I will not marry you

I fell a sleep.

All was quiet, and I felt warmth.

But in an instant a flash of memories passed in front of me. This was the memories of this lady, the lady that I possessed.

Her childhood, people that she meet, violence, loneliness, anger, happiness…

I re lived all of that memories and emotions like those was mine. Her life must have been really hard without a mother, poor girl.

Her mother passed away for a illness like my mother. I kinda pity Desirè.

I learned a lot of things like:

i am eighteen in this body too, I trained with the sword so this body is a little resistant,I've never been with a man even in this life, and I have a older brother who is married.

One last memory passed through me: Her death. She took poison because she didn't want to get married. We died at the same time.

Probably this got my soul in to her body.

So I have no regrets, for a little I through that I took her place and that would have saddened me a little if I was the one who didn't let her live her own life at free will.

But really, I didn't expect, that a girl like her killed herself. Well I agree that is ten times better than be sold of to some random aristocrat and be treated like on object for the rest of your days. She was full of fear. I am not. Cause in my past life, all the abuse that I had to endure, made me became brave.

Meanwhile this body is beautiful and healthy, in my past life I had a big scar who was from my left shoulder to almost my right leg. A gift from my father, whom for save himself from a robber with a knife, who was about to stab him, I was stabbed in his place, he used me as a shield. But yet people around me kept thinking that I was beautiful even with that scar. I never tried to hide it, all the contrary: I showed it with confidence.

When I reincarnated I was not shaken.

Why? Because I have read more than tre hundred novels and a lot of them talked about situations like this. But I did not expect that my first day as a person who just reincarnated, was the day of my marriage.

Desirè was really an obedient and composed person, but I am not. She would accept the fact that she would get married without moving a inch, but heck no! Ain't no way I am getting married to some random dude.

My father woke me up but with all this thinking I didn't sleep much, we arrived at our destination. I was surprised by the fact that I was right about the church.

I took my father hand to get of from the carriage like noble ladies always do.

I am so glad that I read a lot of novels, or I will be screwed.

I took my father arm and I walked in. Rose petals fallen from the roof of the church.

A strange circle appeared at the celling.

" I announce the arrive of the count Draconis and his daughter!"

Magicians! I would recognize the magic circles everywhere! So in this world magic is permitted! I was thinking that maybe ones with magic was burned alive like witches, but this is the best! people can use magic freely!

But am I going to marry that old hag!?

An old and creepy person was standing in front of me with a perverted smirk on his face.

Just you wait you old hag! I will never marry you. And if I run away here, my father would not be in danger so this is perfect.

The priest arrived and he started to make a long talk. Then it was time to do the promise.

" Magistrate Delaan, do you wish to take Desirè Draconis as your bride?"

" Yes I do" said the old man

" Desirè Draconis do you wish to take Magistrate Delaan as your husband?"

" I ... Don't! I would not marry him, not even if the great heavens demanded it! "

I took of my heels ripped half of my dress and run out the church. People was following me, but I did not stop till I saw the woods. I climbed a tree and I hid my self till all the guards was gone.

This body is pretty resistant, but thank god that in my past life I learned self defense.

I was black belt of Karate and Kendo, so I know perfectly how to defend myself.

I started to walk till I saw a little village.

An hour or two must have passed since I ran away. I was still in possession of my jewels and they were a lot, really a lot.

If I sell them I will be able to buy decent and comfortably clothes and an artifact.

Living alone as a woman is dangerous especially in this century, because of the slave market. So if I buy a artifact that can make me look like a boy it will be the best.

So I started looking out for a jewellery where I could sell my things, a dress shop and a magical tools shop. Oh maybe I need a weapon. Two daggers will be perfect, but first let's get some clothes and bandages.

I was on my way when a lady in poor clothes and a child appeared. " Hello little lady" said that old woman" hello! " I have an idea. If I go to a dress shop like this people will be suspicious of me and report me to the knights so is better if I ask this lady for some boy clothes and bandages.

" Hello, I am sorry I don't want to sound rude, but could you lend me some boy clothes and bandages ?" The lady looked at me with a gaze full of understanding.

" Why, of course dear ! I understand. Please follow me."

She guided me to her house, and took some clothes for me.

" These are the only ones I have I hope they are enough"

" Oh my, thank you so much! And if I don't bother you too much could you help me to put on some bandages? I need to hide my chest."

Ahhh finally I am able to remove this corset

It was difficult even to breathe with that thin on!

After I finished putting on bandages and clothes I washed off my makeup, I was able to dye my hair thanks to the lady who was having some hair dies, and I tied them up.

" Thank you for everything" I said

" If it wasn't for you, I would have been I big trouble, so please take some of my jewels."

" Oh dear! No no no I can't accept this!"

" I insist! You gave me clothes, helped me, dyed my hair, whiteout knowing who am I!

so please take them, is the only thing that I can do for repay your kindness."

And after really, really a lot of time I was able to convince her to take some of my jewels.

" So I'll be on my way! Thank you a lot!"

"God may be with you young lady! Good luck!"

An from now on my name is Hans.

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