Episode one flashback

Hello, I'm Mia. I'm a new student in a public high school, and everything feels so unfamiliar. I'm naturally quite shy, which makes it even more challenging to adapt to my new surroundings. This is a significant change for me, and it's taking some time to get used to everything.

Every day, I walk into school feeling a mix of emotions. There's a part of me that's excited about the new experiences and opportunities that lie ahead, but there's also a big part of me that feels overwhelmed by the new environment. It's like I'm stepping into a world where everyone else already knows the rules, and I’m just trying to figure things out.

It's been difficult for me to approach new people and start conversations. I often find myself standing on the sidelines, watching other students who seem to know each other well and have already formed tight-knit groups. They laugh, talk, and share stories while I struggle to find the courage to join in. It feels like there's an invisible barrier between me and the rest of the students.

Every morning, I feel a mix of excitement and anxiety. I'm eager to make new friends and become a part of the community, but my shyness holds me back. Walking through the crowded hallways, I sometimes feel invisible, hoping that someone will reach out to me, yet too nervous to make the first move myself. The noise and hustle of students moving to their next classes can be overwhelming, and I often feel like I'm drifting through the crowd, unnoticed.

In class, I tend to keep to myself, focusing on my work rather than engaging with my classmates. I listen attentively to the lessons, take notes diligently, and try to understand the material. However, when the teacher asks for group work or discussions, I find it challenging to participate actively. I worry about saying the wrong thing or not being accepted by my peers. This makes it hard for me to build connections during class time.

During lunch, I usually find a quiet corner to eat alone, feeling a bit isolated but unsure of how to change the situation. The cafeteria is bustling with students chatting and laughing, and it seems like everyone has a place to belong. I often bring a book to read or scroll through my phone to pass the time, but deep down, I wish I could be a part of the social interactions happening around me.

I'm really hoping that as time goes on, I'll find ways to break out of my shell, meet new people, and make friends who can help me feel more at home in this new school. I know that building relationships takes time, and I need to be patient with myself. Maybe I can start by joining a club or activity that interests me, where I might find others who share similar passions. I believe that with a bit of effort and courage, I can gradually open up and form meaningful connections.

In the meantime, I'm trying to stay positive and remind myself that it's okay to feel nervous and uncertain. Every new beginning is a challenge, and it's a part of growing and learning. I’m hopeful that soon, I'll look back on these early days and see how far I've come. Until then, I'll keep pushing myself to step out of my comfort zone, little by little, and embrace this new chapter in my life.

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