In The Closet

my first bf

I should probably tell you some background info on me

My name is Rossy

I'm a 14 yr old bisexual who lives in a house of strict Christians and I have had a crush on my bestfreind for 4 years which is when I figured out I was bi.

I've known her for 10 years though so i don't want to fvck this up

Ive dated one boy had crushes on many boys and have been acused of having 3 boyfriends. But only one was true.

The others are just mean rumors by my family even though I'm not allowed according to myfaccordingnyway you dont want some bs you want the tea the good stuff

So lets get ito that

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The first boy i dated name was Casey and i was 12 going on 13 that year.

Let's get into how we met cause it's not normal in any way shape or form.

So that day was my friend Michelle's birthday party and we hung out with her family and friends which none of them were Casey well after that I stayed at her house in a tent in the front yard

Any way at around 9 o'clock we went to her neighbors house and that is where I met Casey. I'm a short girl like'only 5 ft tall and this boy is like 6,9 ft tall, and he's a little heavier set, and I'm like a twig compared to him, I only way 110 pounds like I'm tiny. Umm, but anyway.

My friend micelle said that she liked him and asked me to ask him out for her.

I know, i sound like a b!tch cause i dated my best friends ex-crush. But hear me out before you judge

Anyway he said he already knew she liked him and that he didnt feel the same . I told her and she was fine with it but... Id later find out what really was going on...

Anyway we walked to a gas station together ad he kept flirtig with me but not like dirty or inapropriot, he was sweet and kind. I liked that aabout him

Later in the tent I was on her phone play with the filters on snap chat because i wasn't aloud to have snap.

Well when I was on her phone messaged her saying he had a crush on me. I handed her the phone with a red face and just said

`You can have it.`.

She was confused then read the text and said that he just texted her asking if I would date him.

Then she blackmailed me and said that if i didn't say yes she`d tell him i hate him

Sooooooooo

I said yes

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And I never regretted it in fact I would do it all again just for him.

The next morning he texted me and asked if he could see me but i told him i couldn't because I had church

Later I was on my way home because I lived a half hour away! So no i never saw my bf after that.

No thats not the end