Chapter 2

Lexiana’s P.O.V

I knocked on the small wooden door of my apartment that stood in the far side of the thick woods where I stayed,a bit far away from the pack.I sighed seeing my visible breathe escape my mouth as I adjusted my coat to reduce the body biting cold.It would soon be winter and me loosing my job during that season wasn’t good for my little pups.I smiled at the blonde tall figure who opened the door for me with a smile on her plushy pink lips.Without a word I rushed in to feel the warmth of home.

Sasha:Welcome Lexi how was work?

She whispered.

Lexiana:They asleep?

I whispered back and she nodded her head.

Sasha:They were quite worn out after Pack School.

I understood that,today was Wednesday and on Wednesdays they’re always involved in anything that had to do with physical contact and sports.It was energy draining.

Lexiana:I really appreciate you staying late Sasha.I know I wasted your time...

Sasha:No you didn’t.I love taking care of your pups.It’s no problem,what are friends for?

She always said but I knew deep down that I was just burdening her.Sasha is mated to the beta of our pack so she actually had a lot of work in her hands especially when she was the second in command of the Pack School and even the daughter of our delta.She wasn’t even supposed to be around someone like me but she never cared.Her main concern were my pups.Even though they were considered bastards they were still a part of the pack and Sasha understood that.

Sasha:How was work today?Did everything go well?

She asked and I sadly sighed remembering what happened today.

Sasha:Oh it happened again?Didn’t it?

She asked knowing this wasn’t the first time.She sat next to me and handed me a cup of warm tea.It was like she read my mind.I needed something really warm to ease my tensed muscles.

Lexiana:Thanks.

I sipped the warm honey sweet liquid and felt it quench my thirst but when I digested it,it reminded me of someone.Someone I so wished I could forget.Someone that if not for me she’d still be alive till today.I immediately dropped the tea since it was only reminding me of her.

Sasha:How did it happen?

Sasha asked and I remained silent.Tje only that could be heard was the fire place that cackled.

Lexiana:It was the usual.My boss wanted me for sex,I refused and now I can’t go back there tomorrow since I am once again,fired.

I took off my jacket before throwing it on the couch next to me.I rested my head on the armchair I was sitting on looking up at the ceiling.All this was giving me a headache.

Lexiana:You know the funny thing Sasha.There are sometimes I really wanna say yes and I know if I say yes all my struggles would end and I’ll be able to take care of my pups but if I do it feels like I’m betraying myself,like...

Sasha:You’re betraying the father of your pups.

She took the words right out of my mouth and it took every muscle in my body not to cry again.All I did was nod my head as I felt her warm hands engulf mine.

Sasha:I understand Lexi,society is hard on you but just know that you still got me so don’t worry I’ll get you a new job.

I smiled before pulling her into a warm friendly hug.

Lexiana:Thanks Sasha really I will never know how to repay you.One day I will I promise.

I heard her giggled and felt her roll her eyes.

Sasha:It’s okay now you must be hungry.Let me go grab the leftover Mac and cheese in the fridge.

I watched her jump from the couch and head for the kitchen.Truly I didn’t deserve a friend like her.

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I creaked open their room’s door,slowly so they wouldn’t be alert because for normal werewolves my pups agility was a bit too high.By too high,I mean they’re too fast,too strong and too sensitive for pups their age.Makes me wonder if their father was an alpha or something.I peeked my head into the room and I smiled,warmth caressed my heart when I saw my lovely twin laying next to each other on the bed.Just the sight of them snoring away on the bed makes me forget all the bad things that happened to me today to look at the good side.The good side was the fact that I still had them though deep down I regret not killing myself that day on the jandy bridge.Yet if I had I wouldn’t have met him.Though it was just one night,I do not remember my wolf ever feeling so restless and excited before.I unfortunately do not remember him but my wolf did and she still yearned for him everyday.I do not even remember how it felt to loose my virginity because before I could feel the good sensation I passed out yet he proceeded to fuck me on the bridge’s bench.I might have passed out but my wolf was still wide awake.I crave for him,his touch,his scent,everything yet he wasn’t my mate.Oh how shameless of me?Yet I didn’t care.I’m really sorry my little pups.You do not deserve this.Goddess Luna made a huge mistake blessing a cursed woman like me with such beautiful and miraculous children.Not wanting to wake them up,I slowly closed the door.Nor letting out an ounce of breathe so as to not wake them from their peaceful slumber.

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