Chapter 1

[the inappropriate use of Google Translate HAHAHAHAHHA SORRY BRUH I'M NOT ENGLISH WHITE PPL SO YEAH]

*curse word?

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Like a normal day, a bright and beautiful morning at school.

But today is different.. I want to ask him something that I have kept in my heart for a long time. Yes...

He's a really cute guy for me, unfortunately he hasn't noticed my feelings for him yet. Yes, that's normal because... We are the same gender, male and male.Fuck, I know it's messed up shit love story but I can't help but fall in love with him.

Today I want him to notice my feelings for him. I don't care what he says or the look on his face, I want him to know that I sincerely love him. This way is quite funny but even so I want him to notice my feelings for him. So I mustered up the courage to ask him today. I hope he understands in an instant. He's not a stupid kid, he's a smart kid. Surely he could notice this little thing easily?

NO! YOU ARE WRONG! HE DOES NOT KNOW!

How do I know? This is the story..

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Miyuki walked fast towards him, with a blooming and pounding heart he finally found someone he loved. Yes, that person was his senior.He really liked that person when he first came here.

But there's just one obstacle between their relationship. Yes, the same gender, but for Miyuki, that's not an obstacle for him to continue loving the person he likes.

With a blooming heart, he finally greeted the person he loved. "Good morning, senior Yukito." Quickly the man turned to him with a sweet smile. Senior Yukito is the person who has been his friend 1 year ago, first time met. "Good morning too...you look happy today? Why?" He asked Miyuki whose heart felt like it was going to fall out of place.

He played with his fingers, making suitable sentences. But because there were too many people (students) around him, he didn't know how to express his feelings sincerely to Yukito. And he thought of asking about Yukito's health yesterday. He started to open his mouth after making Yukito in front of him like a wooden sole that was still standing.

"I heard that senior is not well, is that true? How is senior now? Is it better?"

And he received an unanswered response from Yukito before Yukito just smiled a little, "I'm fine, it's better now, don't worry anymore Miyuki. You're always like this to me, always look out for me like this every day... thank you." And Yukito's response made Miyuki's heart really want to be removed from its place. Oh, don't be like this dear, my heart is weak!!

"Thank God, you're healthy now. Sorry... I wanted to visit but didn't know the home address..."

"It's okay, I didn't wake up from morning to night because I was too tired. I definitely won't open the door because my condition last night was too bad to be treated by the people around me."

Oh, really I can be relied on if it's you, darling.

Yukito looked at Miyuki who had not said anything and finally decided to open the conversation again."You want to say something? You look a little uncomfortable, I mean like a nervous, scared.. why?" Miyuki was shocked, did they really show on the face that he was scared? Miyuki was getting more and more scared there.

In the end, the questions started to crack and run away from the goal, but the story was still the same.

His rambling questions were too ridiculous for Yukito.

"My heart always beats every time I'm with someone..umm..why my heart beating so fast here??" Miyuki knows the answer is because of love but he wants to look like a child who doesn't know what love is. Yukito really thinks that Miyuki doesn't know the world of romance.

He chuckled a little, "umm.. to be easy to understand.. maybe because the feeling of love has started to grow inside you?Almost everyone feel like that.". Yukito looked at him curiously, "So what? Did you meet someone you like?".

Miyuki smiled slightly at Yukito, "Maybe yes... has Yukito senior ever felt that way?" Yukito's face started to turn red and Miyuki was sure there was something he was hiding, "Come on, yes or no?"

"Yes." With a small nod while covering his face a little using the book in his hand. But that answer actually made Miyuki confused and disappointed and a little hopeful but it can't be him right? It's not him..it's definitely not him..

"who?"

Yukito began to think of a way to answer it.."it is someone you know. Want to know who?" It made Miyuki feel like he wanted to fall apart on the spot.

"it's Hayami."

Yep, not him.

it's Haya-...

HAYAMI?!

MY BESTFRIEND?! MY CHILDHOOD FRIEND?!

"She's the type of girl I want. I've really liked her for a long time and actually today I want to express my heart to Hayami so can you keep this a secret?" Miyuki has started to fall apart and his heart feels like it's been crushed.

"Can you?for me, please?" Yukito took Miyuki's trembling hand and began to let out the smile that once won Miyuki's heart.

With a feeling of doubt, he nodded in understanding and started to smile blankly towards Yukito who started to smile widely towards Miyuki. Unknowingly, Miyuki's heart still said 'I want to protect that smile every day, can I?'.

"I don't know much about his preferences but I try when we're together. But a little bit, you can help me, right, Miyuki?" Miyuki looked at the person he loved with disappointment but he didn't say anything.

"Dude, hurry we're late Yukito!" shouted one of Yukito's classmates. Yukito decided to go first, "I go first okay!" Miyuki nodded in understanding and waved weakly at him.

Disappointed, he left after Yukito running toward his classmates.

Slowly he walked up to the rooftop building. His heart hurts so much, he has never felt this to be honest. His heart has never been won by anyone and someone has been present in his heart and won all of Miyuki's feelings but it was the wrong person.

He began to sit in one of the chairs that had been prepared and tried to hold back the tears from falling because there could be people who despised him and it would definitely be a hot gossip tomorrow if there were.

While he was feeling sad, he didn't realize someone approached him and give him drink from the vending machine.

"I bet you want this now right?" The voice made Miyuki lift his head up to see the voice he had always heard since he was little. He didn't take the drink and looked back down as he played with his slightly sweaty thumb.

"Wow, it's very rare to see you refuse your favorite drink. This must be a complicated problem, why is this? Tell me Miyuki.." Hayami's voice was a little spoiled for Miyuki but he chose to ignore her instead, making her start to worry about the condition of her friend in front of her.

Hayami sat next to him and touched his shoulder."Miyuki..you know, you promised too..there can't be any secrets between us. So tell me,you look depressed about something?"

No response.

"Hey, why is this? What's wrong?"

Because there was no answer, Hayami finally guessed "Is this because of senior Yukito?" Miyuki stopped playing with his fingers and saw Hayami who had a sad look on her face.

Yeah..it's not her fault.Hayami also didn't know this would happen, if I told her..would she accept and believe it? Besides, she knows who I like, right?

Miyuki chose to shake his head and smile "it's okay, I just don't know why I'm depressed all of a sudden but it's not because of Yukito senior..it's because I'm tired, that's why, I'm sorry.." with a soft voice, Miyuki answered Hayami's question.

"you sure?hey, I'm here for you, okay?if it's too much then tell me,let them out." While gently patting Miyuki's back with a sincere smile.

Hayami knows who Miyuki is since childhood,she knows all Miyuki's secrets because they trust each other. And Miyuki knows Hayami's secret. Miyuki likes Yukito, Hayami had known that for a long time after the fifth meeting between her, Miyuki and Yukito when they were in their first year at the school.

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