School (3)

when he arrives, the town is already burning

Many were running out of town

Amidst the chaos, Jason runs to the school only to find it burning

a big monster in the middle

Jason found Havel

but at the hand of the monster

Jason immediately ran towards them, desperate to save Havel

Havel looks at Jason with tears

The monster raised his hand and opened his big mouth

Both of them widened their eyes

...*chump*...

Jason felt colors disappearing in his world

His heart stopped beating, and everything felt empty

he wishes none of this is true

He is still sleeping, and when he closes his eyes, He will wake up again, and Havel will wake him up with a smile

He thought this was just a nightmare

Or maybe they're just pretending

He knew it, he knew it, but he tried to escape it, He didn't want to believe it

He felt as his world crumbled to pieces

he wanted to rage, he wanted to destroy everything

...none of this is true...

...none of this is true...

...I'm still dreaming...

...None of this will happen...

...This isn't reality...

...I have to wake up...

...I need to wake up...

...For Havel...

He thought again and again as his body continued to run to the fire

He doesn't care anymore

all he wanted was Havel

All he wanted was to be with Havel and live with Havel

He wants to reach Havel

He wants to go to Havel

...His world black out...

.......

.......

.......

After a while, Jason didn't know what happened next

He just felt empty

He walks unknowingly back to their house

He felt numb

He lost everything he had

8 years ago He also lost his everything

But he heard a little kid's cry and found Havel, his parents' friend child

he gained a new reason to move on, to keep going

He promised himself to protect Havel

To love Havel and care for him

To never let Havel out of his sight

To never get Havel in danger

but now...

He blamed himself

If he isn't such an asshole

If he only looks after Havel

If he only watches Havel

If only he paid more attention to Havel

this wouldn't have happened

none of this would have happened

He wouldn't have lost his Havel

He sat down near the pile of books

Havel loves learning and reading so much...

He looks at his hand, and there, a teddy bear

He found it and gift it to Havel when Havel turned 10

The teddy bear might look dirty, but it's pretty clean, showing how much the owner loves it and cleans it

Jason couldn't hold back his tears anymore

He just wishes this is all a dream. This is all fake

...If there's anyone out there, please take my life instead...

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I know what it feels like when you lose someone, so what he felt now is what I felt when I lost her

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