Chapter 3

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He ran as fast at the place that had been suggested. He wondered why he suddenly wanted to meet. But who cares as long as he can hear his voice, he doesn't care if he has to go through the sea of ​​fire, mountain, ocean to meet him even once.

I miss him and I don't care what people want to say about my obsession.

I want him.

When I say, I want him...

I need him.

I fucking need him so bad..

...▻✦◅...

As soon as he reached a room that was no longer occupied, he saw the figure of the person he wanted to meet, Yukito.

With heavy breath, he asked, "Senior, why do you want to meet me?" With a smile that began to appear on his face, he approached Yukito who was still quiet looking outside.

"seni-"

"Miyuki, I honestly want to say that I'm jealous of you."

Miyuki is confused, jealous of me? Jealous of what?

This doesn't make sense. I don't have anything special that he doesn't have either.

"You know how much I like Hayami but Hayami doesn't like me. Look at you with her..."

huh?

"I don't understand..why do you want to be jealous of me and Hayami?"

"Because! I want her only for me but you're blocking my way, do you understand?"

"I'm not blocking your way, what do you mean?"

"It would be better for you to ask Hayami yourself."

I honestly don't understand what's going on in Yukito's brain."Tell me, am I really blocking your way?"

Yukito looked at Miyuki, their eyes met. He didn't say anything because he wasn't sure if Miyuki was really blocking his way? He can't blame Miyuki because it's not Miyuki's fault that Hayami likes him, his dream girl.

"sorry..just forget what I'm saying earlier."

After all, we also don't know if Hayami really likes him or not. Rui must be talking nonsense so he won't chase Hayami anymore. Because Yukito didn't say anything for a few minutes, finally Miyuki decided to say something to him, he started to take a deep breath and looked Yukito straight in the eyes.

"I- umm.. It's hard to say in sentences but I'll try.." The opening sentence is good, Miyuki think something again!

Yukito looked at Miyuki and started making his own assumptions, "what do you want to say? that you like her too? never mind if you did! I don't want to hear it!"

"I haven't said anything yet!, Listen to me first, please. " Yukito looks interested in what Miyuki has to say. What is it?

Miyuki didn't know how to say it because Yukito's assumption made him even more nervous about this situation.

"What is it? Hurry up!" He wanted to know what Miyuki had to say so much that he couldn't wait to hear it."I'm sorry I was a little nervous..hahaha..umm..this isn't a joke, this is serious and your perspective on me might ch-"

"just hurry it up! the lunch will end in 5 minute and I don't want to waste another 1 minute if you don't want to say it now!"

"Okay, fine! This..We've been friends, senior and junior for a year. You know, I know. But something in my heart says something else. You can just think of me as a younger brother or friend but...I'm more than that..I'm honest, I say I really like you and it's been in my heart for a long time..that's why umm..I always ask about your life and so on because I want to know everything about you. I know what I am and we probably won't be together either. because...umm...it's okay, as long as you know I really like you."

Miyuki took a deep breath back after saying his heart's content in one breath. Because he doubted that he would be scolded or cursed, he bit his lower lip out of fear. And the person in front froze in one place.

"Are you fucking messing with me? If you are, it's not funny."

Miyuki can hear his heart breaking, "do I look like I'm joking? I'm not and I love you."

"Shut the fuck up, Miyuki!"

Miyuki's feelings were mixed between anger and sadness. He continued walking towards Yukito who was still mad at him.

He continued to tug on Yukito's hand before pulling him closer and kissing him really hard. Both of his wrists were already tightly held by Miyuki, the more he deepened the kiss, the stronger his grip became.

Yukito tried to pull his wrist while that was happening, he continued to force Yukito by kissing roughly.

Finally, he let go of the kiss, he was not at all proud of what he had done. With gasping breaths, he said, "I love you! I love you even if my life is at stake! I don't care! I'm obsessed with you, I love you, I want to protect, can you please appreciate my love for you? I don't mind if my love isn't accepted but appreciate this myself? Please, I'm begging, you…I'm really.."

In the end, Miyuki fall to his knees in front of him crying. He really loved the person in front of him. No matter how much he liked the person in front of him, the love he shared was still in vain.

He let go of Yukito's wrist and got up slowly, "I'm sorry..." He left Yukito alone in the empty room.

Yukito continued slides down slowly against the wall, his heart was beating fast. He was still gasping for breath. He didn't know what had happened.

And that's when the recess bell rang signaling the end of recess.

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