"Past to Present"

For the past 12 years, I am having the same dream of my suffering and sudden chill then I woke up with shock completely wet in my sweat.

“ Thank you” dreams, For making my morning soooo exciting.

Aargh, I hate it but can't help it.

Back then when I was 9 years old from then that whole thing started.

I don't know how and why this is happening but I somehow compromise with it.

In the beginning, I freaked out and told my parents about it.

They thought that this might be the effect of t.v and computer games that I used to play and took my things away from me.

But guess what…nothing changes.

Then my mom took it seriously and talk to some people about it.

We took the professional`s advice and go for a psychiatrist for examination but no use.

My aunt suggests my mother change the surrounding will help.

So we leave our home and shift to a new place

but it won`t change anything as well.

My parents getting worried and stressed day by day. Being a single child it becomes more stressful for them and me also because I don't have anyone with whom I can share my feeling so I share them with my mother, being a child I didn't think that it will stress her more.

And one day my mom get admitted to the hospital.

She diagnoses with depression.

I can't take that anymore then I decided to hide it from everyone.

That was the day till now I didn't tell anyone from my family about my nightmares.

I am not regretting my decision my sound sleep is nothing in front of my family.

Anyway, what is the point in telling them?

They can’t do anything to overcome my fear so I use my methods.

I watch so many horror movies to overcome my fear.

I prepaid myself for my dream before going to sleep.

My dreams are nothing compare to those movies.

The only change is that in my sleep. I feel everything that is happening.

But those nightmares do not apply to my every sleep. It's only when I sleep at night.

Whenever I am dying in my dream.

I can feel the pain and my struggle for life.

Then I heard the whispering in my ears and then that laughter fills the environment then I wake up with chills.

I don't remember what that voice saying afterward and on a serious note, I don't care.

Why do I?

It's just a dream that stuck in my freaking mind like a broken tape that just keeps on repeating..... forget it.

I am going to be late if I don't speed up.

I am a sophomore student at my College.

I am an art student and I love to draw and sketch.

Everything goes well.

I would like to become a comic artist or something like that.

I enjoy my work and it's a great way to express my feeling.

I am almost ready for college and just about to leave...I heard my phone is ringing.

I looked at my phone it's my mom.

She uses to call me every day, especially in the morning to remind me to have my breakfast and bring my lunch with me as well.

She's such a sweetheart ❤️.

l talk to her for a while then cut her call. She always asks me about my sleep and I always reply... It great...we both pretend that that nightmare never happened.

I Grab all my stuff and about to leave, Suddenly my phone vibrates it's a message from my annoying friends.

She wants me to pick her up on my way to college.

I can't ignore her.

She's a bit annoying but she is the only friend that I have and with whom I feel like a family in this place.

Oh, I completely forgot to tell you my name. Hey, there my name is "Yash" and I am 21year old good-looking guy😁.

I have to leave my home town for my dreams, not because of those horrifying nightmares but for my career.

As I already told you I want to become an artist.

In my home town, no College offers the stream that I want to pursue, So I leave my sweet home and my family for my dream job as an artist.

And now I am here, new place, new people, and new life to begin with.

I start a new life with my old nightmares and new friends. I have two friends and both of them are completely different from each other. One is quiet, humble, and sensual where the other one is the opposite and super lousy.

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