The feeling of happiness around him which I stopped feeling a long ago. little by little our closeness started to grew ...
I begin to attract towards him, his sweet voice which was not less than a sweet melody but till now I never listen my name from his lips.
The eyes of him bewitched me, I completely lost in them whenever I look, his breathing taking smile is so bright and beautiful, whenever he smile the worries of mine gone away and a smile appear on my lips too but there was something weird about him till now - his facial expressions they are neutral which made me worried about him unknowningly . He maybe the only person whose mind and expressions I couldn't read or see through, which confused me a lot about his actions then again I didn't wanted to get hurt again or hurt others so I started to put the line between us and only wanted to stay in friendzone because I didn't wanted to go through the same pain again and he might not like me either, after a long time I started to felt emotions and felt happy, but if he felt disgusted with my presence after knowing my feelings.. I would lose him too, he was my only friend now, I just wanted to cherish my friendship with him. He already had gone through so much I don't want to become greedy, I should be happy in that much only... That's what I was thinking at that time.
But universe doesn't accepted it and as we are just their chess pieces on their chessboard , it played their own tricks....
One day when he didn't come to school, I didn't know why I was so desperate to see him, with our unknown fate knew that he became my habit, my eyes finding him with so much desperation.
I got sick later that day with sudden headache and I didn't go to the school for days nevertheless fate decided something else when we again met I never, never expected something like that would happen which I was fearing a lot, the thing I wanted to never face, I wanted a peaceful life which became mess just because of twenty minutes. Our lives changed in just twenty minutes.
He shared his own story but some people didn't like us being together and with their poor mentality they thought bad about our friendship and with their intentions they successfully stained our pure friendship. with the things went like that we both break down in our own worlds . He met his worst whereas I in mine . I had lost the last hope of my life I ever had nevertheless my mind was full of his thoughts like what will happen to him? How he is? Is he OK? will he hate me now? will he feel disgusted ? why not he afterall I am such a bad luck in his life.
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