It's him, the one that made me feel insecure and made me love to be single cause that's the only way to be secure. He is two years older than me, and he was the president in high school back then. He didn't talk to girls but used to bully a lot some people, and I was one of them just because I trIed to make friends and try to love everybody beside me. He used to say that i am a nerdy and stupid girl and I guess that's why since then I can't express myself.
I used to have a crush on him but till today I hate hIm more than I can hate somebody else. One day I was just walkIng by his class and I dIdn't see hIm, so I was ready to leave. When I turned around I saw hIm standIng right in front of me. I was so excited, and I just lost my balance and fell on the ground.
I was so embarrassed and my face become red like a tomato. The worst part was when he said' You are like a trash, such a loser. It's your first year here, and you don't have something better to do but try to find a boyfriend.' Then my heart broke into a million pieces and I felt for real like a trash.
The biggest shock was that he thought that I was looking just for another boy. I liked him, and he was the first, maybe even the last. I didn't know if it was love, but probably in the end was just a failure.
Since that day every time he looked at me,, he would make his face like he was disgusted by me. Yes, my famIly is rich but I didn't want to show it and make an attitude. I wanted to have a simple school life and to make friends that would love me for what I am.
I wasn't expecting to like him, but it just happened and I dIdn't know how to forget him. After the incident that day I started to hate him day by day but at the same time I forgot to make good memorIes and i forgot my true self.
As for him, he was a good student but not the best. He always had that cool attitude and cold expression on his face. When he walked at the corridor every girl would look at him and just be amazed by him. I was always creating scenarios on my mind about how cute and sweet he might be to me if I was his girlfriend.
Of course I found out all was my illusion and he was nothing I expected. He was just like a robot without feelings and just used to laught at other people when they were broken because of someone they love. I guess he never felt the same and I wanted him to try how it really feels. I never asked again for him and i was enjoying my single life.
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laesposadehoseok💅
Wow! What an incredible masterpiece!
2023-12-26
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