Chapter 05

Anika walk fastly to match his speed. but his feet are moving so quick making harder for her to walk as fast as he doing .  carrying baby in One arm and in another hand holding the bag" making really tough for her speed up and reach equal to his speed. .

Why are you walking so slow woman. Walk fast.  Shivaay groan seeing her walking slowly behind him.

Yes I'm. She exhale the breath and  almost run along with him.  As he  stopped his feet outside of airport" she  heaved a long breath and wipe her  sweat feeling hell tired because of continuous travelling  and fast walk.

Welcome sir in Denmark.  A man come running towards them and take their bags along with the help of another men of his .

Where is the car.   Shivaay spoke sternly looking around for car.

Sir we parked  another side of parking area.  Actually they didn't allow us to get car here infront of door. so we had to parked there man said keeping his tone slow so that he doesn't get angry. 

Hmm ok let's go. Without looking back at anika shivaay started walking ahead.  Anika closed her eyes tightly and followed him silently.  In the car as they sat in there "because of tiredness when she dozed off" she itself don't know. While sleeping she didn't realise when her head fell on his shoulder. Shivaay who was in deep thoughts"  he jerk off with her sudden  touch. he look at his shoulder and found her sleeping  having covered face With her hair.  He thought to wake her up but his inner urge didn't let him.  He try to look at her face "but because of hair " he is not able to do it.  He bite his bottom lip and move his hand towards her face hesitantly.  He trace his fingers on her forehead and remove her tendrils from her face getting  full  view of her beauty . He don't know but he felt something in his heart seeing her innocent face. She is looking so beautiful while sleeping.  He never noticed her from so closed before. It's first time he  is seeing her. and actually he found her really beautiful. Her big eyes which having thick lashes" her soft pink cheeks along with small button nose and those lips ... these are so cute. He found them so pretty. The way they are formed in pout "   urging to kiss them softly. He slowly raise his hand and trace his back palm on her cheek making her move in sleep.  As he felt her moving "he immediately pulled his hand back and look away cursing himself for thinking about her like this. He run his fingers on his forehead and fisted his hand controlling his anger.  After some minutes  Shivaay really didn't want to wake her up but he don't wanna show her affection  as well. Already he done mistake hugging her back in home which causing him feel so mad on himself so without thinking anything" he jerk her off from his shoulder making her wake up instantly.   Because of sudden wake" pain run through her brain making her hissed. She clutch her head  tightly feeling hell ache.

We have been reached.  His rough voice fell in her ears making her open her eyes slowly.

Hmm "she hammed and followed him. Without thinking anything he again  move his feet fast towards entrance.  Having no option anika followed him behind having her son in her arms "who is still sleeping.

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Sir your penthouse Keys.  Hotel manager passed him keys which he took it and eye anika to come behind him  "which she obliged and went.

In penthouse as they reached anika don't have any energy to look around or check  the place. she directly went towards the bed and about to sit there. but stopped  "when she realised he won't like.  She simply kept the baby on the bed and sat on the sofa clutching her head. Shivaay is observing her each and every move "but he didn't say anything and pretend to not notice it.   Anika toes her fingers on her temples to ease the head pain. but it's not leaving  at all. The long journey tired her on top of that her son didn't let her sleep in the flight. whole time he was crying "maybe because of his first long travel. which caused her to not take rest even little bit. and now she got Head pain which is increasing second by second.

I'm going to Freshenup. Till then order something to eat.  Saying this he went in the washroom  without  waiting to hear her.  Anika   open her mouth to ask him about reception number but before  he went in washroom shutting the door with bang. . 

She sighs and kept sitting there waiting for him to come out.  After taking bath Shivaay come out and look towards the table expecting some food" but seeing it empty he groan in frustration and look at anika "who  is leaning to the sofa rubbing her forehead

What the hell anika ..why didn't you order food yet. ??You know that I can't cope up with hunger.  I need to eat before having my medicine. He shout startling her on her place and she stood up fidgeting with her fingers.

Err I didn't know the number of reception so i couldn't call..she stammers without meeting her eyes with him.

You know what your parents are right you are such a useless. Can't even do a single thing. He yells throwing the towel on the bed in frustration.

I tried to ask you to tell me number but you didn't listen to me. She try to explain but he just groan and glare her with his cyan blue eyes making her stiff.

God now she has started blaming me.  He shakes his head looking at her disbelievingly.

But I ... she try to say something but he stops her showing her hand. 

I don't wanna hear anything. Let's go out and eat something. Saying this he grab his stuff and about to head out. But  he stopped hearing her answer.

But I need to freshen up and ....

You can do later. Right now let's go.   He hold her hand and try to take her out but she stopped him making him angry more.

Now what??? He growl.

I can't leave ayaan here. We have to take him. She answered looking at Ayaan who is still sleeping on the bed.

Then what you waiting for. Grab him quickly. He huffs resting his hand on his hips.

Yes she immediately run towards her son and  carry him in his arms

Sh. Hurry up. 

Yeh  ... she tuck her hair back and went behind him without  complaining about anything. Her head is paining like hell. she needed a good warm bath. but now she can't say no to him. as if she did then " he will get more angry which she doesn't want him to be at all.

You sit here I'm going to order the food Anika nods  silently and went towards the table

After sometime

Shivaay comes near her and sat on the chair. Anika watch  him silently and look down biting her lips.  She is not expecting him to talk with her freely. but she don't want him to be that rude as well. She is sitting besides him. but he is miss busy scrolling his phone without giving her single glance. Being existing there she is still finding herself missing. Just silence is all around her making her hell awkward being like this

"Shivaay "someone called his name gaining his attention

Vikram ??he smiles and hugged him having bright smile

How are you shivaay,??? I didn't expect you here. Shivaay pat his back and broke the hug 

God you have been changed since last time .  I can't believe you are here infront of me. Vikram says looking at him tip to toe

I  just came here for business meeting. what about you what are  you doing here. He smiles while asking him which shook anika deep down seeing him behaving so nicely with this guy.  But with her he is always grumpy and rude.

Actually ria wanted  to come here for   Vacations.

so without thinking  anything we booked the ticked "and reached here. Vikram says taking his wife in side hug " who lean on his shoulder having smile.

How are you  ria. Shivaay wsk shaking hand with her.

I'm fine Shivaay how are you.  You look so thin then last time.  She ask looking at him tip to toe.

I'm fine. He gave her tight smile.

I can understand. Losing your love of life is not easy.    It would be really hard for you to cope up with radhika's death. She stated making sad face.

It was and it will be.  He says bending his head down drowning in  radhika's memories.

Errr I guess we should sit and talk. It's not nice to stand like this.   Vikram changes the topic to lighten the mood.

Yes why not. Shivaay shows him the chairs " which they pulled and about sit on them when their eyes landed on Anika "who was silent spectator there from last ten minutes.

Oh sorry I didn't recognise you. Who are you.  Ria says giving her smile

Erm I I'm .... She stammers.

She is  Ayaan's care taker.  Shivaay abruptly spoke making  anika eyes snap at him. she is not able to believe what she heard

Oh hi I'm ria. she says forwarding her hand towards her . Anika who's eyes were   still stuck on Shivaay she comes out from her zone and look at  ria's hand which is forward towards her

An Anika  she gulp the thick lump which formed in her throat making hard for her to control her tears. Shivaay didn't look at her and sit there without looking at her. . 

So how you been Vikram.??? I'd heard you have faced Many problems in business. Anika bend her head down and immediately hide her nuptial under her shirt while cover her hair line with her hair along with that

Yes i had .. but now I'm Stable by  god grace. Everything is fine infect we are expecting as well. He smiles keeping hand on his wife's womb.

Oh congratulations.  That's big news. Shivaay smiles

Vi. Yes it is and for this I've kept small party here tomorrow so you have to come.

Yes I will definitely!! Shivaay says patting his hand.

Anika you come as well I'll be happy.  Anika nods managing to press smile on her face

Oh food is here. Shivaay move a little giving accesses to Waiters to keep the food. Anika look at the food end didn't feel to eat anything. already her head was banging. and now after hearing him calling her his son's caretaker " she lost the appetite to eat anything.  She caresses her baby's hair and lean to the chair looking outside the window seeing the water running on the glass because of rain. 

Ria. Anika you didn't put anything in your plate.Shivaay stopped eating and look towards anika who is sitting having empty plate

Anika who was lost in her own thoughts she look at ria and n shook her head  ...

I'm not hungry. I had ate enough in the plane.  Not feeling to eat anything right now. You guys carry on. Anika answered simply.

Oh that's fine. but let me tell you it's really delicious. Shivaay do you remember it was  favourite food of radhika.  Last time when we all had came here. you remember how she just  has devoured in this dish and she had specifically asked chef about the recipe.   Ria says making Shivaay fell in the past

Yeh I remember he smiles thinking about their moment.

That week was so nice. I can't tell you anika how much we had fun. We both couple chilled a lot here.   But shivaay and radhika was just  out of the world.  This naughty couple didn't care  about any place and they started making out there. Many times we caught them sticking with each other. Isn't Vikram. She says excitedly resting her hand on his arm.

Yes she is right. Vikram says pushing the spoon in his mouth.

Hmmm that's nice anika manage to Speak staring  at shivaay " who is already looking at her

I should leave now. It's time for Ayaan's  food.Without giving them Chance to say something anika left from there fastly hugging her son.

As she reach in the room she kept the baby on the bed and immediately run inside the washroom urging to  vomit she sat on her knees near the toilet bonnet and empty her stomach. Tears are dripping from her eyes continuously " while water is coming out from her mouth which she had only in plane nothing else.after  emptying her stomach she crawl towards  the wall and sat there leaning  on it.  Eventually she started crying loudly feeling hell bad remembering about their table conversation. specially his mentioning her as his son's caretaker.   She knows he doesn't consider her as his wife. but she felt  so insulted " when he said she is nothing but his son caretaker. Her heart broke into many pieces  seeing his behaviour. She knows "she  shouldn't expect so much from him. but still she didn't expect him to do like this.  He hates her but that's doesn't mean he's allow to play with her feelings. She hiccups and lay down on the floor crying nonstop.

She knows he loves her sister and will always Do. but if he would  give a  small place for her in his heart then she don't think so there will be a problem.  But how can she expect it when he doesn't  like her to be in his life. She is nothing but a caretaker of his son ..which he proved it as well infront of his friends.  She felt bad after hearing  him  but initiatively she knows she  keeps no relationship with him except a stranger.

After sometime

"Anika  "he calls her name as he entered in room .  Anika who was crying inside she immediately  wipe her tears and turn on the shower so that he doesn't hear her wails. She kept hand on her mouth and hiccups trying not to make the sound  loud showing her vulnerability to him . 

Shivaay who heard the voice of water running " he stopped calling her and decided to wait for her sitting besides his son. He sat near  him and peck his forehead lovingly

My son. He whispered and kiss his head again.

Anika turn off the shower  and look towards the hook but got disappointed when she realised she didn't get her clothes.  She rub her forehead in tension thinking now she don't have any other option except going in those wet clothes.  She about to go " when her eyes fell  on her nuptial which is shining in her neck through the mirror. Tears trickled from her eyes again remembering about his words. She clutch in her hand and wiping her tears harshly . When she is nothing but caretaker to him. then why she is wearing it. Better she remove the burden from her neck instead keeping it without having any meaning of it. Without thinking anything she move her hands  behind her  nape and  unhook it fisting it in her hand.  She clear her face making herself presentable and went outside. Hearing door clicking sound" shivaay immediately got up and look at her face. He can clearly see that she cried. Her puffy red eyes telling all the tail.  He try to say something" but his tongue is feeling difficulty to move. Anika who was looking deep in his eyes " she tore the gaze from his face and went towards the bag to get her clothes.

How did you get wet. ??? Have you took the bath in clothes only ??? he question her trying to lighten the awkwardness between us.

Mistakenly my hand touched the tap and water fell over me. Saying this she grab her clothes and went back to the washroom avoiding to continue the conversation between them.   Shivaay rub his forehead and sat back on the bed waiting for her to come out from the bath. so that he could explain" why did he call her caretaker infront of his friends. After couple of minutes " Anika come out from the washroom and about to head towards  Her back  "when he stopped her holding her hand.

I I need to talk to you.   He stammers making her look down knowing what he wanna talk.

Actually I wanted to do as well she exhale the long breath turning towards him.

What you wanna to say?? he stutter.

This penthouse is not enough for us.  I mean it's only one bedroom here " which will be use by you.  So I guess me and ayaan need another room.  If it was me then it was fine I could had slept on the floor or sofa or belcony as well. but ayaan can't do. so better I take another room in here. Though ayaan cry  at night several times. so I don't want to disturb  your sleep. better we shift in another room. She says looking in his eyes without blinking for one.

But why I mean ... he try to say something  but she interrupted.

Moreover If your friends saw us together then they will be confused. and I don't want someone call me a WHORE" who share room with her boss in his penthouse. You know what I mean. Though even  I won't like to stay with a stranger in one roof " who has no relationship with me . saying this she remove his grip from her wrist and left the room taking her son and bag with her before he utter a single word

Wait whatttttt ??? He  widen his eyes after Analysing her words ...

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