FIRST LOVE

I’m Tanya and I’m 15 years old.The first time that I heard about “The Secret” was when I was about 13 years old, when my sister and I watched the movie. Well I have to say truly that I forgot about “The Secret” since then but not for a long time.

Anyway, I was in 9th grade when I had crush on a boy that learned at my school. The problem was that I didn’t know him and he didn’t know me. I couldn’t speak to him because I was shy and the only way I could know him was by writing him in Facebook, and that’s what I did. I probably should mention that he kind of ignored me and I guess that it was a little bit annoying because everytime he was online I wrote him. He never wrote me first. I told him nothing when I saw him at school and nor did he.

I was really upset because he really didn’t want me and I didn’t know what to do. I wished that there would be any solution for my problem and then it appeared, when my sister gave me the book (“The Secret”). I read the book and I began to understand what I need to do if I really want to get this guy

At first I started to imagine that he is asking me to hanging out with him, that he loves me, that we are kissing and eventually that he’s my boyfriend. Then I started to believe that he’s actually going to ask me to hanging out with him and it wasn’t so hard. I remember that I asked my best friend to come shopping with me and I told her that I’m going to buy clothes for my first date with this guy. Of course she laughed because she thought that I was joking but I didn’t take care because I believed it’s true.

I bought new beautiful clothes for “our first date” and I believed with a full heart that it’s going to happen very soon but nothing happened so I started to doubt at “The Secret”, but then I got that it wasn’t happening because all this time I was a little bit afraid of the thought that maybe he likes more popular and more beautiful girls than me. I was angry at myself so I deleted this thought from my mind and I kept believing that I would get him anyway, and I waited for that impatiently.

The summer vacation began and I decided not to write him until he would write me first. But one day I saw him online on Facebook and I could not resist and I wrote him. This conversation that I had with him was totally different than the others we have had before. He asked me questions about my hobbies and many other things, I mean he was interested in me and it surprised me.

A day after he sent me a message and asked me to hang out with him.I started to cry with happiness when I saw the massage because at this moment I understood how can my thoughts affect my life. We were hanging out for sometime and then he asked me to be his girlfriend and by that time he loves me. Right now he’s my boyfriend and I really love him. I’m so thankful to have this person in my life and I’m more thankful that I learned to get things in my life by “The Secret”.

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