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“I’m not upset. I’m…” I faltered. What the hell was I doing?
Alex didn’t need me defending him. It wasn’t like he was here,
listening to us. Even if he were, he wouldn’t care.
If there was one person in the world who didn’t give a shit what
others thought of him, it was Alex Volkov.
“Guys, you’re missing the point.” Jules waved a hand in the air.
“The point is, Alex did show emotion. Over Ava. We could have
fun with this.”
Oh, no. Jules’s idea of “fun” usually involved a heap of trouble
and a potential dose of embarrassment on my part.
“What kind of fun?” Bridget looked intrigued.
“Bridge!” I kicked her under the table. “Don’t encourage her.”
“Sorry.” The blonde made a face. “But all I have going on lately
are…” She glanced around to make sure no one was listening.
They weren’t, except for her bodyguard Booth, who sat at the
table behind us and pretended to read the paper while actually
keeping a sharp eye on the surroundings. “Diplomatic events and
ceremonial duties. It’s terribly boring. Meanwhile, my grandfather’s
sick, my brother’s acting weird, and I need something to take my
mind off it all.”
Her grandfather and brother, AKA King Edvard and Crown
Prince Nikolai of Eldorra. I had to remind myself they were human
beings like everyone else, but even after years of friendship with
Bridget, I wasn’t used to her speaking so casually about her
family. Like they weren’t literal royalty.
“I have a theory.” Jules leaned forward, and the rest of us,
even me, leaned in, eager to hear what she had to say. Call it
morbid curiosity, because I was sure I wouldn’t like what was
about to come out of her mouth.
I was right.
“Ava somehow gets under Alex’s skin,” Jules said. “We should
see how far it goes. How much can she make him feel?”
I
rolled my eyes. “All those long hours you put in at your
internship must’ve scrambled your brain, because you’re not
making any sense.”
She ignored me. “I call it…” Dramatic pause. “Operation
Emotion.” She looked up and drew an arc with her hand like the
words would magically appear in the air.
“Creative,” Stella teased.
“Hear me out. We all think Alex is a robot, right? Well, what if
she …” Jules pointed at me. “…can prove he isn’t? Don’t tell me
you guys don’t want to see him act like an actual human being for
once.”
“No.” I tossed my empty coffee cup into the nearest trash can
and almost beaned a passing student in a Thayer sweatshirt. I
winced and mouthed “sorry” before returning to the ridiculous
proposition at hand. “That’s the dumbest idea I’ve ever heard.”
“Don’t knock it till you’ve tried it,” my so-called best friend
sang.
“What would be the point?” I threw my hands in the air. “How
would it even work?”
“Simple.” Jules pulled a pen and notepad out of her bag and
started scribbling. “We come up with a list of emotions, and you try
to make him feel each one. It’ll be a test of sorts. Like giving him
an annual physical to make sure he’s functioning properly.”
“Sometimes,” Bridget said. “The way your mind works scares
me.”
“No,” I repeated. “Not happening.”
“It does seem kind of…mean.” Stella tapped her gold-polished
nails on the table. “What emotions did you have in mind?”
“Stel!”
“What?” She cast a guilty look in my direction. “I’m curious.”
“Off the top of my head? We’ve already seen him angry, so
happiness, sadness, fear, disgust…” A wicked smile slashed
across Jules’s face. “Jealousy.”
I snorted. “Please. He’d never be jealous of me.”
He was a multimillionaire executive with a genius-level IQ; I
was a college student who worked two jobs and ate cereal for
dinner.
No contest.
“Not jealous of you. Jealous over you.”
Bridget perked up. “You think he likes Ava?”
“No. ” I was tired of saying that word. “He’s my brother’s best
friend, and I’m not his type. He told me so.”
“Psshh.” Jules waved away my protest like she would a
mosquito. “Men don’t know what they want. Besides, don’t you
want to get back at him for what he did to Owen?”
“I don’t,” I said firmly. “And I’m not going along with this crazy
idea.”
Forty-five minutes later, we decided Phase One of Operation
Emotion would commence in three days.
I HATED MYSELF FOR CAVING.
Somehow, Jules always convinced me to do things against my
better instincts, like that time we drove four hours to Brooklyn to
watch some band perform because she thought the lead singer
was hot, and we ended up stranded in the middle of the highway
when our rental car broke down. Or that time she convinced me to
write a love poem to the cute guy in my English lit class, only for
his girlfriend—who I hadn’t known existed—to find it and hunt me
down in my dorm.
Jules was the most persuasive person I’d ever met. A good
quality for an aspiring lawyer, but not so much for an innocent
friend, i.e. me, who wanted to stay out of trouble.
That night, I climbed into bed and closed my eyes, trying to
sort through my racing thoughts. Operation Emotion was
supposed to be a fun, lighthearted experiment, but it made me
nervous, and not just because it erred on the side of mean
spirited. Everything about Alex made me nervous.
I shuddered, thinking of how he’d retaliate if he found out what
we were up to, and thoughts of being flayed alive consumed me
until I fell into a light, fitful sleep.
“Help! Mommy, help me!”
I
tried to scream those words, but I couldn’t. I shouldn’t.
Because I was underwater, and if I opened my mouth, all the
water would rush in, and I would never see Mommy and Daddy
and Josh again. That was what they told me.
They also told me not to go near the lake by myself, but I
wanted to make pretty ripples in the water. I liked those ripples,
liked how throwing one little stone could cause such a big effect.
Only those ripples were suffocating me now. Thousands and
thousands of them, dragging me further and further from the light
above my head.
Tears trickled from my eyes, but the lake swallowed them and
buried my panic until it was just me and my silent pleas.
# To be continued #
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