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Cry For Love

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Chapter:4(M)

In the story:

Baekhyun with shock: Huh?!

Chanyeol: Are you deaf? Strip yourself! I don't want to waste my time.

Baekhyun touched his clothes and tightened his grip around his suit.

Chanyeol with a cold voice: I told you to do something, isn't it?

Baekhyun was feeling scared.

Baekhyun started to undress with his suit and unbuttoned 2 of his shirt. His hands were trembling with fear and uneasiness.

Chanyeol got up and tore his shirt.

Chanyeol: You're taking too much time. Next time follow my orders immediately after I gave.

Baekhyun tried to cover himself with his hands but Chanyeol grabbed his hand and dragged him to the bed. He pushed him to the bed and Baekhyun bounced on the soft mattress.

Baekhyun: Chanyeol what-

Chanyeol didn't reply but pulled his pants with force.

Baekhyun was only on his boxer.

Baekhyun: Chanyeol list-

Chanyeol: Just shut up! I am your husband so I have rights on you to do anything. Now don't talk , want to feel good isn't it? Then be quiet.

Baekhyun stopped for bit.

Chanyeol undressed himself and took a condom from his drawer.

Chanyeol: Spread your legs...

Baekhyun: Chanyeol we can talk first...

Chanyeol: SPREAD YOUR FUCKING LEGS!

Baekhyun shivered by his loud voice but he didn't move his legs.

Chanyeol clenched his jaw in anger and harshly spreaded Baekhyun's legs...

Chanyeol: Next time it won't be good for you if you disobey me...

Chanyeol tried to enter his dick into Baekhyun's private part. Baekhyun was extremely frightened.

Baekhyun: Chanyeol jus-

Chanyeol was very annoyed because it was so tight. He took his lube bottle which was already used and poured some onto his dick.

He entered his big member into Baekhyun's virgin hole with all his strength.

Baekhyun screamed in pain but Chanyeol covered his mouth tightly.

Chanyeol neither gave him a chance to adjust his size nor prepared Baekhyun. In stead of it he started thrusting inhumanely.

Baekhyun was feeling he is going to die in pain, it wasn't pleasurable at all. Fresh blood was coming out from his sensitive area.

Chanyeol smirked: You were virgin,can't believe. See how good you are taking my dick.

Chanyeol moved his hand from Baekhyun's mouth... Baekhyun shrieked while sobbing....

Baekhyun: Plea-se Chanyeol stop...I can't...ahh...it's so much painful.

Chanyeol smiled darkly and hit on his prostate.

Baekhyun groaned.

Chanyeol took a pillow and covered Baekhyun's face with it.

Chanyeol: Don't you dare to make moans. I don't want to hear that.

Baekhyun shivered by Chanyeol's dark aura and his animalistic speed of thrusting.

Baekhyun controlled a lot not to scream but his nails started to make scratches on Chanyeol's biceps and dug his nails.

Chanyeol grabbed his wrists harshly and placed them above his head and continued ramming into wounded hole. Baekhyun hands turned dark red by the force of Chanyeol's hand. Baekhyun tried to free his hands but Chanyeol made his grip was even more tighter.

Chanyeol: Don't you dare touch my body.

Baekhyun looked at him with his widened eyes. Hot tears flowing from his eyes.

Chanyeol: Only I can touch whenever I want because you forced me to make this situation. My mom forced me to marry a guy like you. From now you are my slut and I am going to pay you for your living.

Baekhyun with disbelief and started begging: Chanyeol I'm not a slut! Please stop! You're hurting me....please...

Chanyeol harshly grabbed his jaw: Why? Aren't you wanted this shit? Fucked by me? You wanted or not , you ruined my life so you are going to please me whenever I want.

Chanyeol pulled out his dick. Baekhyun took a shaky painful breath, he thought his physical pain has stopped but immediately Chanyeol entered his dick with even more aggressiveness.

Baekhyun was about to scream again, he felt like everything around him is going to bleak. Chanyeol again covered his face with the pillow. He held Baekhyun's dick and pumped it cruelly.

Baekhyun forcefully moved Chanyeol's hand from his mouth.

Baekhyun continued begging: Please Chanyeol stop!!! I can't....I'm begging you....please..

But Chanyeol didn't show any mercy, in one side he was pounding brutally and with his hand he was pumping Baekhyun's dick fiercely

Sometimes later Baekhyun cummed...

Chanyeol smirked: I can see my whore cummed so hard....did I satisfy you?

Baekhyun couldn't answer,he was ashamed of himself. That moment he wanted to die in shame.

Chanyeol was exhausted and close too, for some seconds he forgot everything and he kissed on Baekhyun's neck.

Chanyeol was very tired,sweats rolled down from his temple. He cummed in his condom and whispered: I love you...Irene.. I miss you so much....

Baekhyun was nonplussed by that he had heard and felt.

His dream shattered as he truly felt he could be loved.

Chanyeol looked at him with his displeased face: Oh you're not her.

Baekhyun while trembling: You love someone else?

Chanyeol: Yes! We loved each other like crazy....We broke up but I wanted to bring her back but that time my mom forced me to marry you ugly bitch! My mom forced me marry a guy....I am feeling awful by myself that I just fucked an ugly guy but this is your punishment. You have to suffer for ruining my life, my love life.

Baekhyun was crying: Chanyeol I didn't k-

Chanyeol with his deep voice and the hatred towards Baekhyun: Shut your mouth and get lost...

Baekhyun in mind:...What did he do? What is his fault? Since childhood why does God always give him punishment? Why is his suffering never stops?!

Baekhyun flinched with Chanyeol's rough voice.

Chanyeol: Get lost! This is not your bed.

Baekhyun was heartbroken and devastated inside by his behavior. He couldn't believe these are reality or nightmare.

Chanyeol: This isn't your room. Go over there. You can sleep in the balcony. Get out with your dirty body and your cheap clothes.

Baekhyun got down the bed but right away fell down in sore.

Chanyeol irritatedly: Such a fragile slut. Do it faster. I need to sleep.

Baekhyun held bed and started walking slowly while limping. Blood was running down from his private part.

Baekhyun was thrown out of his room and went to the bathroom. Late at night Baekhyun was under the shower, crying.

Baekhyun's blood was flowing, mixed with hot water from the shower.

Baekhyun sobbed but covered his mouth, maybe someone can hear him...

Baekhyun: I lost everything....my virginity, my pride, my dignity....everything. Now I don't have nothing to be proud of. I turned into a slut for someone who loves someone else..

His private part was burning like hell. He was whimpering in pain.

Tears were flowing endlessly: God now are you happy right? My life is just like a hell. What can I say this....was it a rape? By my husband? The dreams all I thought before wedding, now they're nightmares. What should I do? Talk to mom....I don't have nowhere to go, no money...what a life! Just disaster! I have to forget my self respect and live with him.

Later he changed himself and went to the balcony. It was freezing outside. He took some of clothes and managed to make a place for sleeping. He covered himself with his clothes. His eyes were hurting due to cry continuously. He couldn't sleep that night at all.

Next morning he went to the kitchen while limping to help his mother in law.

His mother in law smiled at him: Did you sleep well Baekhyun?

Baekhyun: Yeah.

She noticed Baekhyun's hickeys and his limping and felt happy that Chanyeol could move on from Irene and accepted Baekhyun.She thought they made love.

Baekhyun's mom's health was getting worse day by day. His mom needed to day a surgery.

Chanyeol gave money for that ,in return he raped Baekhyun many times and whenever he got chances insulted him. His mother in law wasn't well aware of this because Chanyeol pretended like a good husband in front of her.

But his mom wasn't getting well. Everytime Baekhyun's mother had visited Baekhyun he was always sad. In front of her, Chanyeol had pretended to be the best husband in the world but deep down, things were twisted. Baekhyun's mother thought it was Baekhyun who didn't try to understand and love Chanyeol. She didn't know the truth.

Baekhyun's mother: What happened Baekhyun? Why do you look so sad?

Baekhyun: Don't think about me. I am fine.

Baekhyun's mother: Sometimes it takes time to love someone. Chanyeol is so precious. He did a lot for us.

Baekhyun sighed.

Baekhyun's mother: Please love Chanyeol and take care of him. Also, please make your mother in law happy. Promise me this..

Baekhyun: Ok..I promise.

His mother smiled and hugged Baekhyun. His mother put a necklace around Baekhyun's neck with a pretty butterfly locket Baekhyun liked as a child.

His mom: From now this is yours.Remember always listen to your mother in law. She is such an angel for us. Promise me you will always do that....

Baekhyun: I do mom...

A few days later, things had fallen apart as Baekhyun's mother had passed away. Baekhyun was completely lonely inside now.

Time passed....

It was now 2 years since his mother passed away. He lived away in the city with Chanyeol. His mother in law lived in a rural area. Now life is harder than before because Chanyeol doesn't need to pretend to be a good husband. He always misbehaves with him,one thing is better that he doesn't need to sleep in balcony now. He has a small room for himself.

Baekhyun tried so hard to create a spot in Chanyeol's heart but Chanyeol wouldn't even bat an eye for Baekhyun. He thinks Baekhyun wasn't deserving of him. According to him, Baekhyun was one of the ugliest people he had ever seen ; his ex was way more attractive than Baekhyun and missed her a lot but due to arguments they broke up and his ex left. They could never get into contact again even if he tried.

One night they were eating dinner in pin-drop silence.

Baekhyun, quietly: Actually, I need some money to buy things for the house and for some cosmetics.

Chanyeol: Why do you need all that? You're ugly anyway. It's a waste of money. And why don't you work? You have arms and legs but you still live off me. You know why do I hate you so much? you're so shameless. Just a piece of trash!

Baekhyun with his tearful eyes: Why don't you leave me if you hate me that much? Give me divorce!

Chanyeol: Don't even think of that.That's your punishment. I know you and your mom's scheme. Your mom became friends with my mom ,you were acting like a perfect good guy and got married to me to take all my money. You're not getting any money unless it has to do with the house. You're gonna live as my servant and my slut. Nothing more nothing less than that. I guess you have promised one thing in your mind that you have to ruin my mood every time. I feel eye sore whenever I look at you. Such a disgusting face!

Chanyeol cleaned his hand aggressively and left. Baekhyun took all of the plates and washed them.

Chanyeol was working in his computer on his bed. After sometime he felt so stressed.

Baekhyun lied on his bed in his room with his eyes covered as tears rolled out. Now he is used to Chanyeol's behavior still hurts....deep inside...

Chanyeol turned off the computer went to Baekhyun's room and pulled Baekhyun's legs closer to him. Baekhyun knew what is going to happen. He didn't give any reaction just lied down.

Chanyeol threw Baekhyun's pants along with his boxer on the floor.

Chanyeol: Get on your knees.

Baekhyun did what he said.

Chanyeol took a condom and used it, pounded into him harshly. Baekhyun covered his mouth with the pillow to control his scream.

Chanyeol pulled out his dick and slammed it over again and again with too much pressure. Baekhyun was about to go forward in pain.

Chanyeol pulled him closer by his slim waist ,gave a hard slap on his butt. It was red and burning.

Chanyeol: Did I tell you that you can do that right? Stay still!

Baekhyun whimpered in pain.

Chanyeol just did whatever he wanted, when he finished he left the room straight away. Baekhyun just laid down in shame. He feels like a loser who has no shame,no dignity. He is just a stress reliever for Chanyeol,just a toy, nothing more than that. After first night Chanyeol never kissed him on his body, never ever kissed on his lips. He just likes to do rough sex.....is it really sex?....or rape?.....

The tiredness made his eyes close, tear marks were visible in his cheeks. When a familiar dream, after many days, appeared in front of his eyes.

There were lots of butterfly....

A beautiful garden....Baekhyun stood there in the middle of the garden.....his eyes were red and hot tears rolling down...

.......A magical butterfly sat on his hand, Baekhyun looked at it closely but it flew right away.....

A prince was coming towards him with his horse....

The prince picked up a crying Baekhyun and took him onto his horse. As the prince was about to touch Baekhyun's crying face..

The prince's face was blurry but it seemed to be someone very handsome

Prince with his sweetest voice: Baby don't cry tonight.....I'm here for you. you will never be alone....

I love you....

Baekhyun's eyes opened quickly. He had woken up. 'Love' is something he can expect now. The dream brought hope to his heart. He wondered if God had made someone to love him....

Baekhyun with a sad chuckle: For what sins are you giving me these pain? Sometimes I feel like I should die but I am even more coward to that....

That time he saw a real butterfly in his window grill. He sat quietly on the window sill and looked at the playing butterfly ..suddenly that butterfly sat on his hand....Baekhyun was surprised... he was confused....is he still dreaming...no he is fully awake but how can this coincidence happening?....

He wanted to touch the butterfly but it flew away outside..

Baekhyun leaned his head on the window grill and looked at outside: God did you make anyone who can love me??? I feel worst when I think...

Nobody will feel bad if I die oneday...nobody will remember me in their good memories...... I don't have anyone by my side....

How will it feel ,if someone loves me?... No I don't think so... my dream just is my stupid imagination....in reality there is no one to love me.....but if it real....then where is that person?....

Further away, at a luxurious restaurant, a lanky man was looking at his expensive watch, waiting for his blind date. Many girls were admiring his gorgeous visual and attractive body. Some girls were trying to flirt with him.

A very gorgeous sexy girl came to him: Hello handsome! Are you waiting for someone? Do you need company?

That handsome guy: No...

That girl: Why? You will like my company Mr handsome..

That handsome: I don't like cheap flirting! Go try someone else....

He checked his watch again ,immediately left irritatedly.

That girl: Shame...what a loss....so handsome!

While walking down the street, a friend of that handsome guy called.

His friend: Hey where are you?! Lisa is looking for you!

The man: I'm not there. I am going home...

His friend: Why?!

The man: Kai, look at the time. She is late!

Kai: What? She was only 3 minutes late!