47. Ironically protecting what I most wanted to lose

1 Prologue 

2 01. I don’t play like that 

3 02. Never fall in love pt1 

4 Never fall in love pt2 

5 03. Don’t go to the dentist, kids 

6 04. And the heavens will reward hatred with good fortune 

7 05. The bad feeling was justified pt1 

8 The bad feeling was justified pt2 

9 06. Life hasn’t prepared me for such gifts 

10 07. When even death is a luxury that cannot be afforded 

11 08. The contract 

12 09. Now we are bonded by a chain 

13 10. Crumbled World 

14 11. Calm after the storm 

15 12. If you don’t go to the bed, the floor goes to you 

16 13. You’ll be a nobody 

17 14. Mission ‘Survive’ 

18 15. No-thing or how paper airplanes will save the world from boredom 

19 16. The memory of ‘The Lady with the Blazing Heart’ 

20 17. There was no promise of food 

21 18. There are worse things than death 

22 19. How to annex someone's bed. 

23 20. Rules of Survivaccommodation pt1 

24 Rules of Survivaccommodation pt 2 

25 21. Midnight talks chase away nightmares 

26 22. Fourteen steps 

27 23. Disgraceful shame or how to break the psyche of Grant Circul 

28 24. He had to live 

29 He had to live pt2 

30 25. Welcome 

31 Welcome pt2 

32 26. It's your life now, too 

33 27. The hell that will haunt us forever 

34 The hell that will haunt us forever pt2 

35 28. Almost touch a dream 

36 Almost touch a dream pt2 

37 29. Help him 

38 30. In Oblivion 

39 In Oblivion pt 2 

40 In Oblivion pt 3 

41 In Oblivion pt 4 

42 31. I understand 

43 32. The chain didn't tighten 

44 33. Ten seconds 

45 34. That's how I met this man 

46 That's how I met this man pt2 

47 35. Let them bloom sincerely 

48 Let them bloom sincerely pt2 

49 Let them bloom sincerely pt3 

50 36. Forfeits 

51 Forfeits pt2 

52 37. Remember this day, Siri 

53 Remember this day, Siri pt2 

54 38. History will tell 

55 39. But still… 

56 But still… pt2 

57 40. Don't take one step away from me 

58 41. And once again I... 

59 42. The lilacs were in bloom 

60 43. I will be a traitor to my heart 

61 I will be a traitor to my heart pt2 

62 I will be a traitor to my heart pt3 AND Chapter 44 

63 45. Why did I not? 

64 46. My dandelion 

65 47. Ironically protecting what I most wanted to lose 

66 Ironically protecting what I most wanted to lose pt2 

67 Ironically protecting what I most wanted to lose pt3 

68 48. I was scared 

69 I was scared pt2 

70 49. Love in those eyes 

71 50. Farewell 

72 51. You'll see, things will change soon enough 

73 52. They say that music reduces pain 

74 53. I'm sorry 

75 I'm sorry pt2 

76 54. And this flower is called smeraldo 

77 And this flower is called smeraldo pt2 

78 And this flower is called smeraldo pt3 