Introduction

Do you love to read? Well I love reading when I was a kid, or so I thought so...

I've got the weirdest dream close to reality, there I was someone. I'm a spoiled kid, I'm simply spoiled because I've got no siblings and my mother died. My father only has his all attention to me other than work.

Clothes, foods, jewelries, newest things, limited editions, vacations all fell on my arms without hardships.

All of it made me so arrogant and confident even though I was so young people can already recognize my ruthless behavior and nasty temper. People are always sure to my future as a kid who has no respect to anyone and a person who only spins in money not until they're not sure about my future when..

I fell ill.

They're not sure about my future anymore because I'm not waking up, I've been bedridden for 4 years and what happened to me when I was asleep is beyond the outsiders imaginations,

I suddenly fell ill and drown in a crazy dream where I'm not my fathers daughter or someone's who only cared about pretty things...I'm someone who's down to earth and introverted person who revolves my world in just three things, taekwondo, video games, programming.

I've tried to wake up every time at that dream but I'm not waking up so I accepted it as a reality. I've learned many things there. And I became an adult there having admirers, pursuing college with my own two hands and ability, I'm pursuing all by my self.

I was so happy that time that I even forget who I am, I am going to graduate and accept a very promising award and then...

I woke up, I heard the sound of a machine next to me there I see my life line, I see my wrist with a patients bracelet. I saw myself wearing an hospital gown.

Tears rapidly dropping from my eyes. I don't know what happened but why am I back now in this life? I've already accomplished many things, what's more painful is I only accomplished them in my dreams but not in reality where I only sleeps while living my simple human life in a dream.

People in white gowns run into me, checking the, every part of me.

I am very confused at the moment, but I can't speak or articulate everything whats happening that time, all I know is that I'm Ynzelle again, and I've got long way to go.

I started to gain my memories of my childhood. I discovered that only 4 years had pass. I tend to ask myself how the heck it's just 4 years when I started to live in my dreams as an ten year old child and last untiI turned 21 Meaning in that in my dreams ten years had past,but here its just 4 years. So maybe the time at my dreams are faster and here are slower.

I just also realized that I think my mental age right now are much mature now because of my dreams, since everything is very vivid, all the hardships, all the problems, all the skills I acquired there, I remember them all like my real own memories...

Thats right, its my real own memories that only exists in my head, but I just can't help to crawl and cry, every night I was praying to god to put me back in that place, because I clearly despised this life now.

All my bad deeds, all my greediness. All of it. I can't stand the original me.

I get sad over time, I learned that I'm weak, very weak. Its not the same in the body in my dreams its strong and can turn people down in just a short period of time. I think its because when I was young I can't do anything but to shopping and be a spoiled brat.

I'm eleven years old when I fell into coma and its already 4 years and I'm fifteen now.

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