My Paradise

You must think that this is what my Paradise looks like

well guess again

now that's more like it see, I told you my mind was a horror show but this is just a part of it I have different fantasies for different nights and moods but for now let's focus on the“Scaaary part”uuh I'm shivering already are you too well if you're a thrill seeker this will be a piece of cake for you. Let's get into it.

The main character in this section is obviously not me I'm just the narrator. Her name is Kaya and just like me she is sad, depressed and lonely but the difference is that ....hey can you stop making everything about yourself and just tell my story. Sorry I was Abit sidetracked there. She might be a sad girl but she is a good one well for now,no spoilers. She is very attractive but is too insecure to believe it she is like the most contrasted and undeciding person ever. She calls herself an anti romantic but at the same time a hopeless romantic is in love with the idea of love but at the same time hates it, you see she grew up in a family where emotions were considered a sign of weakness and cheesy (just like me) forget that I said that so she prefers to watch horror movies but does a lot of weird romantic stuff in her mind don't ask me about it ask her I don't know the details anyways she grew to find psychos and wackos interesting and intriguing heck she even aspired to be one but I can understand where she's coming from its like her defense mechanism to not show emotions because people will take advantage of the slightest opportunity they get to hurt people so she fell so deep in love with the concept that she began to act like one but of course it was all for show when it comes to the real thing she just shrinks I mean this is someone who dreams of ki.....oh no I've said too much this is someone who was given her first major job to kill a chicken and she couldn't which was an obvious disgrace to her family like she's in a family of serial chicken killers and she can't even take on the family business I guess the quest for approval drove her from her fantasy land of love to that of horror and of course her need to get revenge on all those that made her life that miserable you could say that this was the actual driving force so what actually changes a person from good girl to crazed cat I know I've told you already but there must have been something that pushed her to the extreme, I guess we'll never know. So what did dear Kaya do you know the saying if you want to go big start small you know there's no saying like that why you lying well I don't really know how the saying goes you know what I'm to say but instead of Kaya to start small you know with a chicken she started with a ...wait for it a turkey what were you expecting to hear a person ha she didn't quite get to that stage well not until stupid Sherri decided to prank our aspiring wacko. You see Sherri is like Kaya's archival and one of the key factors that contributed to this new found lovable side of Kaya.

So stupid Sherri had the bright idea of giving Kaya a blood bath for Halloween but as the saying goes “he who has the last laugh it shall be his last"now don't come at me for that you also don't know the saying I would say that this opened a new instinct in Kaya's brain one for killing. Now I want you to imagine this you're deep in the forest your phone is dead you can hear sound but you don't know where it's coming from or where you are going this is how Sherri must have felt right,Kaya was just having fun watching her suffer just so you know Kaya decided to sing haunting songs in the forest but the fun ended when Sherri stopped shrieking and the singing continued all she saw was a lifeless Sherri with her sockets pulled out and a stick sticking out of her stomach get it sticking out okay I know I'm not funny moving on it seems that someone just took away Kaya's trophy then it dawned on her“was I actually gonna kill her I couldn't have or could I or did I there was no one else I was watching the whole time the singing continued but this time it wasn't her then she began to panic and then the natural instinct is to run but the farther she ran the closer she came to the song and then the footsteps increased and then she felt something staring deep into her soul she felt it piercing and piercing and her heart kept on beating louder and louder and louder and louder and louder and louder wait why is your heart beating do you feel it too?

Guess what it was all in her head I can't believe you fell for it you never really changed yes you I'm talking to you you only fantasized about it but never actualised it.Were you expecting horror nah I'm sorry I only said it so that you'll read this besides wasn't that scary my weak heart couldn't take it and it gave out come on I wanna see comments like that encourage me, I'm just kidding.

The things that go on in our minds are enough to give us all the thrill we will need in this life like me personally horror movies have turned to comedy shows because the horrors I cook up in my head are unimaginable.. well imaginable you know because I imagine them,sorry Kaya I made it about me again.

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