I learned this at thirteen When my mum could always call me useless and my dad comes home at night and start shouting at me and my brother and calling us useless and also start telling me that I can’t even take first position in my studies that the girl who takes it every year that isn’t she same age with me but don’t they understand that am not her am not as smart as her when it comes to chemistry and physics am only going to science cause of them but I really want to go to art I love writing stories and acting but they want me to be a doctor instead but I don’t fit in science even my teachers and friends know My friends read my novels and they told me that it was good and I should go to art when I told my mum she tore all my stories that I used to write and told me to focus on my studies like wtf 🤬 There was I time I tried to kill myself with a knife but my brother came right in the time and stoped me but I got I little cut in my stomach though it has healed up now but it still has a mark and my mum doesn’t even know that all she knows to do is compare me with other children telling me oh she got an award for best in chemistry while I failed Sometimes I even started hating my parents and I could start wishing to be 18 so I can leave them all My brother is the only one that really understands me but now he is going to university for higher studies and won’t be home with me
2025-08-17
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im_nvm_bl
I am also dead inside with a body i don't care now but i still hate the fact that I can't hate them my family and friends they hurt me so much but i still can't hate them i truly hate it
2025-05-26
3
im_nvm_bl
i learned it at 13 when everything started making sense and now still i fell it every day my mom says something about like how useless i am and not good at studying and that I am fat and how my father works hard and i am here doing nothing not studying at all and that I am reason of everything bad happened i shouldn't been born and the thing that broke me was my father saying that I am good for nothing and my little sister saying I am bad at studying etc how can I tell her
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Park chris
I learned this at thirteen
When my mum could always call me useless and my dad comes home at night and start shouting at me and my brother and calling us useless and also start telling me that I can’t even take first position in my studies that the girl who takes it every year that isn’t she same age with me but don’t they understand that am not her am not as smart as her when it comes to chemistry and physics am only going to science cause of them but I really want to go to art I love writing stories and acting but they want me to be a doctor instead but I don’t fit in science even my teachers and friends know
My friends read my novels and they told me that it was good and I should go to art when I told my mum she tore all my stories that I used to write and told me to focus on my studies like wtf 🤬
There was I time I tried to kill myself with a knife but my brother came right in the time and stoped me but I got I little cut in my stomach though it has healed up now but it still has a mark and my mum doesn’t even know that all she knows to do is compare me with other children telling me oh she got an award for best in chemistry while I failed
Sometimes I even started hating my parents and I could start wishing to be 18 so I can leave them all
My brother is the only one that really understands me but now he is going to university for higher studies and won’t be home with me
2025-08-17
0
im_nvm_bl
I am also dead inside with a body i don't care now but i still hate the fact that I can't hate them my family and friends they hurt me so much but i still can't hate them i truly hate it
2025-05-26
3
im_nvm_bl
i learned it at 13 when everything started making sense and now still i fell it every day my mom says something about like how useless i am and not good at studying and that I am fat and how my father works hard and i am here doing nothing not studying at all and that I am reason of everything bad happened i shouldn't been born and the thing that broke me was my father saying that I am good for nothing and my little sister saying I am bad at studying etc how can I tell her
2025-05-26
4