Episode 3: my school experience:

When i started going to school like everyone my experience wasn’t as good as you would you imagine. At first i made a friend and we started hanging out and sitting next to each others, but one day she decided to dump me and never talk to me again for some reason and at first i got very saddened because i have attachement issues not only that but i like my friends to be mine only it’s like I’m gatekeeping them, but i didn’t know that before obviously because i was young and i didn’t know that that wasn’t normal and that it bothered others. So she started bullying me with her little minions and i didn’t know what to do or how to protect myself, the year after same thing until one day another girl that was probably 13 or 14 came up to me and told me she needed to talk to me about something, naive as i was i followed her to the other side of the school where there was no one to be seen, no soul to be found, she came up to me from the back and strangled me as hard as she can while telling me: “where is your brother” my brother at the time was around 7-8 years old and i saw him hiding while she was strangling me and he was telling me to not snitch on him with gestures, i didn’t know what to do and i was struggling to breathe because of her then when she saw that i was about to faint she let me go and told me to get him to her as soon as i find him that day, so i hid all day long and didn’t go the next day and luckily she was suspended so i was good for a while, she forgot about me since.

When i got to middle school i made a new friend again but as always it didn’t go well because of the attachment issues, this one was different her name was the opposite of herself and people kept telling me that but i didn’t trust them sadly and she made me live hell on earth because of her i got depressed at first she stopped talking to me and then she made a neww friend and they started bullying me even more by making a new stupid language they often made jokes about my braids and about me being a “hypocrite” and said i talked about her or something like all of this and it didn’t suffice she told me to go kill my self and that i don’t deserve anyone and all sort of other things that even a 40 year old couldn’t tolerate, i got so fed up of them doing that to me so i started making other friends and started hanging out with them and i was getting better until one day a new girl joined our class and started getting close to my best friend at the time and i got so annoyed that i came up to her one day when we were waiting for my best friend and menaced herer saying: “if you don’t leave us alone and let go of her i’m gonna ruin your life” and she told me: “but she’s my friend too” all i did was look at herr madly and then she got away and was happy for once after that but that annoying little shit told my best friend about it and after that she got mad at me and didn’t even want to talk to me anymore.

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