chapter : 5. shiver.

--next morning--

Jungkook turns to the other side only to get hit on his head by the leg of the bed.

"Ouch! " Jungkook rubs his forehead. He slowly opens his eyes to see jimin's photos but, he saw ceiling instead. He quickly sat straight.

Where am I?!

Then he remembered everything happened yesterday! It brought tears in his eyes. He started to cry... He was sniffing and hugged his knees.

My parents left me... I don't have anybody except taehyung and jin Hyung. I thought At least my mate will love me. I was so wrong about this. I reason I was living was to see and meet my alpha. But, he didn't want me... How stupid I was to think that jimin might also love me... He is 'the park jimin'. Girls can do anything to be with him. He is already dating someone too... I just came in between... I didn't come in between rather I met him at the wrong time.

His stomach was growling. He needs to eat his breakfast. He quickly got up and went to brush his teeth. He couldn't change his clothes because he didn't have them with him. He went to the kitchen to make something but, he stood still. He doesn't know where are all the ingredients. He opens the fridge. He saw it was full.

He doesn't eat anything?

He cooks a healthy breakfast. He placed them on table.

That should be more than enough! Wait, cereals. How can I forget?

Jungkook got them too. He was waiting for jimin to come down.

--time skip--

Finally, jimin came down. He was walking towards the main door.

(Erase the mic)

"Umm, Ji... Jimin?! " Jungkook whispers. Jimin stops his track and sighs as he turns towards the soft voice.

"Yes! " Jimin said in an angry mode. Because he doesn't like people calling him when he walking away from there. But, jungkook doesn't know about this.

"I.. I made... Breakfast... Eat it before you go. " Jungkook said looking down. He doesn't know whether he has done the right thing or not. He and his wolf are in tension right now. Jimin went to the dining table and sat down. He looks at the food in front of him. He was happy to see the food in front of him.

Honestly, jimin eats only restaurant food. He doesn't have time to make something for himself or rather he doesn't know to cook. Well, it's a secret.

Jimin takes a bite and jungkook is waiting with patience for his response. He has a lot of negative thoughts in him. Such as-- what...

1) if he is allergic to something.

2) if he doesn't like the taste of it.

3) if he would never want jungkook to cook for him.

4) if he throws the food.

5) if he starts hating him more than already.

6) so on... Ifs...

It stops once.

"It's really good. You know to cook well. " Jimin said and takes another to satisfy his taste buds.

Jungkook was flying in the sky. He and his wolf are so happy that jimin liked it and there must be a slight chance of jimin accepting him. He got a little hope in him. But, it shattered the next second.

"You could be my chef and don't worry I'll pay for you. And... Don't keep any hope me liking or shits. Cause, it's not happening. " Jimin said and stood up.

"You have a job right?! " Jimin said looking at jungkook as he wipes his lips with a napkin.

Maybe jimin will say not to go and ask me to just stay with him but, I'll argue and maybe their will-

"You can go and do your work... While coming back get your stuff all that is important for your living. and... *looking up and down at jungkook* wear something from my wardrobe. I don't want someone to stay at my home looking all filthy. " Jimin said and points at his room. Jungkook was feeling shameful. His cheeks were red of embarrassment. His heart was in pain. He quickly marched towards his room and wore jimin's clothes. He was happy to smell jimin on his clothes. He felt as if jimin is hugging him. It's also the truth that it's quite impossible.

He was hesitating to walk back to the Hall. He is wearing jimin's clothes, who is his idol crush. He can't believe it. He saw jimin looking at him and not even blinking his eyes. He is staring at jungkook. It was making jungkook more uncomfortable. But, he still walks to jimin and before he could say anything. He felt jimin's breath on his lips. He was looking at jimin, who is blankly staring at him. Jungkook gulps, he doesn't know what's going on? Having jimin so close to him is making him weak.

"How could you wear this? I told you to wear something doesn't mean you can wear whatever you want. I thought you know your standards. You know what you are right!? " Jimin said glaring at jungkook, who puts his head down in submission. Tears were pooling at his eyes. He knows that he can never afford something like this. But, he never was insulted like this. Being treated as a worm or worse. Somewhere within him. He actually wore it to look good and nice on jimin's eyes. He wanted to check whether there will be a small place for him in jimin's heart. But, it was all gone now. Jungkook came to a conclusion jimin will never love me!...

Jungkook moves backward and bowed his head.

"I'm so.. Sorry... It will never happen again. I'll wash this and-" Jungkook was cut off.

"No, you don't have to do anything. You can keep it. You wore it already so... I don't need it anymore. Gosh, why the hell are you my mate? I never wanted someone like you. Look at yourself. Your monthly salary is equal to my car tyre. Thanks a lot for ruining my morning. " Jimin said and slams the door.

After jimin left. Jungkook felt something washing slightly from his body. He was glowing, the same Violet and blue colour on him. A sudden wave went through his body making him shudder. Jungkook falls on the floor. He looks around and found nothing. His head was aching.

Jungkook shook his head and stood up. He lost his appetite thanks to jimin filling his heart with those beautiful sentences that melted his heart. Jungkook changed his clothes back to what he had worn earlier.

Slowly he made his way out. Jimin didn't even ask him to drop him to his work. Jungkook smiles bitterly.

How could I expect such things from him?! You do that only to your love.

Jungkook was walking slowly. He doesn't want to get a cab. He wants to save money to buy CD for the next BTS album. But, he saw a car waiting not far away from him. Somebody leaning on it.

Jungkook looks carefully and saw it was jimin hiding behind a mask. Well, he wants to hide from the paparazzi. Just when jungkook was about to call jimin. He halts when remembered what happened at home.

He turned his head to another way and walked fast. Soon, he reached Jin's cafe.

"Yo! Your late jungkook!? " Taehyung said smiling brightly. Jungkook furrows his eyes and walks closer to taehyung.

"Taehyung... Is that...mark on your neck... Is... Is. It... " Jungkook said confused eyes and pointing his finger at taehyung's neck. Taehyung blushed and hides his mark using his palm. He nods his head shyly.

Jungkook hugs taehyung. He hugs him tightly. He himself wanted a hug and he hugged his friend for his happiness.

"I'm so happy for you! You found the one taehyung! " Jungkook said breaking the hug and hugs him again. Jungkook had tears in his eyes. Taehyung was also happy to see jungkook hugging him and being happy for him. But, he heard sobs behind him. He looked confused and saw jungkook shaking matching with the rhythm of his cry.

"Jungkook?! What happened! Why are you crying!? Is everything okay?! " Taehyung said worriedly rubbing his hand up and down on jungkook's back holding his other hand on jungkook's hair. But, he didn't get any response.

"Hey, now you're scaring me. Will you tell me what happened?! " Taehyung said lightly pushing jungkook and cups his face wiping his tears using his thumbs.

"Nothing! Nothing Hyung. I'm just so happy for you. You got your love and life." Jungkook removes taehyung hand from his face and walks to the table and holds a chair.

"Well, as for me I didn't get it. Taehyung!? I... I... I don't think my mate will ever lo... Love m-me. He wouldn't like... M-me wear-wearing his clo-clothes. He.. might... Hate...having me.. with him. He just wishes that... I-i... Sho... Should ju-just disappear from his li-life. " Jungkook said more tears in his eyes and quickly wipes them once he felt taehyung walking close to him. Before taehyung could say anything. The door opens. Jungkook takes a deep breath and taking a smile on his face.

"Welcome... Jimin?! " Jungkook whispers his name and froze on his place holding the chair and jimin on the door with taehyung in between them.

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