『life』

Life is hard right now and a million and one questions swarm though my brain. I'm trying to surrender to the unknown and the hardship being faced. My end goal is wanted to see myself Better than I was yesterday, last week, last month and I want to see myself loving myself, happy with myself and falling in love with life. As naive as it sounds, I know life is nothing but pain and death and missed opportunities but believe it or not there is still joy in it if you have to look a little closer.

Happiness isn't always around, but there's always reason to be happy, a phrase I find myself repeating a million times a day. Life is hard right now but that doesn't mean it's not beautiful and something I should be grateful for. I'm grateful for my family and friends and myself for carrying on because I know I have so many good things ahead of me and because life is hard right now, I still search for you in the depth of my memory because that's what remains of you in my life, I still feel my chest tighten when speaking to someone new because what if they'll never ever be you. I still think of you almost every second day now and I guess that's life. Furthermore, I guess we all are haunted by someone or something. Furthermore, I guess life is hard sometimes each time you look up to think of them you feel a teardrop from your tired eyes.

『T𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔦𝔰 𝔫𝔬𝔱 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢 𝔩𝔢𝔱𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔟𝔲𝔱 𝔩𝔦𝔣𝔢 𝔦𝔰 𝔥𝔞𝔯𝔡 𝔰𝔬𝔪𝔢𝔱𝔦𝔪𝔢𝔰』

And I think when one is stressed and a mess. When one thinks this is all I'll ever get of a life- I'll never grow. I'll never leave, and I'll never just like to be. They tend to think life's nothing but a makeup of pain, and you love to die. That life only brings heartache and failure to only find themselves at the bottom of the pit with no one insight. They give up on life and think that's all it has to offer them. But dear human I want you to understand that life is beautiful and that you have time. You have time to change destructive habits, you have time to be who you want to be, you have time to live, laugh and love.

That time is the present moment and that's all you have so made it sacred. Life is beautiful, it's so beautiful, just look out your window at the plant outside your window, feel warmth of your morning coffee, feel the warmth and love surrounding you, be grateful you woke up alive many don't get suck a privilege. I want you to understand that life is beautiful, but that's only if you make it to be. For if you're stuck within a deep dark pit, I'm sure you can find a light no matters how heavy it is to carry. That light switch could brighten up a minute of your day.

『𝔩𝔦𝔣𝔢 𝔦𝔰 𝔟𝔢𝔞𝔲𝔱𝔦𝔣𝔲𝔩 𝔟𝔲𝔱 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔥𝔞𝔳𝔢 𝔱𝔬 𝔥𝔢𝔩𝔭 𝔶𝔬𝔲𝔯𝔰𝔢𝔩𝔣 𝔤𝔢𝔱 𝔬𝔲𝔱 𝔬𝔣 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔪𝔢𝔰𝔰𝔦𝔫𝔢𝔰𝔰 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔡𝔞𝔯𝔨𝔫𝔢𝔰𝔰 𝔱𝔬 𝔲𝔫𝔡𝔢𝔯𝔰𝔱𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔡𝔬𝔫𝔱 𝔩𝔦𝔳𝔢 𝔱𝔬 𝔡𝔦𝔢 𝔟𝔲𝔱 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔩𝔦𝔳𝔢 𝔱𝔬 𝔰𝔱𝔞𝔶 𝔞𝔩𝔦𝔳𝔢』

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