She Reincarnates Again?

Inn was sitting on a bench park sipping a coffee staring to nothing, just spacing out...asking herself why?why am I so useless in my every lifetime, why am I always left alone? Having no one to grieve for me when I die ... While spacing out she suddenly comes into her senses and spot a familiar guy.

Even though her mind is always floating with air, gravity will always happen when her heart recognise Jack, or Jacob or Kyle or Nathan well the names is different from every lifetime you know so maybe in her past life it's Jacob but now it's Jack. She saw Jack with a little boy holding his hand.

No doubt it's his son. I've always dream to have a happy family with him but I'm just so not qualified to be his wife in every life I have ... She said to her mind. Probably he won't recognise me how much I recognise him regarding of how I look it's terribly shabby. And even though if it's not, he never really pays attention at me in the past...

But then just how shocked Inn when the both of them are walking closely to her. What was that? What the hell are they doing? Are they going to approach me? Maybe if I run and hide I could hide myself from humiliation! As if I'm holding any pride!. Inn tells to her self, time's ticking but she's still struggling to decide... Just how fast the time is Jack and his son approach her.

The little boy drops a coin on the tin can beside Inn. It's her tin can to earn money as every beggar do. Inn feels humiliation in her every nerve, she never felt this feeling before in her every life! This is new and it's hurting her. She just look down and say thank you in a very low voice, she's afraid to get recognise by Jack. What  would Jack say if he sees me like this? A beggar sleeping in every park bench relying on every coin that drops by  the people who has the heart that is kind enough to be bother!?

He stops for a bit when he heard  Inn's voice, he always recognise Inn in every way because Inn is always making a way to get notice by him. Perhaps Inn thinks that he didn't pay attention but Jack always know how to notice her until now...

"Inn?" Jack asked with a low and gentle voice that made Inn feel so bad,humiliation, happiness, sadness all kinds of negative feelings you can think of are mixed in her heart.

Silence filled the atmosphere for a moment then Inn look up and smile.

"Hi, Jack?..."  Inn thinks that she will die sooner or later and she will be having a new life eventually so she takes this risk to say hi again to the love of her life for the last time, cause maybe fate will never let them meet again in this life...

"Jack let's go! I want you to look into this!!" a woman's voice from far away, but if you look closely you will see that it's a beautiful woman calling her husband to bond with her, pain starts to climb first in Inns heart. This feels shit!

Jack look at his wife and look back again at Inn and smile, he took a lot of money in his wallet and then he smile again and give the money to Inn then say "nice to meet you again Inn...see you around"

And then Jack carry his son and run back to his wife, tears came falling into her cheeks, down to her hand and falls to the money Jack gave her, she crippled the money out of everything... It hurts, here! This world is cruel! She said to herself and then she gets up and walk to the highway then BOGHSHHH!!

You're the cruel one Inn, you never let yourself to try, you always make your fears win! You always want to have an easy process because you didn't want hard but in the end you are always ended up having a hard life! Please don't just wish for a better life someday Inn, tell to your self that you will have a better life in this life without telling yourself later in your life!

Inn opens her eye's with the sound of a crying baby, I just remembered that I was hit by a car or truck? Nevermind omy God!! Am I pregnant? Did I survive the accident? What's that sound? I heard a cry of a baby! Inn tells to her self.

"It's not your baby Inn! You are the baby with another babies" I said, well I am the narrator slash her reminders. I'm always with her it's just I don't hold her decisions that's why she's always ended up dying as a poor little Inn with a super tragic unrequited love!

"Baby!? Me?!!"

"Another problem! She's more dumber now! How many failure are you going to make in this lifetime now?"

"You!! Nevermind! I see I died again... It's much better than spending jacks money"

"Are you not going to be serious? Not even tired? Even just once?"

"Tf are you saying?! Of course I'm tired! You know let's talk about it later because I'm having a nicer plan when I wake up."

"wake up? Here you go your lazy self! never get rid of it in every life"

"let me remind you that baby needs to sleep! How do you think my brain works huh?! I need sleep!now let me.....zzzzzz" she's asleep now, what a shameless baby I've got.

In another side of the hospital there's this angel Hayo talking to a grim reapers they are walking heading to the place where all new born babies are. One of the baby in hospital are dying and one of the grim reaper will take that little baby any minutes now, Hayo just walk with them because he wants to hold the baby for the last time since he is so soft hearted, as expected for an angel. And finally they reach the place and the baby was now struggling, and the baby dies just like that the grim reaper handed the baby to Hayo then Hayo kiss her ;

"farewell little angel say hi to God for me will you? Your journey will never begun in this place but maybe In heaven?"

Hayo handed back again the baby and the grim reapers left with the others, seriously? Is this what they called a VIP? The little angel is just feather weight why it has to be 4 of them? Hayo said in his mind and continue to examine the other babies and then he stop.

"She Reincarnates Again?!" Hayo said loudly, it was supposed to be said in his mind maybe he thinks loudly.

"Any problem?" I said.

"does she have infinity chances for reincarnating?" he said examining Inn's baby appearance.

"confidential! An all around angel should never be noisy at the life of a human who has a special contract!" I said with attitude, he never knows anything about how Inn remember her past life and it's better this way because he might freak out and it's 1 in 10000 a rare case.

"Ekkk! what secretive thing you are! Never mind it's a relief to see this annoying human as a baby she looks adorable for now!... Then see you little Inn in your next life" Hayo said and leaves this place. Hayo says see you in next life because they just get to see each other once in Inn's lifetime that's why perhaps it's in her next life.

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