chapter 19

LT: U watch waaaaay too much porn

DTD: I knowwwww! (Facepalm). Was thinking maybe that's it, in porn the guys say Your all grown up and the girls have always developed these massive tits over the summer or something. And I haven't. Ive got the same flatties I had before. (A long row of crying emojis)

LT: Hahahahaha. What about movie night? Thought you said bitchmum told u way back he loves lingerie and you were gonna dance about in your lingerie till he just has to fuck u. Yr message about the romper was hottttt.

DTD: Soooooo started off perfect. First couple went to plan, cuddling, he didn't know where to look with the romper.

DTD: Next week was on my period and first week of term was intense so stressed so nothing gonna happen. So we just cuddle d a couple of night and that's really nice.

DTD: Monday there we're watching love island and I'm trying to move the convo to sex. He doesn't really bite but then he puts this big blankie over both of us and I'm able to play with my little kitty,right beside him. felt like such a secret slut was so good. Didn't cum or anything just that nice way when you play for ages. T

DTD: Last week I wear my Fuck Me outfit. the sexiest piece of lingerie I own. I'm buzzing, Im so getting fucked in this. It's a cami top and french knickers but in red satin with a lace trim, little shorts that show my butt if I stretch.

DTD: So I walk in and he's waiting for me and says "wow" actual wow im so excited and we cuddle a bit then I stretch over him to get the wine and he hes gotta get a great view of my butt. And i can see he's hard af and I'm stroking his arm and then nothing

LT: Nothing?

DTD: Yep. He moves me so were kinda spooning but sitting up, I'm leaning against his chest, and his arm is around me and I waiting for something to happen and it doesn't.

DTD: I push back against him but I'm not between his legs so I can't do anything. And we watch the movie and nothing happens. Hes really affectionate and plays with my hair and stuff but nothing.

DTD: So I dunno what to do.

DTD: always said it wouldn't happen overnight I know I know but I'm getting nowhere .Like he must know I want him he must just not be into me. I just sorta assumed he would just because I look like mum and older guys have always hit on me, even my friends dads used to eye fuck me at shows. But mum has a much better body, she's much curvier.

DTD: And we're totally different personalities. She is vivacious but I'm introverted. Abd he liked that when I was a kid but that's different I guess.