Tae sit beside jungkook, took his hand into his own, start caressing his knuckles softly with his thumb, jungkook came back to reality, he look up to see tae is staring at his face with worry. Jungkook give him confused look, he wants to ask so many things bt words r not coming from his mouth it's like his tongue is glued n he can't speak....
Meanwhile Mr, Mrs Kim is also sitting there bt they r silent from the beginning but watching everything. After wht hanu did Mrs Kim understand wht is happening. Why hanu behave like that. Cus the baby is hungry for his mama's milk he wants to feed from him like he used to do. But Mrs Kim can't do anything, 1.jungkook don't remember her. 2.she thinks kook will feel uncomfortable with her if she try to talk to him about this matter so she decided she will leave everything on tae cus now if kook believe in someone then it's taehyung soo it's better if they talk n tae give answer to koo's questions. Mrs Kim get up fake cough to divert tae's attention towards her, she softly said,"tae we r in our room if u want anything just call me ok" she give wink to tae who understand wht his mom wants to say with a nod Mrs Kim along with Mr Kim go to their room......
Back to taekook :
Tae with sigh approach kook again n softly said," ik baby there's lot of questions in ur mind, let me help u, ask me wht do u want to ask, don't hesitate baby, I'm ur husband, u can ask me anything, do u believe me right" kook look into tae's eyes n nod 'yes',"then believe me I'll help u just don't take stress baby it's not good for ur health ok, just take a breathe n ask me ok love".
Kook take a long breathe, try to calm his mind n put his hand on his chest where his heart is he can feel his heartbeat is very fast he caress it sometime n with lot of courage he said,"wht was hanu trying to do hyungie, i-i don't understand, I'm very confused, y he touched my chest like he was finding something, plss tell me what's this" tae give kook small smile n said," if I say something will u believe me,n try to understand baby don't think much when I tell u ok". Kook said desperately,"Yes, i believe u hyung tell me plss my head is hurting, I want to know everything, I want to remember everything, but nothing works, i can't remember anything how much I try but it doesn't work, pls tell me",tae koo's hand n side hug him"ok 1st calm down n let me tell u just listen carefully, don't overthink hm".kook hum in response...
"Um it's, u know". Tae also finding words how to explain kook. But nothing works it's not like he is uncomfortable or something from kook but it's, he don't want kook to feel embarrass cus it's gonna be shocking for him. On the other hand koo is desperate to know,"Hyung tell me plss y r u sttutring is it bad, should I be worried too, pls tell me u r increasing my anxiety".. "no no baby it's nothing bad, ok let me tell u bt don't freak out, it's that yk u can get pregnant" 'huh' kook staring at 'r u kidding me' face bt when he didn't find tae joking he get shocked his heart come into his mouth he bombard tae with questions, how, h-how can u say that, I'm a boy noo i can't, u r, u r, kidding right"....
"no baby I'm not kidding, listen to me first with cool mind, see u r very special, u can get pregnant if not u then think how we got guk n hanu, think urself baby, I'm really not kidding n i understand u r shocked bt still u said u will accept us n everything, n it's the biggest truth which u have to accept baby I'm with u, I'm not forcing u baby, I'm just telling u which is ur right to know everything who r u, who we r to u, how guk n hanu come to this world. It was possible only cus of u, we know u don't remember anything bt it's the truth n ur 2nd question was about what hanu was searching on ur chest, then it's, he-he was finding milk"......
Kook put his hand on his mouth n stare at tae's face n disbelief, cus it's very difficult for him to hear or understand these things easily about his body, he is in disbelief, he didn't know about anything of this n if it's true y his eomma never told him about any of these. He get up from his seat with lot of questions n run towards his room n hurriedly close the door. Tae too run behind him bt didn't do anything he knows his koo will not do anything stupid bt he just want to hold him....
Koo with slow steps move towards the mirror direction n suddenly some past moments starting to come into his mind like, once his chest suddenly started hurting n it's very buff like very swollen, he couldn't even touch it so he can sooth ith, at the time he just took some painkiller n slept. Second time he remember he was showring n he saw something white substance coming from his nipples when he rub his chest bt he didn't react much just shrugged basically he was in hurry that day. Third time he remember whenever he drinks milk this white thing continuously come from his chest soo he stopped drinking milk, But it's not like after that it stopped no it's never stopped he infact wants to ask his eomma bt cus of his introvert/shy self he keep it to himself, bt later it decreased itself there was only drops nothing much he sigh in releif, so he didn't think much about that n stopped thinking about it....
Now if he recall all the times he can understand, everything makes sense to him now. He stand infront of the mirror n with shaky hands lift his tshirt so he can check if it's really true or he is assuming things. He slowly put his hand on his chest, close his eyes n took one nipple in his fingers with shaky hands n squeeze it hard when he feel something coming from it he open his eyes n put his hand on his mouth in disbelief, he never thought it's milk he thought he is sick or something n its gonna be alright after sometime bt noo he was wrong, it's his babies feed, how didn't he understand. At 1st this thought came into his mind too bt he thought he isn't a girl, on top of that he don't have a baby so he can lactate milk. That's y he shrugged it off. But now he can't believe wht he is seeing, everything is clear as ice, he can't deny n most importantly his babies whom he don't remember one bit they live without him, without their feed since so long, they r very small, he can't even imagine how tae manage to feed them, he can't do that to them only cus he didn't know it beforehand or he can't accept it bt for the babies he have to, he have to accept it at any cost..........
To be continued........
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I want to say jk is very sensible,smart man he understands what his babies gone through all these time so he forget all his delmia n sec cus he is thinking everything from the babies pov...
Ik it's kinda cringe bt bare with me 😅 I'll try to improve.....
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