OUR DESTINED LOVE : 1

No one knows what destiny hold, they let you meet the person whom you never thought or known, even if they are infront of your eyes.....

It let you meet them when you are on the edge of breakdown...to lift you up...

Same was with me.....

I, who am just a normal girl who love to stay in fantasy, as they were the only way to escape from the reality. I am also one of those people who are the target of today's problems.

Let's start with the starting......

When I was a child, I used to stay with a group of few boys in which I was only a girl well most of them were now changed some become intelligent, some sportsman, or some are not even seen now . I was close to them because most of them were my neighbour or classmate but still not my friends even though we all used to do was fighting, teasing each other as a child atleast they were better than those former female classmates I used to had and thanks to those dumbos my language, my body language nothing is ladylike * cold sweat*

With the passing time everything started to change. I separated from everyone as I promoted to the other class and with the increase in age I had to separate from them but there I got nice friends, girls and boys everyone is nice except few, but I still didn't care much about it after all not everything you receive is meant to be good....

But who knows with the upcoming time everything started to change, even though my friendship bonds started to get stronger with others and I started to felt comfortable around boys again like before with the sweetness bitterness come along I was

also started to see the real face of everyone, My parents increasing expectation started to become my burden, my friends started to tease me with someone name whom I didn't even desire but I let them because I didn't want them to invite problems for me...

What I hate the most is getting pain, feeling of getting abandoned where my depression started to taking place.

To escape from everything I started to read comics, I never expected that the person I didn't even knew would become that close to me but things were not in my favour and changed again. I lost everyone around me, either online or real life everyone started to leave . I again left alone, the fear started to getting over me, I was on the verge of breakdown, my depression again triggered

I used to cry silently in night so, I could smile again in the day like nothing happened

I used to sleep more but always felt tired, sleepy, lazy, and not having mood to do anything.. later on I started to express myself through the stories or poetries I used to write

Which was likeable to others as well but with the time I started to smile fakely and behaving like a carefree person but in real I was not even able to felt any emotion, I wasn't even able to cry, cry like a normal person but became a person with no emotions , I became the person who was well known with the feelings of getting hurt, pain, getting abandon , isolated from others.

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