, the more anxious I became. I felt like puking just thinking about what I might be about to hear. But I’m going to get it either way, it’s what I deserve. I took a deep breath before i knock on the front door, waiting anxiously for someone to answer*...

...*Luckily for me, it was Sky who answered the door, I look at his face to see a stern expression still there*...

...“Hey..”...

...*I said timidly, feeling myself get nervous by the second*...

...*Sky just crossed his arms, giving me a cold stare with his eyes. My heart fell a little when I realised he was still mad at me*...

...“Can I come in?”...

...*I ask, my voice was shaking subtly, trying my best to stay composed*...

..."Fine. But only because she told me to let you in when you arrive." Sky said...

...*I nod slowly, a sense of relief washing over me when he said you told him to let me in. It gave me a tiny sliver of hope that maybe you were going to forgive me. I tried to calm my nerves as I stepped past Sky into the house*...

...*I looked around the living room, scanning around to see if you were in it. But you weren’t*...

...“Where is she?”...

...*I ask, not able to hide my anxiousness in my tone*...

...*Sky just looked at me unamused, like he was debating wether to tell me or not*...

...“Kitchen”...

...*He said flatly, looking at me from across the room to see my reaction. My heart skipped a beat and my palms started to sweat from nerves before I spoke*...

...“Okay….”...

...*I replied with a small nod. My anxiety now at its peak. I wanted to cry but I told myself I didn’t deserve to cry. I’m the one in the wrong here. With a deep shaky breath, I headed towards the kitchen*...

...*I stopped just outside the kitchen door, trying to muster up the courage to walk in. I was so nervous I could feel my leg shaking slightly. I took another slow shaky breath before slowly walking into the kitchen*...

...*My eyes instantly landed on you, sitting at the kitchen table. Your face was emotionless as you sat there. You looked up as I entered and a silence filled the air as we just stared at each other for a moment, both of us waiting for the other to speak first*...

...*I swallowed hard, the knot in my stomach tightening as I took a nervous step forward. When you stayed quiet, I realised I had to start the conversation*...

...“Hey..”...

...*My voice came out in a rough whisper, my heart racing as I took a few more steps towards you*...

..."I don't want to see you for a few days, Saul. I need to get myself together. Then we can start being friends and see where it goes from there." You say getting to the point. ...

...*My heart broke when you spoke, hearing the words ‘start being friends’ hurt so much. But I understood why, it’s what I deserve*...

...“Okay…..“...

...*I said reluctantly, a lump had formed in my throat, making my voice sound strained. I looked at you with pleading eyes, wanting to ask the question*...

...“How…..How long do you need?”...

...*I asked with a shaky breath, feeling like I might burst into tears there and then. I was desperate to repair what we had, but I felt so hopeless when you said you only wanted to be friends*...

..."A week at least Saul. We can start having out and training again, but I won't be living with you anymore, not until Sky, Riven, and I know we can trust you again. I don't feel as safe as I used to with you." You reply...

...*I felt another pang of hurt hit my chest when you said you won’t live with me anymore. I didn’t blame you for not feeling safe around me but that didn’t make it hurt any less. I tried to hold back the tears as I nodded, slowly swallowing back the lump in my throat*...

...“O-okay I understand….”...

...*I continued to stand there awkwardly, unsure what to say next. I looked at you for a moment, admiring how beautiful you are but knowing I’m not allowed to touch you like I used to makes my heart ache. I tried to think of anything I can do or say to try and get you forgive me but I feel stuck. But there is one question I want to ask you….need to ask you*...

...“… Can I ask you something?”...

...*I asked quietly, looking at you with a nervous expression. You just nodded your head which made me take a deep breath. Here goes….*...

...*I take another step forward, so I’m standing just on the other side of the table where you were sitting*...

...“Promise me you’ll give me an honest answer? No matter what it is?”...

...You nod....

...*I slowly nod back as I took a deep breath, steadying my racing heart. I looked you in the eyes, your cold expression making it all the more harder for me to get out what I had to ask*...

...“Do…. Do you still love me….?”...

...*The question was soft and quiet as I studied your face, searching for your reaction*...

...You nod again. " I can't stop loving you that quickly." You mutter quietly....

...*I felt even more guilt and regret wash over me at your response. Your admission of still loving me, even after I hurt you, was a dagger to my heart. I wanted to throw myself at your feet and beg you to forgive me. I needed to hold you again. But I stayed where I was, slowly shaking my head*...

...“You shouldn’t…you shouldn’t still love me….”...

..."I know." You say. " I'll see you in a week, Saul. I'll text you where to meet me." You say making that my cue to leave....

...*I felt my heart sink even further as I knew I needed to leave. My brain kept shouting at me to stay but I had to listen to what you said. I just nodded slowly, my eyes not leaving yours*...

...“Okay….. See you in a week…”...

...*I replied quietly before slowly walking towards the door, feeling like my heart was being ripped in two the whole time*...

...Two weeks have passed. You were supposed to text me a week ago. You never did, though....

...I've tried calling but always went to voicemail. I need to head over to Sky's place right now. Why did you lie to me? ...

...Did something happen? Did something happen to you? Did you get hurt?...

...I need to go to Sky's right now....

...As I finally arrived at Sky's house. I hesitantly knock on the door. ...

...I'm met with Riven's face, though something is different. He looks as if he's been crying. Was I right? Did something happen?...

..."Why are you crying, Riven? Did something happen to Y/n ? Are you alright? What happened?" I ask, scared of his answer. ...

...*Riven just looked at me for a moment, seeing the look of concern on my face. His eyes then flickered over to Sky who was standing just behind him, looking down at his feet. Riven slowly turned back to me, swallowing hard before speaking*...

...“We need to talk…”...

..."What's wrong? What happens?" I ask, scared for Y/n...

...“Please….can you come into the living room?”...

...*Riven said nervously before stepping aside and gesturing for me to walk into the living room. Sky still stood there silently, not looking up at me*...

...I nod, walking in....

...*As I walked in, I noticed the serious expression on Sky’s face had changed to a mixture of anger and sadness as he continued to look down. Riven sat down on the couch and motioned for me to sit next to him*...

...*Sky finally looked up as I spoke, his eyes meeting mine for the first time. There was a mixture of sorrow and anger in his eyes that made my heart drop. My anxiety made me feel like I was going to pass out at this point*...

...*I took a seat on the couch next to Riven, feeling the sense of dread and fear grow as the silence in the room built up. I looked over at Riven and Sky, desperately trying to get at least a hint of what has happened. My anxiety was at its peak as I swallowed hard*...

...“What’s going on….? Please tell me.”...

..."She's dead."...

...*Those two words made me feel like my heart shattered into a million pieces. I felt like I might be sick as my eyes went wide with shock. I couldn’t believe what I just heard*...

...“W..what…? What did you say…?”...

...*I could hear how much my voice trembled as I spoke, my eyes flicking back and forth between Sky and Riven. I silently praying that this was some cruel joke*...

..."SHE'S DEAD."...

...*My breath caught in my throat and I felt my stomach turn into a knot. I felt like I could pass out. I shook my head in disbelief*...

...“This….this isn’t funny… This is some sick joke right?”...

...*I said while looking at Riven and Sky, desperately wanting to hear them say that this was just a cruel prank*...

..."SHE DEAD. SHE WENT OVER TO YOUR APARTMENT TO SUPRISE YOU WITH A SUPRISE TRAINING AND THEN ICE CREAM AFTERWARDS A WEEK AGO, BUT SOME STUPID MOTHER FUCKING DRUNK TRUCK DRIVER KILLED HER." Sky screams out his anger, surprisingly he wasn't angry at me..it's all my fault though, if I never messed everything up she wouldn't be dead....

...*I felt like I was completely paralysed. My body trembled as I just sat there, letting the grief and shock wash over me. I could feel myself starting to tear up, my breaths becoming short and shaky as the reality of the situation sank in*...

...“N..no….no this can’t be true… it can’t be….”...

...*My voice was quiet and strained from emotion as I looked down, tears finally starting to fall down my face*...

..."It's all my fault, isn't it?" I say...

...*Sky and Riven both give me a confused look as I blame myself. Sky spoke up, sounding like he was close to tears himself*...

..."Why do you think it's your fault…? It's that damn truck drivers fault for being a drunk idiot."...

..."If I just asked her to marry me instead of being scared, none of this would have happened. She would have been alive." I say, looking down. Why did I have to be so stupid. ...

...*Riven and Sky both share a look with each other at my words. They both knew how much I wanted to propose to you but I was too much of a coward to do it. I couldn’t face the possibility of rejection.*...

...“You can’t blame yourself for what happened. You can’t keep torturing yourself with all these ‘what if’s’ and blame yourself for something you had no control over…”...

...*Sky spoke firmly but gently*...

..."She's dead. I should've never been that stupid. I'm so sorry. If I never messed things up, you guys would still have her. You would still have your mother. I would still have her."...

...*Riven spoke up this time, he looked heartbroken by the fact you’re blaming yourself for what happened*...

...“Stop it. This was not your fault. None of this was. It was an accident. Accidents happen all the time and this one was out of everyone’s control. You need to stop letting your guilt consume you and blame yourself.”...

..."I'm sorry. I have to go." I say running out of their house. I can't live like this anymore. Not without her here....

...*Riven and Sky both called out my name but I was too quick for them to catch up to me. I knew if I stayed there for even a second longer, I would break down*...

...*Tears stung my eyes as I started running down the streets with no destination in mind. I felt the grief and guilt consuming me with every step I took*...

...My steps led me to a bridge. ...

...*I stopped for a moment when I reached the bridge, looking down at the river below me. My thoughts were all over the place, I felt myself drowning in sorrow as I leaned against the rails. My hands gripped so tightly that my knuckles were turning white as I fought back the tears*...

...At least I'll see her again....

...*My thoughts of you were overwhelming as I hung my head, my body shaking as my eyes threatened to spill hot tears. I felt so lost, alone and broken. I didn’t want to live without you….*...

...*I looked out across the river as I thought of you. How beautiful you were, the sound of your laugh, the way your eyes would sparkle when you were excited, the way you’d get angry when you lost at video games. My heart ached with the thought of never seeing you or hearing your voice again. You were everything to me and now you’re gone….*...

...I'll be joining you soon, my love, I think to myself as I get on the railing of the bridge....

...*As I looked around, I noticed a few people nearby on the bridge. There was some movement out of the corner of my eyes from the people nearby. I didn’t realise they were approaching where I was*...

...But before they can stop me from seeing my lover. I jump off. I'm coming Y/n. I'm on my way....

...*My body went into auto pilot as I saw one of the people on the bridge run towards me. Just as I was about to step off the rails, the person grabbed me and stopped me from jumping*...

...“Wait! Stop it! Don’t jump!!”...

..."LET ME GO."...

...*The person’s grip on me tightened as they tried to move me away from the rails*...

...“No! I’m not letting you jump! You’re not going anywhere!”...

..."LET ME GO. I NEED HER. IM NOT LIVING WITHOUT HER."...

...*The person pulled me away from the rails and held me firmly, stopping me from moving or breaking free from their hold*...

...“Stop it! I know you’re hurting and you’re in pain! But this isn’t the way to deal with it!”...

..."IT'S THE ONLY WAY." ...

...*The person shook their head, looking at me with sympathy but determination*...

...“No it’s not! Killing yourself won’t solve anything or bring her back! Please calm down!”...

..."It won't bring her back, but it will take me to her." ...

...*The person’s grip loosened for a second as they heard my words. They looked heartbroken by the anguish in my voice, knowing there was very little they can do to change my mind*...

...“I know you want to be with her…but please think about your friends and other people that care for you! How would they feel if you’re gone?”...

..."They'd be fine. It's my fault she's dead. They'd be happy." When I finish saying this, I let myself fall. There was no way they could save me now....

...*The person tried to grab me, but they were a second too late. They let out a gasp as I fell, watching me fall into the river below.*...

...*The cold water of the river hit me as I splashed into it. It sent a shock throughout my body as I started to panic slightly, but then everything slowly went dark. That's when I knew. I knew I was close to death. I'm coming my Y/n....

...*Darkness soon surrounded me as i closed my eyes, a feeling of peace rushing over me at the realization I’m going to see you soon. Thoughts of you going through my mind, I couldn’t wait to hold you again and apologise for everything that happened*...

...*The darkness slowly disappeared and I felt my eyes begin to open. The darkness faded into light as my vision came back slowly. The first thing I was, was a figure standing in front of me. I squinted my eyes until my vision was completely clear. My eyes went wide as I recognised the figure standing in front of me*...

...*It was you… my Y/n. You stood in front of me, looking as beautiful as ever. My heart nearly stopped as I looked at you. I was in complete shock, my words stuck in my throat as I was unable to speak*...

...*You smiled and chuckled softly at my reaction, stepping closer to me. Your smile was enough to make me want to cry all over again. I couldn’t believe you were in front of me again. I shakily reached out my hand towards you, wanting to make sure you were real and not just some hallucination*...

...*My hand reached your cheek, shaking as my fingers gently touched you. I felt my breathing get stuck in my throat as I felt your skin beneath my fingers. Your skin had the feel of someone who was alive, soft and warm. I shakily touched your skin, tracing my fingers down your face and stopping at your lips*...

...*My mind was flooded with so many emotions as I looked upon your beautiful face. I felt tears sting my eyes as I tried to keep my emotions at bay. I couldn’t speak, my words still stuck in my throat as I gazed into your eyes. I wanted to speak, but at the same time words wouldn’t come out. I just stared at you, unable to believe you were actually in front of me*...

...So, instead of saying anything, I kissed you. ...

...*My kiss caught you completely off guard, but you soon closed your eyes and melted into the kiss right away. It felt just like how I remembered, the warm and softness of your lips pressed against mine. I desperately moved my lips against yours as I moved my hands up to hold your face*...

..."I love you"...

...*I felt my heart skip a beat as you spoke. Those three words had such a huge impact on me I was sure I was about to hyperventilate. I pulled back for a moment, my breaths shaky as I looked at you with tears in my eyes*...

...“I love you too… so much…. I’m so sorry for everything….”...

...*I held you close as I wrapped my arms around you, never wanting to let you go again. I buried my face into your neck, taking in your scent as I trembled, letting out sobs into your shoulder*...

...THE END ...

...Word count: 5804...

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