CHAPTER TWO

When they got to Yamato’s condo, he bid seunghoo goodbye but was interrupted by him. Uh….. Yamato can I ask you a question if it won’t sound offensive to you. Yamato knows he was trying to bring up what happened at the bar again, uhhh sure he answered.

Are you really gay?? Seunghoo asked. Yamato frozen for a moment, uh….i…..I don’t….i … don’t know, I mean, am not sure ,he answered while fidgeting his fingers nervously. You don’t have to be nervous or ashamed he said while holding his hand,I just asked because you act so feminine.

yamato immediately removed his hands from seunghoo’s. Am not sure, if am gay even if I’ll be I can’t let it happen Yamato said. seunghoo knows that Yamato is gay because a gay who hasn’t come outt yet will continue denying the fact that he’s gay. You know, it isn’t bad to be gay the problem is just that you will be criticized by so many people or even family members when you hide it that long.

Uhhh .. Hyung I’ll need to get inside now it’s already late. Seunghoo knows Yamato was trying to avoid the question. Come on,okay okay I’ll leave you now.seunghoo said as he left. Yamato went inside and fell on the bed as sleep evaded his eyes.

The next day was Saturday and that day was Yamato free day, he doesn’t go to work, he just stayed at home.

Yamato was relieved it was Saturday because he didn’t know how he will face the whole bar due to that incident. So he decided to go groceries shopping at the supermarket. When he got there almost everyone were staring at him not because he was feminine but because he was pretty.

he ran to the bathroom to check if he was stained or something but nothing happened. Then someone came inside.

Hi the man said.

uhmm hello Yamato replied while trying to go out but the man was standing in his way.

Umm sir can I go out please your near the door so please if you will excuse me

Then the man spoke, you see I have been looking later you since you entered the supermarket and I want to say I like you and I would want to hook up with you, I mean your sexy he said making Yamato stomach churn.

Thank you sir,but am not interested, I think I need to go Yamato said as he hurriedly went to the door but was blocked. Uh…..sir what are you doing, I need to go out please Yamato said as he was already sweating from being scared. Can I touch you here? As in now the man asked smirking. Sir I can’t do that,can I just please go out. Suddenly he was pushed too the wall and he hits his back one the wall, ouch!!! He cried in pain. So because am going easy on you that’s why your ranting. Then a punch came to Yamato’s face that tore his lips and he started to bleed .

sir, please stop your hurting me,I don’t even know you. Then he tore his shirt open and started sucking Yamato neck. Yamato was screaming help!!!!! But no one came . Then he went to Yamato trousers and started unbuttoning it. Don’t worry no need to scream save it for when am going to fuck you. Yamato was disgusted by his words and with himself. He hurriedly pushed him with all his strength and stood up, immediately Yamato legs were caught and it made him fall to the ground hitting his head and he bled out. Suddenly the door was opened by seunghoo who didn’t expect to meet this scene here in the supermarket then reality came to him that the boy on the floor was Yamato, suddenly he flare up and kicked the man off him, then he carried Yamato to his car. Yamato was scared and he just bent his head down refusing to look up, he was scared people were going to laugh at him for being a weakling. He wanted to hide from the world because the world were unkind to him. When they got to the car seunghooo placed him on the seat and drove off. All the way to seunghoo place Yamatoo faced the window and didn’t say a word . He doesn’t want seunghoong to see the hickey on his neck he just faced the window crying. When they arrived seunghoo then carried him to his house. When he got inside he took the first aid box and wiped off the blood stains on Yamato face . Are you okay Yamato? He asked . Yamato hands were shaking and he was trembling. He was scared to raise his head up, he doesn’t want to see the disappointment or disgust on seunghoo face. I don’t know Hyung I…I… don’t feel comfortable, I feel dirty with all this marks on my body . I want to get rid of his touches and kisses on my body Yamato finally said making seunghoo confused. Like what are you saying, what do you mean.

I meant can I take my bath here am scared of going home and staying alone he said . Oh okay, there’s the bathroom, or should I help you out? seunghoo asked. Umm no I can help myself Yamato said. When Yamato was done he came out and sat on the couch . Hyung I think I’ll spend the night here on the couch so as not to make you feel uncomfortable Yamato said. Okay do anything you want but you never make me uncomfortable seunghoo said.

Few minutes later the light snore of Yamato was heard which indicated that he was already asleep;seunghoo looked at him as he curled himself up. Seunghoo thinks maybe he was cold and so he carried him to the bed. I really want to know more about you Yamato and I don’t know if what I feel for you is love or just kindness.

yamato heard all the things seunghoo said to him but he didn’t open his eyes. I know is your not ready for love. Am not sure but I think I like you,seunghoo said.

Yamato was surprised that seunghoo likes him, does that mean he’s gay?

I know your awake, your eyelids are moving , seunghoo said. Yamato opened his eyes and immediately their eyes locked together. Yamato was looking at seunghoo and so was seunghoo. Seunghoo held Yamato hands and then he bent down and kissed Yamato. Yamato lightly pushed seunghoo.

am sorry,am sorry seunghoo said.

it’s okay I will uhmmm sleep in the sitting room Yamato said and went out.

Oh God, seunghoo what have you done? You just ruined everything seunghoo scolded himself

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