Episode 4

"Catch her, catch her" I heard loud noises from her room.

I ran towards the room, and

As I opened the door,

I felt something, actually, someone,

bumped me hard, I jerked a little bit but got a hold easily as the body against my torso was weak.

I looked down at the body, that was on my embrace.

There!! It was her.

It was Aera!!

Her tiny and weak body fitted well on my embrace, her crystal watery eyes that gazed me back, her twinkling brown eyes that explained the whole universe, deeper than the ocean blue, hidden mysteries that I was unknown to, and now,,,,,,, she herself was unknown just because of me.

Unknown people around her, memories blank, weak soul and body, she couldn't face it, she was frustrated , traumatized but her facult body didn't sync with her feelings.

I felt her, I felt her feelings, emotions, helplessness, insecurence, I knew what she needed the most, right now,

I flashed her the most brightest and warmest smile that I could produce.

Wanting her to know that,

"I'm here, you're not alone, don't worry, you're safe, you have me, I'm with you. I'm right here, standing by you, and for you"

After a while of her, staring at me with tears still form in her eyes, she released a relieved carbon and responded back with a weak smile, but then suddenly she got black out on my embrace.

She fell on my embrace lifelessly

"Ae-Aera?? Are you okay?? Aera!!" I shook her.

"Sir, don't worry, her body is still weak! She's alright!!" A nurse said

I laid her tiny body down the white coated bed, and the nurse started to

fited her body back with the machines.

Her smile is devine.

Her smile is beautiful.

Her smile is paradise.

Her smile is a living hope.

Her smile is my beautiful joy.

Cho-hee!!!!

You're my Cho-hee.

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Her cute nose, her cute lips, her cute cheeks, everything is carefully placed, making her look perfect, but because of me her eyes that tell everything, her eyes that explained everything, her eyes that held the universe is now, nowhere to be seen. I'm the blackhole that sucked in her happiness and made her hollow and empty. The light, I took away the light of her life.

Why?? Why am I not allowed to live happily??

Why?? Why am I not allowed to die peacefully??

I made her life an incomplete story.

An erased story.

Her memories, her memorable memories, I shoved them away from her,

She'll hate me for this!!

I hate myself for this!!

I held her hand, sitting next to her and observed her every beauty, how beautiful she is, the smile that she reflect me back was, happiness?? Paradise?? I don't know what really I mean, but I just know that, it made me flutter, made me relieved, it made me want look at her, forever.

Suddenly, I felt some movement of her hand, and slowly she opened her eyes.

"Ch-cho hee??" A smile appeared on my face. She looked at me for a while, which seemed like forever and finally she murmur out something.

"Cho hee?? Is th-that my name??" She asked, with no expression on her face.

Her innocent questionade me have a guilty feeling. " Because of me, just because of me!!" That was the thing that my soul, spirit was whispering in my ears.

"Yes!! You're my Cho hee!!" I beamed her a smile but guilt eating me from inside.

" Cho hee" She smiled back, pushing away all my guilt, chasing away all my depression. Her positivity engulfing my moulded dark self, mopping away the web's that held back myself, the real me that my mom loved, the person who I wanted to be.

But, the immortal feelings, the immortal pain that inherit me, said, don't, don't ever trust anyone again. You know how much it hurts. She is just a passing wind, don't ever flow away with her, because she too, won't take long to shatter you. Her existence is to become a typhoon, a deathly typhoon. It's not her fault that she is, it's your fate that that'll make her to be.

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A/N: Cho Hee means beautiful joy

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