CHAPTER 0

Hello!.. I'm Bea and this is my story..

When I was born I always felt unwanted... i never got attention from my family i just kept smiling to hide the pain

My father is kind, understandable person, smart, business minded, hardworking, and good at cooking but growing up he wasn't always around he's working overseas so I only remember very little of him... meanwhile my mother have anger issue, always hurts us with little wrong, strict, doesn't like us when we don't get honors on our class, and do everything to gets our fathers attention and she's always doing it by hurting us from very little reason like when we sat on the couch that she just cleaned she'll get mad then take videos of us saying "LOOK AT YOUR UNGRATEFUL CHILD I TOLD HER NOT TO MAKE A MESS IN THE HOUSE INSTEAD OF CLEANING SHE'S ALWAYS LAZED AROUND LIKE THIS GOSH IM SO TIRED OF THIS SH1TTY FAMILY" then she'll send it to my father and make a big deal out of it even tho me and my siblings are the one who do most of the house works still tho my mom is really, really good at cooking and even tho she hurts us most of the time by physical and by words i believe she still care for us deep inside, she's the one taking care of me and my siblings, I have 3 siblings to be exact my oldest sister is really kind, Talented, hardworking, smart, and goal oriented... my second sibling which is my only older brother is a brat and thinks everything as a joke but he's still Persistence in job, hardworking (well kinda), "the joker" (even tho he's jokes always hurts people) and also goal oriented but really really protective from us while my 3third sibling which is my second sister is kind, hardworking, good at baking, and painting.

but then again we all have that sh1tty back story of us i mean like- lets be real here yeah?

I never got any good compliments because of my looks… You see my hair have a problem growing, so technically I was bald when I was 0-3yrs old. that's were all the bullying started even at my family's sides the insults never stopped

My childhood was a whole mess... five years old I always get bullied for having short hair being ugly and chubby even my playmates makes fun of me, but I still played with them… i never really had a choice so yeah... I always seek for attention I'm talkative, naive, and always smile but still those words hurts so much cause deep Inside I always understood their meaning… When I was 7 I noticed that everyone my aged always gets teased about their crush then they'll get lots of attention from our playmates, so then one day when we were playing truth or dare I got to picked truth then Ezekiel asked me who my crush is well TBH I have none but whenever I think of the others getting attention cause of their crushes I wanted It to... And so I said I have a crush on Mon which is who I hated the most then they all started screaming and yelling like "OMG!! NO WAY!! HEY YOU STOLE MY CRUSH!! I KNEW IT!! SO OBVIOUS… " that's where I finally felt attention... i seeked for it but… The bullying worsened because of it.. I couldn't take it anymore, so I runned and runned I felt so tired and exhausted, but I didn't care I just wanted to run away from It all everything just hurts so bad I couldn't take It... I bump into a tree and got hurt I found a really amazing place that looks so unreal cause of its beauty there were so many trees, rocks, grass and flowers I felt so relaxed and wondered if I'll be able to be pretty as this place some day.. Tears fall from my eyes I heard the rustling of the leaves as the trees dances with the wind and the birds started singing… How can nature be so beautiful?… Enough to take my breath away.. Tired body and exhausted face I accidentally fall asleep I felt a touch of my cheek, when I woke up I saw some kids same at my aged two boys and one girl that's where I finally found someone to listen someone to trust and someone to loved and be loved… That's where I knew that I whom think himself as a nobody, unlovable, friendless, lonely, and hurt with so many ways and who never had a reason to live, finally found the meaning of life…

to be continued...

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