Episode 19

Tense chapter guys, please don't hate me, you know I always make it right in the end. Give Ivan a chance, he'll change, I promise 😘

Tiago

Ivan grabbed me by the nape of my neck and brought my face close to his, but he didn't kiss me. Instead, he brought my lips to his neck, and I kissed. I kissed his neck, nibbled on his ears, and when I was about to kiss his mouth, he lifted me up forcefully. I wrapped my legs around his waist, and he took me to a dark corner of the room, pressed me against the wall, and turned me around.

He kissed my back, my neck, squeezed me, bit me, I was almost losing my mind, until I felt his hands on my butt, he squeezed, slapped, and bit me, then he pulled down my pants along with my underwear while telling me how sexy I was. I wasn't thinking anymore, just feeling, feeling his hands all over my body, his lips on my skin, his heavy breathing on my neck, I just moaned, screamed, sighed...

I felt like I was going to go crazy, this was so much better than any dream, than anything I had ever experienced.

When he entered me, he let out that hoarse groan that drove me wild. He was careful at first but still rough, and when I got used to him inside me, he started moving faster, thrusting hard, pulling my hair and talking dirty in my ear.

But at some point, he lost control. He started thrusting fast and hard as if he wanted to punish me, I told him to slow down, but he seemed not to hear me, and then the worst thing in the world happened.

As he poured himself into me, he said his name several times, Vlad...

When he finished, he turned to face me and slid down the wall, sitting on the floor. I was still turning my back, pulling up my pants, feeling used, humiliated, tears already streaming down my face, but I refused to let him see me that way.

I tried to regain my composure, but something in me had shattered, and I don't think it can be fixed.

Still with my back turned, I turned to leave, but he grabbed my arm.

"Hey, boy, wait..."

All the sadness and humiliation I felt at that moment turned into anger, and I exploded.

I pushed him with all my might, and he fell to the ground.

"Tiago, my name is Tiago, damn it, and you will never touch me again, you bastard!"

I left there and I don't know how I found my room, I never wanted to leave it again.

After crying what seemed like an eternity, I ended up falling asleep.

When I woke up, I decided it was time to stop this, all this love story, I will forget Ivan once and for all, and find someone for myself, not love, but someone who respects me, someone who likes me and takes care of me. Someone committed to this, someone I can rely on. Something safe and reliable, something that love never gave me.

The moment he looked at me, Malik knew something was wrong. This time it was him who took care of me, let me lay in his lap and cry all my pain once again. When I told Malik everything that happened the night before, my little cookie was furious, I bet if Ivan had been in front of him, he would have gotten a good beating, he even offered to ask Dimitri to fire him, although he knew the boss would never do such a thing, I thought it was cute that he wanted to try.

"It's my fault, Malik, I knew he was with someone else, and I kind of forced him. It wasn't the right time, he wasn't ready and I shouldn't have insisted."

"Don't even go there, Ti, or I swear I'll rip your balls off, the blame is not yours, it's that old bastard's fault and insensitivity, and I'll never forgive what he did to you."

It felt good to be loved by my friend. But I need to turn this page, I need to forget this love story, maybe Malik can help me.

"Friend, have you ever heard of contract relationships?"

"Hmm, I think I have because?"

"I want one, I want someone to take care of me, give me affection, without the lies and illusions that love brings to us."

"I understand you, friend, I know how you feel, but do you really want to pay for someone to like you?"

"No cookie, that's not how it works, there is no financial compensation in this type of relationship, the contract is just to ensure that both parties fulfill their part of the deal."

"Okay, so basically you're looking for a sugar daddy?"

"Yeah, I've always liked older men, and I have no problem being taken care of and pampered."

"So, you're going to be a baby?"

"Yeah, I kind of like that. But not the way you're thinking, I don't like dressing up or talking like a baby, I just like the idea of being spoiled, that's all."

"I see, so where do we start looking for your daddy? I have a lot of free time now."

"There are dating apps that have this category, we can start with those, what do you think?"

"I think it's great, with that body and that cute face, you'll have plenty of suitors."

We spent the whole afternoon looking at various profiles, until we finally found one that we both liked, we started talking and Malik really liked him. All of this distracted me a little from what had happened.

You know, I'm sure Malik was sent to me by my mother, so I wouldn't be alone in life, he's like a brother to me and I consider him my family. Before him, I had no one and always felt lonely, but he brought life to my existence, brought me joy and color, and I can't express how grateful I am.

"Hey, Malik, promise me something?"

"What?"

"Promise me you won't leave my life when this marriage story ends?"

"You're my brother, my best friend in the whole world, I will never leave you, I love you, friend, and we will always be together."

"Without letting go of each other's hand."

"Yes, without letting go of each other's hand."

I may not be lucky in love, but I hit the jackpot when it comes to friendship.

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