Chapter 11

            Hey champ how are you,you know its awkward,see your dad is finding it hard to talk to his own blood,i know you hate me and doesnt want to even listen to me but still i  wanna talk to you kook i tried to contact you many times and send many email and also posted many letters to you but i never thought that my son would hate me to the extant that he wouldn't even  try to contact his dad for once in these 6 years,i waited for your reply everyday,but you dint reply,and i am not blaming you for all this,i know i was the one who send you to Londond the next day you came out of the juvenile home,without meeting you,i was the one who treated you like an orphan,i was the one who left your side when you needed your father the most,i trusted that cunning woman instead of my own son,jungkook your mom would never forgive me for not treating you like a son for not helping you when you really seeking for my help,i promised your mom to keep you safe from evil eye ,to give you the happiness of the entire world,to love you the most but your dad failed mesirable in keeping the promise i made to your mom when she was in her death bed,i know i not only failed as a father but i failed as a husband too,i am a dissapointment jungkook,i am the most worst human ever,i deserve the worst punishment for ruining your life,i shouldn't have married again,i shouldn't have bring a step mother for you,but i am glad that i Found out her truth in time before she does any more harm i got to know about her true colors from the man who she gave the contract to kill me,he was the man who i helped once with his mother free cancer treatment  at Jeon Hospitals.It was hard for me to believe him but i myself saw her dirty true colours with my own eyes when i saw her giving him the last installment of money in lieu of killing me,jungkook i couldnt control my anger after knowing her truth and i myself killed her with my own hands and believe me i have no regret of killing this greedy lady,i married her,i gave her the place of your mother,i loved her,and what she did she destroyed my family,she implicated my son in the fake rape and molestation case,she made me hate you,she was after my money since day 1,she destroyed us jungkook,she made me a murderer,i mailed you many time kook but dint answer a single mail,i wanted to atleast listen to your voice before killing myself,but see god is punishing me for my mistakes,i am such an unfortunate father junkook,i am so sorry kook please forgive your dad,please,kook i dont have any courage left to face you to face the world now,this woman's body is lying in front of my eyes drenched in blood and its a satisfying site to watch,i took your revenge from her after killing her,she deserved to die,i couldnt let her live for ruining more lives,this pathetic woman has already destroyed your life,and by letting her live i cant put jay and y/n life in danger, thats why i killed her to  assure that my childrens are safe.And now its time for me to say goodbye,believe me kook i soo wanted to see you to hug you to say sorry to you for not believing you but your dad is a coward and he has no strength left to live anymore,and face the world again,i wish  she had not come into our lives, I would not have forced to take my life,it was all my mistake,my one wrong decision finished everything.I know even i wouldn't get peace even after my death the guilt of making her my priority over my own blood would haunt me even afterlife and you know kook i am afraid that how would i face your mom she woulnt forgive me for whatever i have  done to you.I am begging you to forgive me,please koo atleast you forgive your dad,i am so sorry my son,i am really sorry for everything.Take care of yourself my son and take care of jay and y/n they need you.They dont have anyone left to call a family but you.I LOVE YOU JUNGKOOK.AND I AM SORRY.GOODBYE

And the audio clip ended....

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Noo you cant leave me like this dad you cant,you cant leave me alone,and who am i to forgive you dad,you wasnt wrong dad,you were never wrong it was all her mistake dad,you dint deserve to die,i am sorry dad sorry for not answering your mails and your letters,i was angry on you dad but i never hated you,you were you are and will always be my hero how can i even think of hating you instead i hate myself for not being there for you when you needed me the most,i repeated the same mistake ,it was all my mistake to cut every contact from you,i became so blind in my anger that i dint even think of you once,i could have safed you from her because i was the one who knew her true face since the beginning but my anger issues and stubborness dint let me to come to you and say "Dad lets forget everything and start a new life"i should have contacted you dad,i should have read your mails and letters,i shoulnt have  showed my back to you when you tried to clear the issuess between us,i am sorry dad for my negligence,i miss you dad i miss you so much,i love you dad i love you........He was a crying mess bynow...he was again listening to his fathers audio clip which he recorded for his son before commiting suicide.whenever he feels lonely he come to the basement to spent some time with his father. Here he has preserved the memories of his father.Its his birthday today and also the day when death anniversry of his father.He hugged his fathers photo and his most favourate jacked and lade on the cold floor and closed his teary eyes and slept......

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