Discussion.
In the Bangtan dorm, most were fast asleep.
But in Namjoon's studio, Bangtans leader and oldest, were performing their ritual.
Usually, when they had had a stressful day and needed to unwind, and the next day was a free day, Kim Seokjin and Kim Namjoon would gather in his studio or the others to have some food and drink, talk and think together. it was things like this that made their bond so strong.
Call it gossiping if you will, but these two knew that things like this held them together sometimes.
Kim Seokjin
Aah Namjoon-ah how was the extra practice with Hoseok today? You looked drained.
Kim Namjoon aka RM
You know hw serious and passionate Hoseok is about his dance.
Kim Seokjin
Two contradictory words in the same statement, how ironic
Kim Namjoon aka RM
Speaking of contradictory, I'm worried hyung.
Jin opened the bottle of grape wine (nk serious alcohol was drunk on these nights) and poured some fir both of them.
Kim Namjoon aka RM
The maknae line for one thing.
Kim Seokjin
So you've noticed it too, huh?
Kim Namjoon aka RM
Yes. I might not have before, but today....Jimin met me and we..discussed something. its his private business, so I shouldn't disclose it.
Kim Seokjin
He has a crush on Yoongi, doesn't he?
Kim Namjoon aka RM
How did you know?
Kim Seokjin
I'm 28 years old, I'd be a fool if I didn't see such infatuations a mile away.
Kim Seokjin
Today, Jungkook came to me. he told you he had come to you some time back as well, about having a crush on Jimin.
Kim Seokjin
So you can already see the problem played out
Kim Namjoon aka RM
And who does Yoongi love, I wonder?
Kim Seokjin
I'd be more worried about who else loves Jimin. I've noticed Taehyung too. it's a recipe for disaster
Kim Namjoon aka RM
Do you think Yoongi knows all this? He's nearly your age, he might have noticed it too.
Kim Seokjin
*takes a bite of his rice* It depends. Yoongi is not stupid, but he is innocent in his own way. He doesn't see anyone liking him as he doesn't see himself as the kind to be attractive, but I think he noticed Taehyung and Jungkook's affections. I think one time he made a comment about horny adults, when Taehyung got...um...hard, after Jimin sat on his lap
Kim Namjoon aka RM
I didn't even notice that.
Kim Seokjin
But he doesn't realise Jimin likes him.
Kim Namjoon aka RM
And if you've noticed, Jungkook and Taehyung don't just playfight anymore....I had to stop them from physically confronting once.
Kim Namjoon aka RM
Who would get to play overwatch with Jimin.
Jin leaned over to swipe some crumbs from Namjoons mouth. Namjoon smiled, thankful that the dim lights could hide his cheeks
Kim Namjoon aka RM
So, they suspect each other of liking Jimin and are ready to throw hands.
Kim Seokjin
Not just at each other. I've noticed a kind of edge in Jungkooks voice when he speaks to Yoongi. And Taehyung doesn't like being in the same room as Yoongi.
Kim Namjoon aka RM
Same room? Why?
Kim Seokjin
Well, I think it's becuz of their rule. remember, if they have a disagreement, they always hold hands. And I don't think Taehying wants to hold anyone's hand other than Jimins at the moment.
Kim Namjoon aka RM
Fortunately Yoongi is very calm and patient. I just hope this won't affect his mental health. he's been doing so well lately.
Kim Namjoon aka RM
Looks like only the hyung line are sane.e
Kim Seokjin
Yh...um not really.
Kim Namjoon aka RM
What?! what did I miss?
Kim Seokjin
As you know, Hoseok and Yoongi are best friends, they're like soulamtes.
And jimin....jimin can be very petty.
Kim Seokjin
And sadly, Jimin has been rude to Hoseok, and Hoseok isn't as calm as Yoongi. they've had verbal confrontations, but I usually mediated, since I noticed this from the start.
Kim Namjoon aka RM
I should have noticed and been more observant.
Kim Seokjin
Don't beat yourself up about it. One person can only notice so much.
Kim Namjoon aka RM
Does Jimin know the other maknaes have feelings for him?
Kim Seokjin
That's a possibility I haven't thought of.
Kim Seokjin
I don't think he's leading them on. they're his best friends and he cares about them too much. he must be oblivious.
Kim Namjoon aka RM
But if they're his best friends, he should have told them about his crush in hyung. it could explain how they knew about this so soon.
Kim Namjoon aka RM
So here's the table.
Kim Namjoon aka RM
two people like one person who like someone else.
Kim Namjoon aka RM
Those two people are now jealous of that one person who sees nothing amiss. And the person whom they are in love with is jealous of someone he thinks is trying to steal the subject of his affections, who is innocent.
Kim Seokjin
It's so confusing.
Join leaned back in h8s chair and sighed, giving Namjoon a clear view of his collar bones and making him swallow nervously e
Kim Seokjin
How would you deal with this?
Kim Namjoon aka RM
I'd prefer for them to say their feelings out loud so we can discuss it, but you can't force someone to confess and I don't want anyone feeling overwhelmed, or angry or jealous or guilty.
Kim Seokjin
I think you should let this play out to a point. The human feelings can hardly be controlled. there's little to nothing one can do in this case.
Kim Namjoon aka RM
I think, that's the best course of action.
Namjoon sipped his wine and looked at Jin, so grateful to have someone he could share his burdens with.
Kim Seokjin
And you know, I'd be a fool of I noticed the other's crushes, but not yours Namjoon. *grins
Kim Namjoon aka RM
*nearly chokes
Kim Seokjin
*pats his back
Kim Seokjin
Careful. Can't have it getting into your windpipes
Kim Namjoon aka RM
You-you know i have a crush on you?!!
Kim Seokjin
I don't think that's how confessions go.
Jin smiled softly and leaned forward, looking his dongsaeng in the eyes.
Namjoon summoned all his courage and decided to shoot his shot
Kim Namjoon aka RM
Jin, I know you're older than me, and it might seem like a crush, but regardless, you've made me feel things I don't usually feel toward other people. I honestly find myself just wondering how any human can be so close to perfect. you're beautiful and talented, and I feel so honoured just to know you.
what I'm saying is, I love you Jin. Will you be my boyfriend?
Jin smiled and kissed Namjoons cheek
Kim Seokjin
I've known for longer than you think. since wanted to see how long this would last, to see if you truly felt love or if ti was just infatuation.
I think I love you too, but I'd like some time to think over it throughly if that's fine with you
Kim Namjoon aka RM
I've waited years. Take all the time you need.
Namjoon looked down sheepishly for a moment
Kim Namjoon aka RM
Will it be OK if I hug you and kiss your chee, often though?
Jin laughed. The confident man looked so shy and hopeful.
Kim Seokjin
Of course. You don't even have to ask.
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