Insecurities
"No, I'm the princess from the lost kindom" said Amethyst.
"No I said it first so I am" said Ashley.
"No I am" said Amethyst.
"Well, I'm the older one so you better listen to me!" shouted Ashley and Amethyst started crying.
"Well I'm Cinderella" I said and everyone started. What?, I thought, You all say stuff like that all the time and everyone plays along. This is my first time and why are you all laughing? Maybe cause it was my first time. I never said shit like that.
"Yay look at me I'm a cowboy!" I said with my hairband spinning around my finger and laughing. We were all having a good time till the hairband flew out of the window. Everyone gasped. But I told them it was okay but I knew it wasn't as it was the millionth time this happened. Mom would beat me when I get home. When I reached home my mom started shouting at me and I hid behind the curtains, which was a stupid thing to do as the curtains were translucent and she could see me.
It was lunch time. I had brought french fries. It took me a lot of time to finish the lunch. In fact lunch break was over. I was the only one eating. The fries were all oily. Sally covered her fingers with the oil and put them in my ears. I remember telling her to stop but she wouldn't. So I stopped trying.
All the girls went to the washroom together. They had asked us to. The teachers. I bet they didn't know that we also peed together. Okay not 'we', 'they'. I didn't like doing that. Why would I wanna show my vagina to others? One day I had a cold and it was raining. The way to the washroom had included a path which was outside. But it was raining and I had a cold so the teacher said I couldn't go and took me back to class. He was my dance teacher and I hated him. When I transferred into another school I was happy he wouldn't be there.
I had forgotten where I kept my mini chalkboard. So I bought a cardboard. Everyone wanted to write on it and kept asking me for a piece. I only gave it to Mike. I would have given some to others too but soon the teacher found out and scolded me.
My dad used to teach me Maths and English. Once my dad asked me to do all the exercises in the textbook and I did. But the day after my teacher was correcting the textbook and asked me why I had done all of this. I just remained silent. She scolded me and I went back to the seat. Only after a couple of years had my dad told me I was the topper in the whole of KG.
I was running all around the class making hella noise and everyone was enjoying it. I had a lot of friends. But soon the teacher came in and beat me. I didn't cry though. I never cried. Maybe that's why she beat me. Because I wouldn't cry.
It was my birthday and I had worn my favorite red dress. I gave toffees to everyone. But Mike kept asking for more and soon I found out that the toffees had finished and told him there's no more. You might think that Mike's a bitch but he remains one of my friends till now and there were a lot of cute moments between us when we were kids and a lot of kids shipped us.
That's all I remember of when I was in KG. It was almost a decade later when I realized I was a pushover. Not that I'm not a pushover now. At least I'm with the popular gang. So not anyone can bully me and manipulate me now. And even if I ever have a kid, I wouldn't care if they were like me. I think I'm okay the way I am now.
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