Loving My Mate! I am the reason

Author (Austin)

Trigger Warning ⚠️ The first half chapter contains self harm, if you are uncomfortable to read such things then you can skip.

Author (Austin)

Now let's start

Arabella locked herself in room as soon as others left the room. She slumped on floor, crying her heart out. All the memories of her past life rushed through her mind teasing her of her situation.

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*crying*

Arabella Romero (Fl)

Arabella Romero (Fl)

(Why me? Why? I am changing myself but still I was not able to convince them. I am trying to survive the horrible past. I..It's so ha.. Hard with all the guilt I have. I am so worse.)

Nyx/ Fl's wolf

/Arabella, don't be sad. I will bite Noah./

Arabella Romero (Fl)

(It's n..not his fault. It's mine. I was the one who hurted them again and again. I was the reason why Atlas died in previous life. It's all because of me.)

Arabella Romero (Fl)

(There's no one to blame other than me)

Nyx/ Fl's wolf

/Arabella that's not true. Grace, Jett and Avery controlled you. It's not your fault./

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*chuckles dryly*

Arabella Romero (Fl)

(Why me??)

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*crying*

Arabella Romero (Fl)

(I treated them as my real parents but they backstabbed me. My love was wasted. I was a puppet for them.)

Arabella Romero (Fl)

(For gaining their love and for staying with Leo, I hurted the people who truly loved me.)

Arabella Romero (Fl)

(How can I be so stupid??)

Nyx/ Fl's wolf

/Arabella-/

Arabella Romero (Fl)

(I am worse person)

Arabella Romero (Fl)

(I hurted them a lot. I am the reason why Atlas is in such state, from happy person to sad and worried person.)

Nyx/ Fl's wolf

/Arabella, don't think like that/

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*crying silently*

Arabella Romero (Fl)

(Even if I apologize nothing will happen because I have hurt them a lot. Words hurt more than anything. I am so worse. What shall I do? Will they ever believe me?)

Arabella Romero (Fl)

(I am feeling tired. I don't know what to do. Shall I just lock myself in room?? I don't know. I am scared. Shall I just kill myself to stop this? If I don't stay alive then everything will be alright, right?? I want to give up)

Nyx/ Fl's wolf

/NO ARABELLA/

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*notices the cutlery knife on table beside food*

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*touches it*

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*burns where it touched*

Nyx/ Fl's wolf

/It's silver knife Arabella./

Arabella Romero (Fl)

(I know.)

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*starts making cuts on her wrist*

Arabella Romero (Fl)

(I am the reason why this is happening. It's all because of me. I hurted them now it's me who should be hurt. I will punish myself....)

Nyx/ Fl's wolf

/DON'T DO THIS ARABELLA. WHY ARE YOU HURTING YOURSELF. PLEASE STOP IT.. PLEASE/

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*laughs while cutting*

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*wrist bleeding*

Arabella Romero (Fl)

(Will anyone believe me that I've changed??)

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*cuts more while remembering the past* (I am sorry Atlas. I am really sorry for hurting you but don't worry, I am punishing myself. I will be a better lover. I promise I won't repeat my mistakes. I am sorry.)

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*looks at the first box and applies band aid*

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*wipes her tears* (I promise I will never turn into the person I was.)

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*gets up*

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*does the first aid and looks out of the window*

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*feeling angry*

Arabella Romero (Fl)

(It's time for payback. It's time to meet Leo.)

Nyx/ Fl's wolf

/What? For what?/

Arabella Romero (Fl)

(To have some fun) *grins*

Arabella Romero (Fl)

In the living room, selena was scolding Noah for being so harsh on arabella. He was standing while keeping his head down. The one thing he avoided was to make his wife angry because she turns from sweet to angry very quickly.

He stayed there silently accepting everything she said. Whereas Atlas was worried about his arabella. Kai was enjoying his condition.

Atlas Romero (Ml)

*smells blood* Blood?

Kai Taylor (Ml's bff)

*smells* Yeah, it's blood.

Selena Kingsley (Fl's bff)

But no one is bleeding here.

Noah Kingsley (Ml's bff)

Did some maid or servant got hurt?

Atlas Romero (Ml)

*feels a bit pain* Arabella

Atlas Romero (Ml)

*feeling uneasy* No.... Arabella *rushes to her room*

When he reached the room, there was no one in the room. Atlas searched around, he saw the blood on that floor. His heart clenched in fear. Selena, Noah and Kai came to her room. They were horrified by the amount of blood. They started searching for arabella immediately.

Atlas's phone started ringing. It was Arabella's call. A video call. Atlas picked up the phone.

30 minutes ago

Arabella sneaked out of the mansion and rushed to Leo's house. It was a beautiful house which was once a comfortable space for her. But today it felt nauseating. She went inside and called for Leo. Leo was sitting in living room, he was shocked to see Arabella. He smiled.

Leo Ricardo (Fl's ex bf)

*grins* (Avery did her job. Arabella came back to me)

Leo Ricardo (Fl's ex bf)

My arabella, are you okay?? *about to get up*

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*smiles* Sit Leo. *goes near him*

Arabella Romero (Fl)

Do you know what I think of you, Leo?

Leo Ricardo (Fl's ex bf)

What baby? *looking at her*

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*gets serious* I hate you❄️

Leo Ricardo (Fl's ex bf)

*gets confused* Wh.. What are you saying arabella??

Arabella Romero (Fl)

I HATE YOU ❄️

Leo Ricardo (Fl's ex bf)

Ara-

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*hits him with hilt of knife using all the force she can muster*

Leo Ricardo (Fl's ex bf)

*gets dizzy and falls unconscious*

Arabella Romero (Fl)

Time to have some fun

Nyx/ Fl's wolf

/What you gonna do?/

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*laughs*

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*calls Atlas*

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*on video call* 📱 Hi Atlas, I want to give you a sweet gift. *smiles*

Atlas Romero (Ml)

📱 *worried* Wh.. Where are you Arabella??

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*turns her phone to show Leo*

Atlas Romero (Ml)

📱 *panicking* Why are you there Arabella?? Please xome back to me. Tell me this is a lie and you don't left me.

Arabella Romero (Fl)

📱 I didn't. I want to give you a gift.

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*splashes water on Leo*

While Arabella was splashing water, Atlas asked Noah, Kai and Selena to take care out of garage. They all sat in car and were driving to Leo's residence. Meanwhile, Atlas saw Arabella holding a silver knife.

Atlas Romero (Ml)

📱 Drop that knife Arabella.

Leo Ricardo (Fl's ex bf)

*wakes up while feeling dizzy* Arghh *groans*

Leo Ricardo (Fl's ex bf)

*looks at Arabella* What are you doing Arabella?? Why am I tied?? Arabella

Arabella Romero (Fl)

Don't take my name from your mouth. I tied to give my mate a sweet gift.

Atlas Romero (Ml)

📱*shocked* Mate? What are you talking about?

Leo Ricardo (Fl's ex bf)

*shocked* (Does she knows our identity? But that's not possible!!)

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*laughs at him* What are you thinking Leo? How do I know it? You are not worthy enough to know. But let me tell you something, Avery's spell failed. I am not under anyone's control now. *smiles*

Leo Ricardo (Fl's ex bf)

*shocked* How is that possible? How do you know this??

Atlas Romero (Ml)

*shocked* (Spell? Arabella was in spell?)

Kai Taylor (Ml's bff)

(A spell?)

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*smiles and goes near him* I learned that silver is vampire's weakness.

Arabella Romero (Fl)

Leo Ricardo (Fl's ex bf)

*sweating due to fear* W.. What a..are you saying? Vampire? Are you in your right mindset??

Atlas Romero (Ml)

(How do you this Arabella??) Noah, drive fast.

Arabella Romero (Fl)

Yeah. Vampire. Let's try out. *goes near him makes a cut on his cheeks*

Leo Ricardo (Fl's ex bf)

*groans in pain as he feels burning sensation* Arghhhh

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*slashes another cheek*

Leo Ricardo (Fl's ex bf)

*groans* Arghhhh stop it b*tch!!

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*laughs* No it's fun

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*makes cut across his hands and legs while laughing*

Arabella Romero (Fl)

How do you feel now?? How do you feel when you are the one getting hurt?? *in cold voice*

Leo Ricardo (Fl's ex bf)

I never hurt you *screams in pain* Are you crazy? Stop it psycho

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*face turns serious* Do I care? I am just taking my revenge.

Leo Ricardo (Fl's ex bf)

*screaming in pain as Arabella continues to bruise him*

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*wipes blood off the knife and sits down while looking at him*

Arabella Romero (Fl)

I hate you Leo. You made me hate the people who loved me. This is the beginning Leo. I will hurt you more till you beg me to let you go like I did. ❄️

Leo Ricardo (Fl's ex bf)

What are you talking?? *glaring at her*

Leo Ricardo (Fl's ex bf)

(Arghh!!! This silver is making me weak or else I would've had used my magical powers on her. Ugh..It's..maki.. Making me dizzy.)

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*gets up satisfied* It was fun toying with you

Atlas Romero (Ml)

*comes in the room* Arabella

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*covered in blood and smiles at him* Your gift *feeling dizzy*

Arabella Romero (Fl)

*falls unconscious*