The next morning, I went to the bathroom, my face was puffy and my eyes looked pitiful. I couldn't believe it. I didn't want to see either of them, Derek had no idea about my feelings and Adriana had deceived me.
I washed my face hoping my appearance would improve a bit, I tied my hair in a ponytail and put on some lip gloss so that my lips wouldn't look dull and dry.
My mother knocked on the bathroom door and asked me how I was:
"Mom, I need a coffee" I said resignedly, I didn't want to tell her what happened yet
"Daughter, I wanted to let you know that Adriana will be downstairs, I have to go" she said goodbye and went downstairs
Damn, I thought, I didn't want to see Adriana for anything in the world after what happened. I went downstairs, I was really angry, I felt like a fool for trusting Adriana.
"Hi Hada" she said when she saw me
"What are you coming to do Adriana? Wasn't it enough for you to take Derek from me, do you want to rub it in my face that I'm a fool for trusting you?" I said angrily
"I didn't want things to turn out this way. The truth is that I also felt something for him, but I wasn't sincere with you. I realized that I liked him when you mentioned that you would declare yourself, I didn't quite know why that bothered me and that's when I understood that I liked Derek. Forgive me Hada! I didn't want to hurt you" she said wanting to take my hand
"I can't forgive you Adriana. You should have told me that you felt something for him. The three of us have been friends for years" I said seriously
"I'm really sorry, but it wasn't until you told me that you were declaring yourself that I realized my feelings" she said afflicted
"And how did you start dating?" I asked
"Well, it was Derek that day of your first transformation who declared himself to me. I couldn't believe it and I wasn't able to reject him." she argued
My chest hurt at her words, part of me was angry and another part felt sorry. Perhaps Derek has always seen me as a little friend or as his little sister.
More than anything, it had been him who took the first step with Adriana, it is even possible that he had always liked her and I was the one in the middle. Besides, what more could I expect if I was an Omega and Adriana was gamma?
"You must give me time Adriana" I said finally as if accepting the facts
"Oh dear Hada, thank you" she gave me a hug
That afternoon I had to leave for training since my transformation had started, the gamma Josh was preparing the new ones, he was a man of about 40 years old, dark hair and some gray hairs, his physical condition was evident since his main job was to train the members of the pack. It mainly caught my attention that during the training there were old members and experienced in combat such as Mike, Dante, Brendan, Carl and even the moon observing everything. When I finished the first part of the training I felt really exhausted, Mike approached:
"Hello beautiful, how do you feel?" he said this making a flirty gesture
"Hello Mike. Don't call me that, you'll make your admirers hate me" I said taking some water from my bottle and accidentally pouring some on myself.
"Oh baby! You kill me when you do that" he said in a sensual tone
I looked at him surprised to notice that he was being serious. Not far away I could see Derek looking in our direction, I didn't want him to see me affected by what he confessed to me yesterday about his relationship with Adriana, so I forced myself to pay attention to Mike.
"Wow, I didn't think my actions would cause you something" I said with interest to Mike
"Wow yes. You are very beautiful Hadassa, I don't think you ignore the fact that there are many in the pack who desire you" he commented
Not all, I thought sadly, well at least the one I like is not interested in that sense, in fact Adriana belonged to the gammas. I looked over my shoulder if Derek had seen me, and I could notice that Adriana was by his side. I had to overcome my temporary infatuation, I thought.
"Thank you for that Mike. It's encouraging to think that that could be the case; however, I am an Omega" I said, understanding that my reality and my place as Omega cannot be so superior.
I didn't give him time to add or say anything else, I went back to my training. This time my partner to perform the attack maneuver was none other than Dante, the future alpha. The look of annoyance on his face was evident, he really was handsome as I often heard the girls say. His thick, well-defined lips and his marked chin gave him such a sexy air.
My imagination was sprouting just having him in front of me. No wonder everyone was crazy about him...
I went to attack him, his eyes looked fierce, but I was not intimidated, my hands were directed to his hips to take him and throw him as we were taught. This maneuver was very effective for the she-wolves, since they have less strength, Dante resisted and I looking fiercely managed to knock him to the ground. He held me and I was on top of him... I could see his eyes perplexed, he didn't understand what had happened.
He pushed me suddenly, he looked confused and upset when I met his eyes:
"Dante, are you okay?" Josh arrived saying astonished
He looked at me and I just kept having doubts about it. Was I not supposed to throw him? Or how is the alpha's son supposed to be gentler when doing this exercise? At school the girls who bullied me always ended up leaving because I defeated them or because Adriana and Derek were there to help me. The memory of them again made me feel sadness.
"Hadassa, you... did you do something different to throw Dante?" Josh asked
"No, I did all the movements that you taught me. Was it wrong that I threw the alpha's son?" I commented seriously, looking at Dante
No matter how much he looked at me with that angry face, he would make me feel fearful. Perhaps my attitude was showing disrespect.
"That's not it Hada... it's just that..."
"How is it that you, an Omega, managed to throw me?!! What trick have you used on me? No one has ever managed to do it before" Dante added and his eyes seemed on fire
"No one had ever thrown you before? Well I just did the exercise, that's all" I said perplexed
"I don't believe you, little omega" Dante said approaching, his gray eyes were devouring mine. He had a very hostile attitude, the truth is that it confused me.
"Are you humiliated because an Omega like me has left you lying down?!" I was fed up with feeling like I was worthless, I wanted to return his aggressiveness.
"What did you say?! Humiliated that you were lucky enough to have thrown me?!" he added ironically... "
Do you want to provoke me, you an Omega? "he said angrily
Before things got hotter, the moon intervened.
"That's enough Dante! She's just a young woman, you shouldn't get so upset about it" she added
Quiet Hada, remember to keep training, now go and rest - she added with affection
Derek and Adriana stayed watching from afar, they didn't seem to want to approach. I got up from the ground, where Dante had pushed me, he had gotten up, he watched me warily. When I passed by his side I decided to bother him as he had done with me:
"We'll see you tomorrow in a new training" I whispered to him close
His eyes widened.
Before anything else happened, I took my things and left, it was very striking that the moon of the pack has been defending me. I got home, I ran to shower, I started to cry because I felt that the words omegas were marked on my skin, being Omega forced me to humiliation, to be worthless and that because of being it I was not a good option to be considered the partner of someone else. I came out after a while from the bathroom, I put on a very light dress, Mom told me not to use it outside because it is see-through, but I was in the house, so there would be no drama.
It was 5 o'clock, my mom would arrive at 6:30, I went to the kitchen to prepare something to eat, I was in that when I heard loud knocks on the door.
Who could be capable of being so rude?
I didn't dare to open, I suspected that it would be Dante and I wasn't wrong when I opened, he came furious.
"What do you want future alpha? Are you coming for a rematch?!" I said with a funny tone
I felt bad for having to see him. Since I was a child, Dante was rude and despised the omegas, he treated them as worthless, I remembered that he was very strong and skilled in many things. Perhaps for that reason he has felt so superior to the rest, and that I have thrown him down in my first confrontation with him, bothered him more than I imagined. And if we add to that that I am a simple Omega, it must be the most humiliating. His eyes flashed...
"Do you really think that for throwing me down once you have defeated me, you a simple Omega?!" he added with contempt
"If that's the case, why come to my house and bother me?" I said crossing my arms while supporting my body in the door frame
Suddenly, I remembered how I was dressed, I couldn't show my shame. Perhaps he won't notice my clothes with how furious he is with me. Then I saw that his eyes went through my body, he swallowed saliva for a moment and then looked me in the eyes:
"Do you want to seduce me?" he said
"What?" I said incredulously
"Now I understand everything, you have prepared this to call my attention, haven't you? Well, even if you are so attractive and that you drive most people crazy, it won't work with me little Omega" he approached so suddenly that it scared me
"Are you crazy Dante? Me an Omega, am I looking to call your attention? Don't you think it's absurd, when I well know what you feel for me" I said in my defense with anger and looking for something to cover myself with. He took my wrist, I felt his deep breath and how close the scent of his perfume was.
"Stop pretending that you didn't like it. All women are the same" he smiled mischievously his words left me speechless, he was approaching
I pushed him with force, when I freed myself I closed the door. Dante has never treated me well, why did I now have the feeling that he would kiss me? Or was it my imagination?
"Get out of here Dante! You are not the one I like for your information" I shouted from the other side of the door
Then for fear that something else would happen, I ran upstairs and locked myself in my room. Had I gone crazy? It wasn't as if Dante was going to enter and break down the door.
Later my mother arrived, I went down to receive her, she looked at me attentively and added:
"I hope you never dare to go out with that dress" she commented
"I only use it at home" I blushed when I remembered that Dante saw me in it
"The truth is darling, is that that dress makes your whole body visible. I can see your lace underwear" she added while heating up dinner
I kept placing the cutlery, not giving importance to what happened previously.
We had dinner and chatted, I told her about my training, Mom looked at me worried.
"Did something happen in your training?" she asked
"Well... it happened that I knocked Dante down in my demonstration of the exercise" I said worried
"I should have told you before, but it's not good to show your strength. I imagine you have realized that you are not like the other omegas of the pack, we came from outside and... it is good not to attract much attention in that sense" she finished saying, I felt that she wanted to reveal more information but she abstained.
For years I have been curious about the reasons and why Mom had to escape with me when she was in her womb. For any pregnant woman, having to flee is a very big risk.
Something tells me that it is better that she, someday feels confident to tell me. Something very important or serious must have happened, so that she keeps the secret.
"It's okay Mom, I'm going to try not to attract more attention" I said to leave her alone
We had dinner later calmly and the next morning, Mom left early. I stayed lying down for a while longer, I had to go to training around 10 so I could get up a little later. My mother worked in a nearby cafeteria, so she left with time. I had breakfast calmly, I dressed with sports leggings, a top, a shirt that covered me, and a sports shirt that matched. I went downstairs, took my bag, water and house keys.
"Hello Hada" it was Derek who was waiting for me outside
We had not spoken again since that night, evidently he sought to avoid it to have time to accept his relationship with my friend Adriana.
"Hello" I said simply
"I haven't had the opportunity to talk to you since that day" he said restless
Is everything okay Hada?
"Yes Derek, it's just that I need a time to get used to the idea that you and Adriana are dating and that... well we will be the three friends" I said calmly, so that it would not be seen that there was another reason
"Oh Hada, we will always be the three of us friends, only that there will be different things" he said wanting to hug me and I prevented it
"No Derek, I'm not a little girl anymore. It is better that you treat me differently" I smiled at him with great effort
"Really, I'm sorry Hada. The habit of treating you like that" he argued nervously
"Well Derek, I must go to my training. We'll see you" I said cutting the conversation
I didn't know how much more I would endure if I continued talking to him. I ran away, I felt that tears would appear, at the entrance was Dante waiting, he looked at me carefully as if he was analyzing me or was it that he remembered yesterday's dress?
"I was waiting for you" he said when I approached
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