Chambers Of Love(NOVEL)

messed up life of aashika

episode 1

I AM IN BEDROOM ALL ALONE....

I haven't showerd in couple days nor have I eaten properly. It looks like I have been crying for hours and my face is reflecting all of my sorrow

I would be so messed up if my mom saw me in this condition she would ask me all kinds of questions I fell uncomfortable answering about I vowed....

I JUST WISH IF SHE WAS OPEN WITH ME ......

BUT ALL SHE EVER WANTS FROM ME IS STRAIGHT A's ----- AND BE THE PICTURE PERFECT DAUGHTER EVERYONE WILLS TO HAVE

She barely let's me hang out with my friends 🙄

When I'm out with my friends she keeps ringing my phone , asking me to come home it's so annoying how she doesn't let me do anything......

THERE I WAS THINKING ABOUT THE NEGATIVITY THAT SURROUNDS ME

I got up from by bed and started searching for my diary that I used to have when I was younger!!!!!

I walked towards my Bookshelf and stared to search for it .

"oh , where is it ?I remember I kept it just here"

I COULD NOT FIND IT NO MATTER HARD I TRIED

"Did my mother found it" oh no 😨

I am dead if she actually did I started to search it more aggressively

(my head was paining and my stomach felt uneasy)

"FOUND IT"

I sighed I opened the diary and found a picture in which I was sitting on my grandma's lap...

Tears Ran down my face once again

I was overwhelmed with grief... I felt the nostalgia floating in the air around me ;

She was a wonderful and fragile women!!!

I still remember all the time I spent with her

I USED TO LIVE WITH MY BELOVED GRANDPARENTS

AFTER MY GRANDPA'S DEATH MY GRANDMA WAS MY ONLY FAMILY.... I HAD BEEN STAYING WITH THEM SINCE BIRTH...... I HAD MANY FRIENDS AND FAMILY IN DELHI AND RHE PEOPLE WERE VERY AFFECTIONATE TOWARDS ME THERE

I just turned six in JANUARY when my GRANDMA DIED

I was in a great shock

My parents who lived in New York city rushed back to India ......

Me and my siblings did not have any choice left so we also shifted to New York city with our parents'-----

I WAS BROUGHT TO NEW YORK CITY

OHHHH!!!!! I still remember my first time here, the environment was extremely busy and everyone was stressed because of the traffic are car got stuck because of the traffic after and hour the road was no more congested and we reached our house

Me and my siblings were allotted the same room---- the room was very special and had enough space were all three of us .............. trust me it was very beautifull

MY PARENTS NEVER REALLY SHOWED ANY AFFECTION NOT AT THEY CARE ABOUT ME I WAS NEVER THE FAVOURITE CHILD...

oh!!!!! how can I ever be it was that b**** (sister) who was their favourite...........

will talk about her soon

I FLIP THE PAGE

MY FACIAL EXPRESSION CHANGED. I DIDN'T GOT ANY FLASHBACK OF GOOD MEMORIES ANYMORE IT WAS MORE OF DISTURBING ONES!!!

IT WAS A PICTURE OF JAKE AND I HAVING AN ICE CREAM TOGETHER

Jake, my ex was the reason why I was crying in bed for hours

I again started thinking about him, suddenly I hear someone walking upstate towards my bedroom

"is it mom" I wondered

MY MOTHER DOES NOT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT MY BREAKUP, FC NEW SHE WOULD NOT LET ME LIVE IN THEIR HOUSE---

I WOULD BE DISOWEND

I panicked the thought of this--------------