The heat within his body calmed down just a bit, he needed more applications, that was the problem, the more applications, the more addicted he became to it.
The solution was to let out the pheromone, not suppress it with the suppressor.
If only he could tear out the gland behind his neck, everything would be better.
The effect of the suppressor lasted for a short time and as a side effect, his body ached and burned more, he was about to collapse.
“Sh*t”, with his last shred of consciousness, Aiden cursed that alpha and lost consciousness.
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His dream had always been to study medicine, to focus on research into drugs that could help omegas, as a recessive omega, he understood very well how it felt to be discriminated against for being born an omega even though it was not his decision.
He studied hard to get into one of the best universities, pushed his body harder than he could handle, and in the end he succeeded, as an outstanding student, he was immediately accepted into one of the most important research centers, finally fulfilling his dreams.
Although he didn't have full access to various documents because he was an omega, he focused on researching and creating a drug that could counteract the effect of the omega suppressor.
It took a long time, but the expected result was close, but he did not foresee the terrible incident of which he would be the protagonist.
Aiden had grown up in an orphanage, he was fully aware of the problems involved in having a heat cycle when you don't have the resources to buy good medicine, and if you did manage to get hold of it, it was damaging to your health.
Keeping several omegas without families was an expense that no one was willing to bear because it represented a large expense in medicines, which made it difficult to purchase suppressors. At an early age, Aiden left the orphanage with the desire to improve the situation of the children and young people at the orphanage, obtaining a scholarship for his good grades and some support from the government.
His dreams were cut short one rainy night when he was returning home, he always tried to apply his suppressants on the date indicated for his heat cycle, the date was near, so he only took a few pills to hide the scent, which was usual for any omega.
However, as he was walking down the street that day, a strong scent came from one of the dark streets, on a rainy day, the streets were not crowded, so Aiden quickened his pace fearing that something might happen, because the scent was that of an Alpha in Rut.
But the opponent caught up with him effortlessly and dragged him into the dark street.
Aiden resisted as much as he could, but the alpha's pheromone was too strong for him to be a dominant, which ended up triggering his heat cycle and mixing with his own.
Instinct was stronger than reason, desire overcame his conscience, however, the act was cruel and painful, only thinking of the satisfaction of one.
The coldness of the wet floor was the only thing that felt real, he didn't know how long it had been like that, until everything went dark in front of him and he didn't remember anything.
When he woke up, he was in a strange room, the feeling of pain in his body could still be felt.
He looked around, and the first thing that came into view was a pair of hands with red-painted nails.
“From now on you will stay here, I don't want any scandal in my family, it is enough with the shame you brought to my precious son”
That was the only time he saw that woman, he had no way of communicating with the outside world, the house was too far from the city and the bodyguards would not let him out.
He didn't get a chance to speak, if they asked him he wouldn't say anything, but he was just locked up in this place without his opinion being taken into account.
His belly grew over time, the longing for the child's father increased as the being inside him grew, he needed his pheromones, or if it was not possible, he needed some medicine that could help him.
He asked for help several times, but he was not heard, he knew that everything would go wrong if he did not find pheromones for the baby inside him, although he tried to find some way to cope, there was nothing in the house that he could use.
In the end he could only apply suppressants that would calm his desire for the alpha who had attacked him, everything worsened by the constant application.
Everything was affected, both his body and mind collapsed, a doctor came to see him, but only gave him more medications that worsened his condition.
He tried to convince himself that the baby inside him was not at fault, but whenever he saw his bulging belly he remembered that day he was attacked, and the one responsible was the father of that baby growing inside him.
He was in pain all the time, the lack of his partner's pheromones ended up damaging his mental state, and the day of the birth, it was the greatest pain he had ever felt, he just wanted to die and finally rest in peace.
He couldn't bear to see the baby or hear it, the worst thing was that the baby was left in the same house as him and he had to hear it all day long.
He never saw the baby once, he needed him, he needed his dad's pheromones, but he couldn't give them to him and he didn't.
He would stay in his room all the time, lying on the bed, applying various suppressants and taking various medications.
He could no longer bear to live like this, he no longer saw a future for himself, moreover, he had damaged an innocent being forever, and the guilt would not let him go on.
One day he made the decision to end it all, it was the happiest day of his life, he could finally rest.
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Aiden opened his eyes slowly, all those memories running through his mind, lying back on a hospital bed, all he felt was a deep sadness and hatred.
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Andro
that's really bad I hope they all suffer for what they did to you please don't forgive them easily
2025-03-12
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