Chapter 11: Lumpia

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Present…

Nakauwi na rin sa wakas! Hays nakakapagod talaga pag friday, pero okay lang nakita ko naman siya…hehe..

Napaupo ako sa higaan ko para magpahinga, nang may nagnotif sa phone ko.

Luan messaged you:

“Psst”

Kinikilig~ ay..siya ba naman mag first move eh, first time noh?

Ataraxia:

“Yess??”

Luan:

“Wla lang”

Kulit naman neto. Sarap tadtarin ng pagmamahal..ayyy too much na ata

As always, tumagal ang pag-uusap namin. Ang galing noh? Parang napaka close sa chat pero pag sa personal hindi man lang nagpapansinan.

Luan:

“May tiktok ka?”

Ataraxia:

“Meron, 3 pa nga acc ko”

Luan:

“Ay grabe, baka naman pa support ng inaamag kong acc”

Ataraxia:

“Sge sgee, ano ba name?”

Luan:

“Wait tingnan ko”

After nun, binigay niya na yung user niya. Then ayun friends na kami sa tiktok! Pero…isa sa account ko dun is my personal acc which means baka makita niya mga thirst traps ko! Eme hindi naman ako marunong nun. Im a good girl po tsaka wala naman akong ganun sa mga vids ko

“Grabe namang pag ibig toh” ang sinabi ko sa sarili ko na nakangiti pa rin dahil kachat sya haysss…

Luan:

“Tapos na”

“Ikaw ba kumain na?!?”

Halaaaa, tinanong ay- sorry assumera talaga ako these days, kasalanan niya toh guys.

Ataraxia:

“Yesss kumain na po”

Luan:

“Goods yan para makabawi kasi laging puyat”

Tama nga naman siya, pero kukunin na talaga ako ni Lord  sa pagpupuyat ko or rather hindi na nga natutulog minsan. Sorry po…

Luan:

“Kain muna ako, di kita bigyan, d kasi ako nakikipag usap while eating”

“Nangangagat kasi ako nun”

Ataraxia:

“Daya, d ako bibigyan, pero cge eat wells sana mabulunan ka”

“Eme WAHAHAHAHA”

Luan:

“Halaa, may death threat”

Ataraxia:

“Ayy WAHHAHAAHAHAHAH”

Cute niya naman magchat…death threat daw, syempre hindi ako binigyan ehh, pero ayoko siyang mabulunan wawa naman kasi tsaka mawawalan ako ng inspiration at ng mamahalin sa araw-araw ayyy iba na pala yan

Luan’s notes:

“Cravings: Lumpia”

Ay ninotes talaga, wala na gusto ko tuloy ng lumpia, kasalanan niya talaga lahat toh

-You replied to his note

Ataraxia:

“Penge”

Luan:

“Sge may bayad”

Ataraxia:

“Magkano?”

Luan:

“1k”

Ataraxia:

“1k isang lumpia, mahal nmn”

Luan:

“Oo galing sa sikat na person”

Ataraxia:

“1k words lng kakayanin”

Luan:

“1k words of affirmation”

Hinahamon mo ba ako? Wag ka, specialty ko yan, kaya seseryosohin ko ehe

Ataraxia:

“Yun kaya ko yun”

Luan:

“Ok start now WHAHAHAHAHA”

Ay talaga ba??? Sige ahh ako pa talaga..

Ataraxia:

“You are perfect, special in your own way, magaling magsulat, magaling mag drawing, your humor is always perfection even if its broke”

“Ginawa talaga eh noh”

Luan:

“1k ba yan? WHAHAHAHAHAH”

Ay syempre hindi, kala mo tapos nako? I'm just getting started, dear ayyy

Ataraxia:

“Dpa tapos”

Luan:

“Ipunin mo lahat hanggang mag 1k, gawin mo kahit na saan ka WHAHAHAHA”

“Para may maisip ka pa tsaka para may reference ka kasi nakikita mo ko WHAHAHAHAHAH”

Aysusss I don’t need many days, kaya ko yan gawin in minutes, kahit hindi ko siya makita, madami akong naiisip, siya kasi lagi nasa isip ko eh. Hindi ba siya napapagod?

Ataraxia:

“Ay ganun???”

Hindi niya ata alam na nagawa nako, ilang words na ba? Ayun 120 pa lang

Minutes passed….naka 754 nako ehe, inform ko siya~

Ataraxia:

“Kuysss, 754 words na ohhh”

Luan:

“Ang bilis naman!”

Ayun..lumipas na naman ng ilang minuto naka 1k na rin sobra pa nga. What if gawin kong 2k???

Ataraxia:

“Pano ba yan kuys, lumagpas sa 1k? Dpat dalawa lumpia ko ahh”

Luan:

“Lahhhh, grabe ka”

Gagawin ko na ngang 2k, deserve niya naman

Ataraxia:

“You want words of affirmation? Well here you go:

First of all, you are an amazing writer and artist, pagpatuloy mo yan. You’ve amazed me many times, I don’t know how but I guess that’s just what it is. Aaminin ko, I find you handsome and cute you know? I like the way your hair bounces or moves when you're walking. It's satisfying. Your mannerisms are also adorable! The way you chat had me smiling every time because of that. You should know that you are perfect just the way you are, there’s nothing you need to change about yourself, don’t let them judge you, they’re just jealous that you can live for who you are. Don’t live in an act, okay? Let yourself be free from worries. Also you deserve to be okay, in a great condition, to feel like the world isn’t against you, more than anything. You’ve been through stuff you didn’t deserve and didn’t tell anyone about it because of how hard it is. Even if you did, you can’t explain the exact details of what you are feeling. I feel you. You faced many problems and I hope you recover soon. I know you can. We think we can’t but trust me, you are stronger than you think, don’t downgrade yourself because of those. It’s okay to be selfish and taking care of yourself. Know the difference between self-love and self-centered. You are unique. No one has your personality. No one can smile the way you do.No one else is like you. No matter how similar  someone may look, or act like  you, no one is truly you. Being different doesn’t mean you can’t be friends with others, or you don’t belong in this world, but i’ll tell you that being unique is one of the best things a world can have. A world without you is different, no matter how you see it. You're still here for a reason. You're still breathing for a reason. Someone will always be there and care for you. Don’t say that no one does, because I do. Don’t compare yourself to others, they are NOT you, okay? Also you don’t have to push yourself too hard, its bad for your health, it can lead to stress, you know? God didn’t make anyone worthless or useless. Always keep that in mind whenever you feel that way. If you did do all these things I told you? Then thank you cause you really need it. I guess ayun lang? Again perfect ka, wag kang mag isip isip ng kung ano ano or bad about yourself. Don’t blame yourself, it's harmful. And if you think na these are all fake? Trust me, I mean every word I said. 100%. Love yourself alwaysss”

Luan:

“Speechless.”

“One word that describe what i'm feeling right now”

Ataraxia:

“You deserve it nmn kuys”

Did I actually did it? I sent it! Goshhh sa tagal tagal na gusto kong sabihin sa kanya yun, pero yung gusto ko siya? I think wag muna yun…

Haysss, dapat may 2 akong lumpia neto!

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Author’s note: Well the word of affirmation is not really 2k words, it's just half of what I did WHAHAHAAHAH baka kasi sabihin niyo super haba, but I did do 2k words, I'll write a special chapter for it! Also sorry for not updating lately, I had so many activities, tambak tambak ehh, then last week, i think? I had a fever, not that high but I had to rest muna para makaupload ng marami pag nakarecover. Anyways, that’s all!!!

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