#3 Touch it for the first time

...The next day I really don't want to see Regina because I want to forget this feeling. I focus on being friends with Sara but in my heart I don't have any feelings for him. Sara is always close to me, and we have free time, or we are in a quiet place, she always kisses me. Sara is always jealous of everyone, I can't get close to anyone because Sara doesn't like.my life is normal but in my feelings for Regina, I can't help it every time I look at Regina in my heart wipe...lamp...top.....lamp.....top so fast I can't stop thinking about her and that feeling is something different for me. I want to distance myself from Regina....

At the same time Sara is getting closer to me. Regina always meets her boyfriend and is with him. I feel jealous and don't like her boyfriend. I finished science class and left the class at the same time Regina's boyfriend came in, and I thought he was Regina's boyfriend giving her a ring. Regina took the ring and I saw it. I felt a lot of pain in my heart, after returning from school entered the hostel and went to take a shower in the bathroom I couldn't stand the pain and turned on the faucet crying holding my chest. Hostel staff called me and knocked on the door, but I didn't get an answer in the last five minutes before I answered. Tell me to get out of the toilet. I answered then I took a shower and got out. I left the bathroom straight to my room, changed my clothes and moved to the study room.in the study room I saw Regina, she was studying as if nothing was happening. I was so angry that I couldn't shut up because I was in so much pain in my heart.

Sara came to me for a chat,, and she asked me why what happened, I told her there was nothing and Sara moved. The next day at school, Regina and her boyfriend ate together, I really couldn't see,, but Regina saw me. I went to another place because I couldn't see him as the same person.My behavior is becoming more and more rude and disrespectful, quarreling with people and not having any personal responsibility.do not like anyone I make alone.friends in the hostel now don't want to be friends with me.I don't really care if people want friends or not,Sara also distanced herself from me , I don't know what, maybe she is with a friend, she doesn't want to be friends with me.Regina has always dated him. I don't accept that situation and every time I see him the same person in my heart hurts so much.Every day I come home from school Sara gets closer but her friends don't allow it because I'm too fierce with everyone.

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