Chapter # 1 SOMEONE WHO IS NO ONE (a quick peek of the main character's life)

From the word SAD

"Solemnly Accepted by the Dead"

What makes me live is what kills me .

But it doesnt define sweetness,Bitter,neither salty.

Because only a smoke screen protects me.

Not a shield

Neither has boundary

I want to enliven this lumpy personality.

But how can I do it if I maintained lowkey¿

A big weird punctuation mark on the last.

Cause I myself dont know a bit

Dont know yet

In order to clear your minds and to settle your jumping brain cells

Heres what I did

I used myself as a subject

That summarizes the -Dead but Living-

In that DEAD BUT LIVING words

it includes dead eyes

dead mind

and dead Heart

There were times that I tried to be a sleuth but,only found cases empty.

Whether I look on the corners of every corners.

On the horizontal of the horizontal

on the circle where no angles

On the open space

On the internet

On the Books

On the mirror

sometimes I used a magnifying glass to view the unseen

But nothing,not even a single thing.

Except

silence as Quiet

I am slender but has a strong self esteem,which smashes negative thoughts and kicks sadness.

A positive thinker they say but truthfully very fragile on the depths of my inner self.

I spoke my soliloquy in a quiet way

Filled with creep,loneliness and downfalls on every line.

And I spoke it on a stage ,where no one listens

Chairs and tables where the audience

And the light who shines dull

I who sought for happiness never ever questioned about it.

For the people who surrounds me didnt kill me in physical,

But stabs my heart that affects my emotional fall.

The name is KAMIN

\-Defined as one of the trash who cant be recycled.A worthless dust in the society.

Once who peacefully ought to be a kiddo who wants to be covered by her loved ones.

But sadly,she doesnt have two,not even one ,

except herself.

Shes a typical girl who goes to school by herself,eats by herself,lives by herself,cares for her self,and works for herself.

Shes a type of girl who never experienced smooching or hugging anonymous different unknown species or hoomans.

Clearly and sadly well known as ALONE.

Always alone in the Dark

Always alone in the light

Now tell me can someone explain the whole

not the half

not the point

But the complete detail of the Document

A drip of tear can never be seen flowing under her eyes.

For her eyes are already Drought.

Global warming when it comes to talking planet.

But ,

who shall she trust?

Who shall trust her?

In the least sentence to ask.

Who shall love her?

Who shall she love?

Given in so much time being someone who is no one,She found a microchip

which is

ANIME

\-Who lift the heavy burden in my back

\-who made my eyes sparkle

\-who always made me happy

\-and who continued my unfinished boring story.

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