I am back

I was back in my 16-year-old body which was hard to believe at first but now that I confirmed it by brutally pinching my cheeks which were now red and in pain I was sure. My mind was a turmoil with thoughts taking over me, and it took me time to rearrange them while I thought of plotting revenge to those who caused me harm, I realized it was still midnight and my body was drowsy and needed some rest certainly anyway who wakes up in the middle of night and have thoughts of killing someone. As I went into deep slumber I couldn't deny but believe the fact that those fables of prophets were true. "Being reincarnated when your soul was doing through fury due to injustice"

When the sun blazed outside my room making every corner of the kingdom lit up without discriminating the aristocrat or the commoner. My maid kennie lifted the curtain and gave me my usual morning greetings, rose my another lady in waiting gave a quick call to kennie to be fast as my family was asking for my presence. Watching those familiar figures bought tears to my eyes I disregarded their unwavering loyalty to me and executed them just for a reason which was too childish and I believed it.

As tears streamed down my face both of them panicked and rose rushed to my family barged in concern lingering on their face . As I noticed everything was same my mother Lilith Elstartian was not a day older as i remembered her . Her beautiful face was now showing the sign of concern I was not the type who would express my emotions and be sentimental it new to them and me . My father Anderson Elstartian who was the beastly warlord of the battle was now so distressed seeing me cry asking if I was okay. My brother Austin who was definitely cold and indifferent to everyone except his family who knew his crazy fun side was anxious asking what happened . I could not say anything while the guilt was eating me inside and seeing them infront of me relieved me my feelings were a total Chaos at the moment I could think of nothing other than crying and in a second I was wailing loudly. i could not see their faces my eyes were all glossy as tears were continusly flowing out of them I was all coming out every ounce of regert, loneliness everything. My mother without wasting a second took me in her warm embrace and my father continusly patting my back. For an hour or so i cried then finally stopped, seeing me a settling down a little they asked me what happened and I felt like crying again I became a crybaby I guess but of course I didnt i didn't have the tears nor my voice box was helping me . My eyes must have been really red from crying and I must be in my most dishelved state but I couldn't care less. Although i could not tell them about my past life i told them the truth makes with a nightmare about losing them . My brother commented that I was dumb for crying for such a reason which my father hit him on his flat head telling him to shut up . My mother soothed me that everything was okay they were with me . Until I totally calmed down they were their . I was such a loser in my past life to not cherish such a family. I was angry on myself and wished only if I was a little open to them would all of that ever happened. I could do nothing about the past but I would definitely make the future better

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