Misunderstood

Max

"are you okay living by yourself?", my mom ask me.

"it's dormitory mom. i will be okay"

"at least Lucas is in there. I feel safe because he in the same school as you. I remember when you both so small, you used to follow him around and even crying when Lucas have to go home. say hi, to him for me okay".

I hang up the phone.

This is the first week of school. I have mixed feeling. Lucas don't remember me. Worse, even accusing me of being mean to him.

Is he loosing his memory because the accident? I'm not the only person calling him chubby kitty but why Lucas only remember the part where us become enemies.

We used to be best friend. Like Tam. seing how close they were together make me feel angry for no reason.

Max sigh. Lucas change so much. No longger chubby. He have this aura of celebrity, have his own fans club and even called "swan". Is he not feel embarassed by that name? He used to be anti social when he was a kid. Not aproachable and always sitting in the back, not trying to blend in. Even rarely playing together. The only friend Lucas have is the penguins doll he kept bring to school. Isn't he the one who persist that I should have the doll when we were parted? why he only remember the part i take the penguins away.

"drive me crazy", Max sigh.

I remember months ago when my uncle bought magazine with Lucas on it. I was so happy knowing my best friend become an idol. I was so eager to suprise and congrats him. But look what happend when I introduce myself as Max. why? why he become so harsh. He even can fights with people now. He used to be easily tease and crying so easily.

Is he somewhat having personality change when the accident happend? So many question pop up in my head.

Not to mention his fan clubs is so scary. I recieve warning letters about not being cocky and that i do not have rights to make Lucas mine because he belongs to his fan club. what will hapend when they found out that Lucas hate me? my peaceful day will be over.

Not that i'm scared. I'm good at boxing.

How much i miss the old days. We used to holding hands and all.

The door open and Lucas enter the room. Just look at him. So proud and indifferent. I sigh.

" this is weekend. Don't you have better thing's to do rather than staying at dormitory?", Lucas as himself again.

I sigh and ignore him. I'm too dissapointed.

"Listen when people talk to you!!", Lucas start yelling, "you always tease me when we were younger, but not anymore okay"

"what you gonna do?",

"i'll fight you!!"

"like you can beat me"

"i can beat you".

That's when i loose my temper. I pin him down, grab his hand and kiss him on the cheek.

The expression Lucas have is priceless.