first created.

what are these weird noises am I hearing? what are these burdens?am I dreaming?

suddenly my body felt sore, I..i can't move, I am trapped in my own self...

I finally open my eyes...where am I? is that my mom? why is she laying in a hospital? her heart is so weak, no I can't lose her right now,i...i need her.

we are all gathered at the hospital trying to figure out a solution for mom's surgery.

the analysis.....i am going to give my mom my kidney so she can live.

the day of the surgery..i wish I can make it out of the block alive. I really wish I could choose.

I am sleeping again unable to move or speak or even breathe...

I open my eyes I am with my family, my mom is....fine she is healthy.

my dad is saying that we are moving to Canada, very far from our current country, we are leaving in 2 days, I didn't really feel sad cause I don't really have that much friends to miss, and I've always been a nerd so I didn't really interfere with any of my classmates.

we left for the airport early in the morning and gone for our flight.

I played my favorite bts music and tried to relax.

it was actually very though for me in my country so I really liked the idea of emigration.

finally arrived....

what?! am I taking another flight? and to..... to Korea? am I finally meeting my idols??! my dream is finally coming true.

I write a little list of my needs.

money.. check

bag of makeup..check

audition submission.. check

extra hairbands.. check

my lightbomb..check

5:30 pm at Incheon Airport,

this has to be a dream, soon I am going to faint from joy, I am really taking a moment to get into the situation.

I ordered an iced Americano and left the airport.

I first stopped at the K-pop industry to audition, I am so nervous already *taking a deep breath * let's calm down everything is going to be OK.

ceo: so you are aya also known as Kim hyeoyeon, have you ever worked for an industry before?

"yes I have been a staff for 2 years".

ceo: okay, so what are your skills that we can use in our industry?

"I can do both males and females makeup and also design clothes."

ceo: you are 13 years old, but can you bear all of the working hours?

"I have no problem, and I have an early age contract so you have nothing to worry about sir".

ceo: you can comeback next week for the actual audition, you will be staying at the trainees dorm.

I went to the dorm and so many thoughts came into my mind again 😥😥

will I be able to make it? how about working harder? I don't think I am the person that I wanted myself to be, but I am still young tho, right?

I surrendered from my thoughts and slept..

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