Episode 1

I'm in love with my bestfriend. Yes, common to everyone right falling in love with their bestfriend. I'm... a guy and I'm gay. I'm in love with Park Kihyun my bestfriend of 10 years but I keep my feelings to myself because he might think I'm not normal and I don't want to ruin our friendship because of it. So I keep it to myself , Park Kihyun is really attractive he's tall and buff , he's such a gentleman and he's really kind while I'm very quiet, cold, introverted and weird. Comparing myself to him he gets all the girl's attention sometimes I get jealous about it but whatever it's not like he'll notice my feelings and he can never find out. *ding ding* "Oh, Kihyun texted"

Park Kihyun

Hey hey loser🤪Wanna get lunch together? It's a Sunday after all

Lunch sounds great, I havent eaten yet either I'm starving

Me

Sure, where?

Park Kihyun

The usual place

I got dressed and headed out. When I got there Kihyun was already waiting, I took a deep breath and let go "You can do this Kim Jaehyun!" I walked in and Kihyun waved his hand indicating the seat, I walked towards the seat and noticed someone with him "Hey Jaehyun!" Kihyun spoke first before I could say anything "H-hey Kihyun" I looked to the side and greeted them and introduced myself "Hey! I'm Jaehyun!" "A-ah hello, my name is Ji-yeon" I smiled, Kihyun told me to sit and I did before I could do anything "Jaehyun, this is my girlfriend!" Girlfriend? My heart shattered into pieces. Girlfriend. He didn't tell me he was planning to bring his girlfriend along. This is awkward, my feelings are mixed around I feel sad, upset,angry and devastated but I just kept smiling in order to hide my feelings. The whole time was just Kihyun speaking to his girlfriend and me just sitting there playing my phone. "Hey let's go to the mall! It's been a while since I've seen Jaehyun anyways" I just nodded and followed them. From behind. I was just so sad I'm not sure what to feel. When we got to the mall Ji-yeon went inside to look for handbags while we stayed outside. "You okay Jaehyun? You seem off today" Kihyun asked but his voice sounded more concerned "Yeah I'm good. Say, Kihyun you mind me going home I don't feel so good" It was just an exucuse to leave. "But we just got here. Are you feeling feverish? You want us to bring you home?" I just wanted to leave and cry myself in bed. "No no it's okay! I'll be fine don't worry okay? Tell Ji-yeon it was nice to meet her and sorry for hanging out in such a short time" I feel the tears in my eyes already. "Sure. Take care okay? Make sure to call me once you get home" "Ok" I walked away and as soon as I'm out of his sight I ran and bawled my eyes out, I wasn't sick dumbass you just broke my heart. As I got home, I didn't bother calling him at all I laid in bed and cry until I felt no pain. After 2 hours pass by I was still crying but soon after I was exhausted, I went to the kitchen to grab water when my phone rang. I sighed and pick it up to see it was Kihyun.

"WHERE ARE YOU? ARE YOU OKAY? I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU TO CALL ME ONCE YOU GET HOME. IT HAS BEEN 2 HOURS I THOUGHT YOU MIGHT HAVE FAINTED OR SOME SORT"

"Dude, Kihyun I'm fine I was just exhausted when I got home and took a nap after I forgot to call you I just felt so tired"

"Do you have a flu? Fever? Cough? Let me come over and check up on you"

"KIHYUN HAHA I said I was fine it's okay I can take perfectly good care of myself man. I'll see you in campus so don't worry"

"If you say so, don't worry me like that ever again"

"I won't"

I hung up. He didn't even said goodbye yet. I was just. Tired. I need time to process and and accept this. After I cool down a little I decided to call Jung Hyesung. He's my classmate in campus I just needed someone to talk to.

*calling Jung Hyesung*

"Hey Jaehyun! What's up!

"Hey Hyesung! Wanna hang out tonight?"

"Did you cry? What happened? Are you okay?

"How did he know that?!"

"I didn't! Hahaha I just had a flu"

"Hmm, okay. Let's hang tonight but make sure you're feeling okay. I'm worried about you"

Hyesung told me he liked me last month. I didn't say a word about it neither did I reject him. I needed time to think about it but now I think it's time to talk about it during dinner.

I got to the restaurant that we planned to eat dinner at and I saw Hyesung sitting near the glass window. I walked up to him and said hi "Hey Hyesung" he looked up and was cheerful as he saw me "Hey Jaehyun!" I took my seat and ordered my food. The food came and we ate after we ate I brought up his confession as he was drinking "So Hyesung, about your confession. I like you too" "AHCK AHCK WHAT????" he chocked on his drink and panicked. Looking at him pancking and all I giggled and shushed him "Hey shush! Everyone can hear you!" I chuckled "Jaehyun! Are you for real?! JAEHYUN T.T" I panicked too and took my handkerchief in my pocket and handed it to him "Don't cry!!!" looking at him makes me feel so happy so I laughed at him "Jaehyun d-don't laug- at meh" I countinued laughing for a few second before I could calm down "I won't I won't" I chuckled "I like you Jung Hyesung!" Hyesung smiled so brightly and it made my heart warm. "Jaehyun... I like you too" I smiled "I know dummy"

After the dinner I got home and I really did feel happy but.. I don't even like Hyesung.. I sighed again. "I guess I was too desperate and I stupidly said I like him too" I was aware that I seemed desperate because I was emotional that Kihyun has a lover. Either way, now that I told Hyesung I like him too I have to find a way to truly like Hyesung. He isn't bad at all. But I never thought of liking Hyesung. Whatever, my main focus now is Hyesung.

After months of talking, Hyesung and I now are officially dating. We talked and went on dates, but I have been avoiding Kihyun, he texted me but I ignored it he kept texting and calling me but I ignored it. I only answered once and the conversation was pretty short cause I told him I was busy. I feel bad ignoring him but I just needed time.

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