I knew it

It was just a lovely day we were in our last period and then I keep staring at him and he's friend notice but I noticed and didnt look at him again but class ended early cause I teachers was not in school so it ended early then the cap of the pen fell down and he's friend told me to get it so I pick it up and give it to Manuel but when it was afternoon there was a parade and my cousins where in there so I saw my second cousin and I expected a high-five only but he also give me a hug and it kinda hurts cause my eyes got hit then my besties and I continued talking I told them all about my life and how it ended then when we walk with them when coming home the boy that has m.u with my besties bff we talked because we were neighbors.

As we talked to go home we started talking about Manuel and we have a theory that he likes Vanessa because on the Christmas he gave her a gift while me he didn't even said to me happy Christmas eve I was sad but still smiling when I got home I was sad thinking that Manuel is just a nobody that I had a crush on but in reality I was so hurt because I never got to know that anyone likes me or not because whoever is my crush is also my bff's crush and they always puck others or them at the end I was thinking yea they deserve each other I will just found another one but I just can't cause of all girls why is it my best friend I can't even write without crying I don't know why but why her if all girls why her why my best friend I tried all my best but he still likes her more I think I must move on it's better to be single than having a love life anyways for me this things I wrote is just like my diary where I can express but I hope that they will end up cause besides whatever I do I will still lose because I am not the best her I'm just a dumb girl expecting many stuff but at the end still getting hurt and at social media I posted three boy sold for one dollar and they reacted funny I was having fun it just hurt when Manuel's bff said "poor you never got attention from Manuel" for me it's true because he just treats me like a company no more while my best friend is backstabbing me I just can't just why , why her , why I hope they'll end up because that what she wanted I'm just the support here as always never got a good ending and they thought what they are doing is not hurting but they don't know cause I never told anyone for my feelings I hope I will find another one so they can end up like they hoped.

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