Forget you

You wouldn’t understand

What I mean,

You wouldn’t know

What I said.

You haven’t experienced it,

The pain of losing someone

That you love.

You don’t know how it feels,

When your love chooses to be

With someone else,

Anyone but you.

You wouldn’t know

How true jealousy

Feels~

Oh~~

It aches,

My heart.

It hurts,

My feelings.

It kills,

My joy.

And it shoots down

My tries.

Oh you won’t know

How bad I feel,

When this sort

Of things happen.

You haven’t seen

What it’s like.

You haven’t gone

Through it.

You wouldn’t know

Unless you do~~

I want him back,

My tears are falling.

Droplets of water,

Dripping, dripping.

My eyes can’t control it,

Rivers of sadness,

Buckets, oceans,

Flow down my cheeks.

You don’t see,

Do you?

You don’t

Understand.

You won’t,

Until…

I show you~~

But it’s so cruel

To do that sort of thing.

I just can’t bring myself

To do it to you.

Oh look,

Shards of my heart.

Oh look,

Fragments of my happiness.

Oh see,

Shattered into a million pieces…

It’s me~~

Oh my love… it’s unrequited.

I can’t stand up,

My legs are giving way,

My body is just too

Heavy for me to bear.

I’m slumped on the ground,

Heart weighing me down.

But you don’t even care,

Do you even know?

I don’t see

What I saw in you,

How could I have fallen

For such a jerk?

A rascal,

A bully,

A mean, heartless man.

How could I not have seen?

A ruthless man,

Greedy for money,

Why didn’t I see

That you only saw

What profit I would bring to you.

I was stupid, yes.

I was naive, yes.

Way too innocent to know.

I was pure, yes.

I was oblivious.

But still how could you bear

To do that sort of thing?

I look at myself now,

I reflect on my misgivings.

I blame myself and myself only~~

Still I can’t get over

The pain you gave me.

I still can’t forget

How you tortured me.

You deceived me into thinking

That you truly loved me.

I thought it was true love,

Who knew it wasn’t wholehearted?

I can cry freely now,

I don’t have to worry

That my ‘love’

Would worry about me.

I can cry my heart out,

Till my face goes blue,

Till I’m feeling empty,

Just can’t get rid of you.

I can’t walk out from your influence,

The marks you imprinted on me.

The times when I really thought

That you loved me.

I can’t

Forget you.

I can’t

Forgive you.

I won’t ever be able to get rid of you.

I can wash away your smell,

I can (pause) rub off your marks.

I can burn your pictures,

But can’t remove you from my mind.

Why is it each time I see you,

My heart still aches?

My stomach gets all queasy

And my legs go numb.

Please don’t tell me it’s true.

That I still love you.

I don’t want to

Love someone (pause) who killed my heart.

Oh let Cupid’s arrow fly,

Anywhere but here.

Far from my heart,

I beg you~~

Oh let the matchmaker

Do his/her work

With anyone but me

And you.

Oh do you know?

I bet you don’t

Now you've got a really lovely family.

You’ve got your wife and children,

Take care of them.

Please don’t betray them

The way you did with me.

You may not have been

Good to me.

But I just can’t bring myself to

Pull the gun’s trigger.

I can’t

End your life.

I can’t

Forget you.

I’ll always remember,

Hope that you’ll be happy.

Hope that you won’t get cheated either,

Hope you’ll change for the better.

May you

Turn over a new leaf.

May I

Finally forget you.

Perhaps, this way

We can FINALLY be rid

Of the terrible relationship

We both don’t want to have.

Wish you

A happy goodbye!

Wish for me

To forget you~~

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