Self Worth

It's an addictive drug called love. She's obsessed with the thought of someone loving her, but she feels like she's not enough for just one person. Her body has become an empty shell, crushing on men who will never know she exists. It's a movie-type love, where she is so lost in someone that her only thought is of them. Sinful lust over fake things and fake emotions, "What if I'm not good enough?" Her brain tells her things that it thinks she needs to hear. Anxiety runs wild, knowing she will never be good enough. She's stuck in limbo, wanting to give herself wholeheartedly to someone she deserves.

"They aren't enough for you! Can't you see that?" She slowly starts to give in to those thoughts, that she will forever be this way. Unlovable, someone who will always feel a void within her. Slowly losing herself in the darkness. The world is quickly turning black and white. Spending her days attached to multiple people, she has forgotten how to love herself. A blank page stares at her, and nothing seems to come to mind. "What do you love about yourself?" She can't seem to find one word. "What is it that makes me special?" It's hard to put the words together. As the world caves in on her, she finds a small spark of hope. The one thing that makes her not question her worth. It's like her world has turned upside down.

Self-worth was something she craved the most. It took her a while to finally see and understand what it is she was looking for. She craved a love that would last a lifetime. She had always longed for the kind of love that was pure and true. But she knew that in order to find it, she needed to let go of her fears and insecurities and embrace vulnerability. It was a daunting task, but she was determined to embark on a journey of self-discovery and uncover her true worth.

She started by taking an honest look at herself and embracing her flaws. Rather than seeing them as weaknesses, she learned to see them as unique qualities that made her special. She realized that her worth wasn't determined by the opinions of others, but by her own self-validation.

With each passing day, she practiced self-care and self-love. She indulged in activities that brought her joy and nurtured her soul. She surrounded herself with positive influences and let go of toxic relationships that drained her energy.

As she learned to love and accept herself, she noticed a shift in the way she attracted people into her life. No longer was she seeking love from others to fill a void within her; instead, she radiated a confidence and self-assuredness that drew others towards her.

She began to attract people who appreciated her for who she was, rather than trying to change her. She realized that she didn't need someone to complete her; she was already whole on her own. Love became a choice, not a necessity.

And in the midst of her self-discovery, she stumbled upon a love that was genuine and lasting. It was a love that accepted her flaws and celebrated her strengths. It was a love that supported her dreams and encouraged her to be her authentic self.

She had finally found the love she craved—a love that lasted a lifetime. But it wasn't just the love of another person; it was the love she had cultivated within herself. She had found her self-worth, and with that, she found true happiness.

Looking back on her journey, she couldn't help but smile. The darkness she once felt had transformed into a beacon of light. She had overcome her doubts and insecurities and emerged stronger than ever before.

Love was no longer an addictive drug that consumed her; it was a beautiful, fulfilling experience that enhanced her life. And she vowed to never forget the importance of loving oneself, for it was the foundation on which all other love was built.

With a newfound sense of confidence and self-worth, she embraced each day with gratitude and excitement. She knew that she deserved the love she had always craved, and she was determined to make the most of it.

And so, she embarked on a new chapter of her life—a chapter filled with love, self-discovery, and endless possibilities. She knew that the journey ahead might not always be easy, but with the love she had found within herself, she was ready to face any challenge that came her way.

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