Once he loved he never lost

It was now the morning before school, I was ready, and I was feeling pretty confident. Although, I haven't seen Johnny this morning, it was kind of concerning, but I didn't take it to thought. I wanted him to come with me to school maybe show me around the town for a little while. The bus too school arrives 10 minutes later, and my stomach begins to turn. New school, new me. I repeat this in my head several times, my hope to be that someone likes or atleast acknowledges me. "I sound pathetic" I say leaving my house and locking my door. Then a little voice chirps from behind me

"No you don't" It was Johnny he walks me to the bus stop, and we talk about the school and some of the people that go there. He said it was a relatively nice school, and people mainly kept to their own groups. The bus arrives, and he leaves, my hands shake as I take a seat right at the back. The bus is packed, but I keep my head down and play on my phone. However, not long after, a girl with space buns and Nike tech clothing comes to sit next to me. Everyone cheers as she walks in - she must be well known. She smiles at me and then looks down to my phone "Oh I've played that game before, what score are you on" I look at her in awe before I reply "I-I" my words stutter slightly, I can feel a flush of embarrassment go over my face. She's popular, pretty, and she's very extroverted. "I've just started, it's a fantastic game though" I can feel a peering eye over me, I turn around to look and Johnny is there staring at me, teary eyed. I can't help but feel bad but what can I do, if I start talking to him everyone will think I'mm crazy. At the next stop I run off the bus, Johnny coming with me. I begin walking and Johnny walks with me a while not saying anything. "She was my girlfriend" It'ss still silent for a while after he says this. "The girl that was talking to me?" I say, when I turn over to see his face he seems happy "You should be friends with her, I visited her a while after my death. She can see me, I wanted her to live her life though. We walk in silence, school is close,so I know it won't be long to get there. Iand Johnny walk in silence and I don't notice when he disappears till I get to the school gates. As I arrive everyone is getting off the bus, Johnny's girlfriend runs up to me "Are you okay, why did you run off the bus?" I begin to stutter before I speak,

"Sorry, I felt a bit sick and needed air, first day anxiety" I giggle, Shes kind and I hope to become friends with her throughout my time here.

***Download NovelToon to enjoy a better reading experience!***